Feels like a completely different life
9:00pm would roll around and I would start the pre game for the bars
1-2 Tall Boys would go down the hatch and we would head out
And drink even more once I got to the bar
Vodka red bulls, and some ginatonics
That would have me feeling “good” for the night
I would turn into a different person…
Then I would go on snapchat or tinder and see if I could hit up any girls that I could sleep around with that night
This cycle would repeat itself over and over again every weekend
Because I lived for escaping my reality and not making my actual reality better
When you want to get so drunk that you act like a different person, that means theres clearly something about your reality that you don’t like
I would always talk about all these big dreams I had with my friends when I was drunk but I never did anything with my talk
Then I had a night where I ended up passing out on a stairwell on a random house that I didn’t even know…
I got lucky that night, Had my wallet, I wasn’t kid napped, I was okay….
But Man that could’ve been worse
After that I said no more to this life
I had to get focused on my mission of building my fitness Buisness and getting out of this fake reality I was living in
I signed up for my first every bodybuilding show shortly after that and got even more serious about growing my coaching Buisness
I ended up hitting a record month after that, because I STOPPED PLAYING GAMES
I took my life, my business and my athletic career to the next level
Eventually I got my business to 6 figures for the first time ever…
And Now im a year and a half sober
So if you’ve been in that similar path
Brother…You are FREE from that life if you know it doesn’t serve you anymore
You are free from the life thats been holding you back for so long