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  • HP #51: Jamie Webster: "Small Town Life"

    Jamie Webster joins Kieron Banerji on The Hardest Part to break down the writing, meaning and performance of his song “Small Town Life.”

    Jamie explains how years spent touring through towns across the UK inspired him to write a song celebrating the people, characters and communities that exist beyond the country’s biggest cities, places that might look imperfect from the outside, but mean everything to the people who call them home.

    Jamie takes us inside his songwriting process, from keeping fragments and ideas in his phone to beginning “Small Town Life” with a musical manifesto: make it anthemic, make the chorus immediate and write something people can sing together.

    Jamie also discusses how growing up in Liverpool shaped him as both a person and songwriter, the passion and defiance he associates with his hometown, his working-class identity, and why speaking from the heart remains central to his music.

    This episode also features an intimate live performance of “Small Town Life.”

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    00:00 Jamie Webster on Working-Class Life
    01:16 The Story Behind ‘Small Town Life’
    05:20 Turning Where You’re From Into a Strength
    08:50 Jamie Webster’s Songwriting Process
    09:36 Building the Perfect Chorus
    11:12 Finding the Idea for ‘Small Town Life’
    12:37 Don’t Play the Game, Change It
    14:38 The Characters That Make a Town
    15:12 A Wild Small-Town Pub Story
    18:18 Liverpool, Football and Finding an Audience
    21:15 How Liverpool Shaped Jamie’s Songwriting
    24:30 Paddy Pimblett and the Scouse Mentality
    25:27 Writing About Working-Class Life
    28:18 The Hardest Part of ‘Small Town Life’
    33:21 Why Jamie Won’t Comp His Vocals
    34:06 ‘Small Town Life’ – Full Performance

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    The Hardest Part dives deep into the most emotionally complex songs ever written. Every two weeks, host Kieron Banerji sits down with artists to unpack the creative process behind their hardest songs—exploring songwriting breakdowns, emotional storytelling, cultural influences, and moments of personal growth. Each episode ends with an intimate, stripped-back performance—raw, real, and sometimes heard this way for the first time.

    Produced by Palm Tree Island, a London-based creative studio known for standout music documentaries and original voices.

    Kieron Banerji is a seasoned producer and engineer based in London with extensive experience in music, media, and entertainment. He’s worked with Grammy and Academy Award winners, and has recorded sessions with Portugal. The Man, Jason Isbell, Katie Melua, Rae Morris, Jason Mraz, BROODS, Baio (Vampire Weekend), and more.

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    38 min
  • HP #50: Le Ren: "Die Inside"

    Le Ren almost threw this song away. On this episode of The Hardest Part with Kieron Banerji, she opens up "Die Inside" from her album Don't Be Funny Without Me, a song that was easy to write but hard to sing, about a crush that was never going to be reciprocated, and the strange courage it takes to perform the plain, un-metaphored truth.

    It's a conversation about honesty in songwriting: why singing it live once made her "feel like a loser," how Bonnie Raitt's "I Can't Make You Love Me" gave her permission to be vulnerable, why she tests every song live before recording.

    Guest: Le Ren
    Host: Kieron Banerji
    Song: Die Inside
    Creative: Callum Baker
    Audio: Max Walker

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    00:00 "Easy to write, hard to sing"
    01:51 Writing the truth, not the revenge song
    03:21 Bonnie Raitt & choosing to be vulnerable
    04:55 The hard part: making it public
    05:42 Why she tests every song live first
    08:09 "Long hair's better": brutal honesty
    10:05 How she actually writes
    12:51 Her heroes: Prine and Dolly
    18:20 Inside "Die Inside": the story arc
    20:03 Live Session: Die Inside
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    The Hardest Part dives deep into the most emotionally complex songs ever written. Every two weeks, host Kieron Banerji sits down with artists to unpack the creative process behind their hardest songs—exploring songwriting breakdowns, emotional storytelling, cultural influences, and moments of personal growth. Each episode ends with an intimate, stripped-back performance—raw, real, and sometimes heard this way for the first time.

    Produced by Palm Tree Island, a London-based creative studio.

    Kieron Banerji is a seasoned producer and engineer based in London with extensive experience in music, media, and entertainment. He’s worked with Grammy and Academy Award winners, and has recorded sessions with Portugal. The Man, Jason Isbell, Katie Melua, Rae Morris, Jason Mraz, BROODS, Baio (Vampire Weekend), and more.

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    25 min
  • HP #49: Rosa Walton: "Halfway Round The World"

    Rosa Walton spent over 18 months getting one song right.

