Todays episode is almost like a grief-therapy session. Speaking on my personal experience how homesickness and voluntary immigration can make you feel alone and not allowed to miss what you left behind.

Join me as i cry and laugh through this episode today.

Love, Ruu

In todays episode i speak about my path to embracing and admitting my faith to myself and allowing all of my ancestral knowledge ring dear and true within me.

Join me in listening to my little ode to old Estonian "Maausk" and maybe you'll understand more and more my ways of living.

with love, Ruu

To feel uncomfortable is to go beyond what we know and find familiar, but what if your period of growth is all uncomfortable and staying in your comfort zone just doesn't work anymore?

I go on a little stream of consciousness by the Cedar Lakes in the woods of Adirondacks for you.

Enjoy,

love, Ruu.

In this episode i offer insight how i got into working with and alongside plants. What passionately pushed me towards learning more and expanding my world of plants and their abilities to guide me through life.

Come for the plants, stay for the magic.

love, Ruu

What happens when your body says "enough" before your mind is ready to listen? Join me for an honest conversation about burnout, the courage it takes to choose rest, and why the version of you that emerges afterward was never meant to be the same.

love, Ruu

In this episode, I share my journey with tarot - from relying fully on guidebooks to learning how to trust my intuition and read energy more deeply. We talk about the history of tarot, free will, spiritual insight, and how the cards became a tool for healing, reflection, and connection beyond the visible world. 🌙🔮

During this guided meditation we embrace Hekates transformative energy and allow ourself to fully become surrendered in our divine dark feminine.

This guided meditation invites you to be YOU. Too wise, too powerful, too brave , too true!

love, Ruu

Little snippet into my origin story, where i am from, who raised me and what makes me who I am today.

In this episode, I reflect on busy culture, how being “busy” has become something we strive for, and how it slowly pulls us away from our intuition, our bodies, and the present moment. A real and honest look at unlearning the need to constantly do, and relearning how to just be.

This episode is a quiet return.

After time away, I’m coming back, not polished, not fully figured out, but real. I speak about what it means to pause, to lose rhythm, and to find your way back without forcing it.

This is an honest reflection on starting again… from where you are now, not from where you think you should be.

If you’ve ever felt disconnected, stuck, or unsure how to begin again: this is for you.

with love,Ruu.