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Writer Nicole Davis grew up afraid of haunted houses, but not necessarily because of what might jump out at her. She didn’t trust the people inside them.
Nicole grew up adopted in rural Alabama, at the end of a road where anyone showing up had a reason to be there. Kids came down specifically to mess with her family. Wild dogs roamed farther back on their property. News of an escaped murderer left her terrified that someone could be outside her window. And she never knew what kind of mood her father would be in when he came home.
Then there was evangelical Christianity. Nicole grew up with Hell Houses, Rapture movies and the very real fear that if she didn’t do everything exactly right, she could die and spend eternity in hell.
She tells us that was scarier than The Exorcist. We’ll forgive her. Somewhere in all that fear, horror became a source of comfort.
Stephen King gave Nicole an escape. Freddy Krueger was terrifying, but at least Freddy was predictable. He had rules. The movie ended. The book closed. When real life could change without warning, fictional horror gave Nicole a place where she knew where the danger was coming from.
That relationship with fear followed her into adulthood. Home invasion movies such as The Strangers still scare the hell out of her. The Descent managed to ruin something she once loved: exploring caves. Pennywise helped make sure clowns were permanently off the list.
We also talk about horror’s long history of portraying adoptees as the dangerous outsider, the “bad seed” whose mysterious biology might eventually turn them against the family that took them in. As an adoptee herself, Nicole has some thoughts.
And that’s where Horror Heals collides with our other podcast, Family Twist. Nicole’s adoption story, childhood and love of horror are so tangled together that separating them would almost miss the point.
In Part 1, we talk Stephen King, Freddy Krueger, Pennywise, The Strangers, The Descent, rural horror, Hell Houses, adoption trauma, abandonment, childhood anxiety and why sometimes knowing where the monster is can make it a whole lot less frightening.
Part 2 is coming next week.
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Horror Heals is produced by Mosaic Multimedia LLC.
Is horror good for mental wellness? Of corpse it is.