    On this episode of The Hardest Part, Rosa opens up "Halfway Around the World" from her album Tell Me It's a Dream, her first attempt at a "straight-down-the-line" love song, and the hardest lyrics she's ever had to write.

    It's a conversation about craft: why literal songwriting scares her more than abstract imagery, how she knows the moment a lyric is finally right, why she refuses to explain what her songs are about ("it takes away the magic"), and the new ending she wrote just the day before this stripped-back session.

    Rosa performs "Halfway Around the World" live and stripped back for the show at the end of the episode.

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    Guest: Rosa Walton
    Host: Kieron Banerji
    Song: Halfway Around The World
    Album: Tell Me It's a Dream
    Creative: Callum Baker

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    00:00 Intro
    01:43 Why "Halfway Around the World" was the hardest
    02:22 18 months to get the lyrics right
    03:33 Her first "straight-down-the-line" love song
    04:48 A song that works on one instrument
    06:06 What the song is really about
    09:48 How she knows when a lyric is right
    13:00 Why she won't explain her lyrics
    16:51 The new ending she wrote for this session
    18:09 A song as something that lasts forever

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    The Hardest Part is a podcast and live-session series where artists open up the one song that cost them the most, the story behind it, and a stripped-back performance. Hosted by Kieron Banerji.

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    19 min
  • HP #48: Tenderness: "Playing Country Roads"

    Tenderness didn't find "Playing Country Roads" hard to write, she found it almost impossible to hold. On this episode of The Hardest Part with Kieron Banerji, she opens up the closing song from her album: written on her late father Ivor's guitar, built on a voice memo she couldn't bring herself to re-record, and carrying two griefs at once.

    It's a conversation about turning loss into art without letting the performance swallow the feeling — the "healthy middle place" every songwriter has to find. Along the way: the hidden thread of John Denver's "Take Me Home, Country Roads" (via the Mountain Man version), the ELO "Mr Blue Sky" memory from just before her dad's funeral, and why she refuses to change the line "it's been three months since the funeral," even six years on.

    Tenderness performs "Playing Country Roads" live and stripped back in full at the end of the episode.

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    24 min
  • HP #47: Julia Cumming on the Song That Scared Her to Write

    In this episode of The Hardest Part, Kieron Banerji sits down with Julia Cumming to discuss “Please Let Me Remember This,” one of the most personal songs from her debut solo album Julia. 

    What began as an attempt to write about the smallest possible moment gradually became something much bigger. Julia describes songwriting as visiting her subconscious, placing a cup into a flowing river, and seeing what comes back. But while writing this song, she found herself confronting thoughts she wasn’t ready to face. 

    As the writing process intensified, so did the pressure. Weeks of obsessive thinking, creative paralysis, and mounting anxiety eventually culminated in a moment that changed everything. The experience led Julia to seek help, receive an OCD diagnosis, and better understand what had been happening beneath the surface for years. 

    Rather than abandoning the song, she returned to it months later with a new perspective. The result became not only one of the defining songs on the record, but a reminder that sometimes the hardest songs reveal something we weren’t ready to know about ourselves. 

    Guest: Julia Cumming

    Host: Kieron Banerji

    Creative Team: Callum Baker

    With thanks to Emily Connick at Toast Press and Crista Simiriglia

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    22 min
  • HP #46: Ava Joe on Songwriting and Nostalgia.

    In this episode of The Hardest Part, Kieron Banerji sits down with Ava Joe to break down the making of “Am I a Dreamer”, a song inspired by one of the most complicated emotions she experiences: nostalgia.  

    Unlike most of her songwriting, which begins with a specific experience and the feelings that follow, this song started with an emotion. Ava set out to write about nostalgia itself, drawing together memories, places, films, relationships, and moments that all carried the same emotional weight.  

    This episode explores why nostalgia can feel more painful than comforting, the strange experience of feeling nostalgic while living through a moment, and the fear of time passing too quickly. From watching the sea in Greece to reflecting on her teenage years, Ava explains how “Am I a Dreamer? became a meditation on memory, growing up, and the moments we know we’ll miss before they’ve even ended.  

    Kieron and Ava also talk about songwriting, collaboration, creative blocks, and why some of the best artistic breakthroughs happen when you stop forcing them.

    Guest: Ava Joe
    Host: Kieron Banerji

    Mix Engineer: Max Walker
    Recording Engineer: Giovani Alimonte
    Creative: Callum Baker

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    00:00 Intro
    00:55 Why nostalgia is so difficult to write about
    02:00 Starting with a feeling, not a memory
    02:45 Why nostalgia feels painful
    03:40 Feeling nostalgic in the present moment
    05:25 The memories behind the song
    07:10 Why time is her biggest fear
    08:40 Building a song from emotion
    10:15 Writing with producer Eddie George
    11:00 Finding the right collaborators
    12:30 The writers who ask the right questions
    14:00 Why she chose the nylon-string guitar
    15:00 Creative blocks and losing her voice
    16:20 Learning to stop forcing creativity
    18:20 How listeners hear the song differently
    19:50 Full session

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    24 min
  • HP #45: Metric on the Song That Defined the Album

    In this episode of The Hardest Part, Kieron Banerji sits down with Metric to break down the making of “Victim of Luck”, the opening track from their latest album and the song that took longer to finish than any other. The challenge wasn’t writing it. The challenge was knowing when it was right.

    Emily and Jimmy Shaw tell Kieron how the song was intended to introduce the entire record, setting the tone for everything that followed. But as the album evolved, so did the song. Lyrics changed, arrangements changed, production choices came and went, and even the title itself didn’t arrive until the rest of the album was complete.

    At the center of the track is a deeply personal realization. What began as a fictional story about a band’s rise gradually became something much more direct: a reflection on success, anxiety, self-criticism, and the strange feeling of becoming a “victim of luck.” 

    This episode also features an exclusive stripped back acoustic version of the track recorded for the show. 

    Guests: Metric

    Song: Victim of Luck

    Host: Kieron Banerji

    Creative: Callum Baker and Giovanni Alimonte

    Produced by: Palm Tree Island

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    19 min
  • #HP 44: Will White of The Maccabees on Writing Through Discomfort

    In this episode of The Hardest Part, Kieron Banerji sits down with Will White to break down the making of “6:30 AM”, a song that became the catalyst for everything that followed.

    Unlike most of his work, the song stayed with him for years. That alone was unusual. Will describes a songwriting process where songs either arrive fully formed or disappear entirely. He rarely revisits unfinished ideas, yet somehow “6:30 AM” refused to go away. 

    Kieron and Will explore discomfort as a creative tool, the mystery of songwriting, and why some songs seem to know more about your future than you do. Will also talks about how the meaning of “6:30 AM” has evolved over time, from imagining someone still awake after a long night to experiencing the same hour as a parent waking up to a completely different life. 

    Guests: Will White

    Song: 6:30 AM

    Host: Kieron Banerji

    Creative: Callum Baker and Giovanni Alimonte

    Produced by: Palm Tree Island

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    26 min
  • #HP 43: Witch Fever on Christianity, misogyny, religious trauma, and making of “The Garden”

    In this episode of The Hardest Part, Witch Fever break down the songwriting process and music production process behind “The Garden,” a song shaped by religious trauma, feminist rebellion, and the emotional tension of leaving the church behind. We talk about how the band nearly abandoned the song after feeling the chorus sounded “too Jesus-y,” triggering memories of Christian worship music and charismatic church environments.

    The band explains how growing up in a strict religious setting influenced the lyrics, which reinterpret the story of Eve as something empowering rather than shameful. We also chat about collaborative songwriting, instinctive vocal melody writing, and how producer Chris Ryan helped the band hear the full potential of the track during the recording process. LIsten to the full episode and hear the song at the end.

    Guests: Witch Fever

    Song: The Garden

    Host: Kieron Banerji

    Creative: Callum Baker and Dylan Roberts

    Produced by: Palm Tree Island

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    24 min
  • HP #42: Lily Moore Breaks Down Grown Up Girl Regrets.

    In this episode of The Hardest Part, Kieron Banerji sits down with Lily Moore to break down the making of “Grown Up Girl Regrets” and why it became one of the most important songs she has ever written. Written during her first studio session after lockdown, the song emerged from a period of uncertainty, isolation, and emotional exhaustion. Walking back into a writing room for the first time in months, Lily found herself confronting feelings she had spent years avoiding in her songwriting.

    Kieron and Lily explore the difference between songs that slowly evolve over years and songs that appear almost fully formed, arriving exactly when they are needed most. For Lily, “Grown Up Girl Regrets” was the latter: chaotic, immediate, and deeply personal.

     

    Artist: Lily Moore

    Guitar: Frankie South

    Song: Grown Up Girl Regrets

    Host & Executive Producer: Kieron Banerji

    Mix Engineer: Max Walker

    Creative: Callum Baker

    Recording Engineer: Giovani Almonte

    Lily Moore Team: Natalie Nichols

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    21 min

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Hosted by Kieron Banerji, The Hardest Part dives deep into the most challenging songs ever written. Every two weeks, an artist joins Kieron in the studio to break down the struggles, breakthroughs, and raw emotions behind their toughest songwriting experiences. From overcoming creative blocks to tapping into painful memories, these conversations reveal the delicate balance between self-expression and self-protection.