Welcome to the very first episode of The Illicit Feminine Podcast a sacred space where nothing is silenced and every part of you is invited to rise.

In this raw, emotional, and deeply transformational conversation, host Elizabeth Marth is joined by her first guest, Jessica Lyn, a powerful emotional growth coach and speaker. Together, they explore Jessica’s decade-long journey through divorce, religious deconstruction, emotional repression, and sexual shame and how she transmuted it all into radical self-trust, embodied liberation, and feminine reclamation.

Whether you’ve ever questioned your worth, stayed too long in self-abandonment, or been silenced by spiritual dogma, this episode will meet you exactly where you are and guide you back to yourself.

Episode Highiights:

• [02:00] Jessica’s early beliefs shaped by religious dogma and the “good girl” archetype
• [06:00] The unraveling of her marriage and the moment everything changed
• [12:00] Gaslighting, emotional dysregulation, and the cost of not feeling safe
• [15:00] Infidelity, numbness, and realizing she’d lost her own voice
• [20:00] The impact of spiritual shame and hiding emotional pain
• [24:00] Shadow work, emotional ownership, and why “you make me feel” doesn’t work
• [30:00] Breaking free from codependency and reclaiming internal authority
• [34:00] The role of sexuality, shame, and religious repression in women’s self-worth
• [42:00] Jessica’s journey from sexual disconnection to self-sensual awakening
• [48:00] Giving compassion to your past self, and why healing is cyclical
• [51:00] A peek into Part 2: Transformation, feminine embodiment, and rewriting the story

If you’re ready to:

• Heal emotional wounds through shadow work 
• Reclaim your body, your voice, and your sensuality
• Step into your full feminine expression with self-trust 
• Create deep emotional safety and self-worth outside external validation

…then The Illicit Feminine is your sanctuary.

Learn more and follow along with Elizabeth at:

Website: https://sacredfreedom.life/

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BOOK APPOINTMENT with ELIZABETH: https://bookwithsacredfreedom.as.me/schedule.php

Thank you so much for listening, and remember come as you are in your light, in your shadow, in your illicit feminine. Please subscribe to my podcast and leave a five-star review.

Elizabeth

In this soul-stirring continuation of our conversation Jessica shares more of her intimate journey of feminine reclamation. Together, we dive deep into the layered terrain of emotional release, body image, shame, and sensual awakening—and how mirror work became a portal to radical self-love.

From unraveling childhood conditioning and religious repression to stepping boldly into sexual self-expression, Jessica shares how she began healing through deep self-inquiry and body-based practices. We talk about what “toxic” release really means, how emotion stored in the body becomes dis-ease, and the profound impact of being truly witnessed in a safe space.

We also unpack the reality of comparison and body judgment and how to love yourself even in the seasons of change. This conversation is a powerful reminder that your worth is not defined by your weight, relationship status, or anyone else’s standards. It is yours to reclaim.

Episode Highlights:

• [00:01] Why emotions need safe release and how they can become toxic if repressed
• [05:00] Shadow work, self-reflection, and the power of being fully seen
• [10:00] Women, shame, and the unspoken emotional burdens we carry
• [14:00] Creating a safe space for emotional and somatic healing
• [18:00] Jessica’s journey with mirror work and reclaiming her sensuality
• [24:00] Self-love as both a tender and revolutionary act
• [27:00] The truth about body image, dating, and divine femininity
• [32:00] Why curiosity and “what if” questions are powerful healing tools
• [35:00] Living from authenticity and grounded self-worth

Learn more about Jessica:

Jessica is a speaker, storyteller and coach who helps women break free from the weight of shame and step into self-empowerment. Raised within the confines of religious dogma and codependency in the church, her personal unraveling led to a powerful journey of emotional growth, healing, and liberation. She now shares her story to inspire others to reclaim their truth and live more freely.

Social Media: @Jessicalyncoaching 

Mirror Work Resource Mentioned:
You Can Heal Your Life by Louise Hay

Learn more and follow along with Elizabeth at:

Website: https://sacredfreedom.life/

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/sacredfreedomforher

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/sacredfreedomforher

BOOK APPOINTMENT with ELIZABETH: https://bookwithsacredfreedom.as.me/schedule.php

Thank you so much for listening, and remember come as you are in your light, in your shadow, in your illicit feminine. Please subscribe to my podcast and leave a five-star review.

Elizabeth

You’ve been taught to silence your soul.

It’s time to reclaim it.

Welcome to The Illicit Feminine - the podcast that unapologetically disrupts everything you were told to suppress.

Your sensuality.
Your rage.
Your truth.
Your sacred feminine power.

This isn’t self-help.
This is a soul-level uprising.

I’m Elizabeth Marth a transformational coach, shadow worker, and guide for women ready to stop hiding and start rising. Every week, I’ll take you deep: into real talk, raw stories, and radical truths most people are afraid to say out loud.

If you’ve ever been told you’re too much, too sensitive, too emotional... GOOD.

That means you’re exactly where you need to be.

Here, nothing sacred is silenced.

We don’t tone it down.
We turn it ALL the way up.

Get ready for unfiltered solo episodes, fierce interviews with women who’ve broken free, and shadow work that sets your soul on fire. This is where the forgotten parts of you come back online. This is where you come home to your full power.

No more good-girl masks.
No more waiting for permission.

Subscribe now.
Hit that bell.
Share this with every woman who needs to remember who she really is.

This is The Illicit Feminine.

Raw. Wild. Holy.
Are you ready to rise?

Learn more and follow along with Elizabeth at:

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Thank you so much for listening, and remember come as you are in your light, in your shadow, in your illicit feminine. Please subscribe to my podcast and leave a five-star review.

Elizabeth

As we close out another year, join Elizabeth Marth Tarara as she explores themes of identity, truth, worthiness, and purpose through the lens of one of the most well-known stories in history. Dive into thematic questions that will help you prepare for the types of things you wish to usher into your life in this brand new year.

Learn more and follow along with Elizabeth at:

Website: https://sacredfreedom.life/

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/sacredfreedomforher

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/sacredfreedomforher

BOOK APPOINTMENT with ELIZABETH: https://bookwithsacredfreedom.as.me/schedule.php

Thank you so much for listening, and remember come as you are in your light, in your shadow, in your illicit feminine. Please subscribe to my podcast and leave a five-star review.

Elizabeth

In the special holiday episode, Elizabeth Marth Tarara explores our struggles with setting/maintaining boundaries during the holiday season, followed by actionable steps to consider implementing.

Learn more and follow along with Elizabeth at:

Website: https://sacredfreedom.life/

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BOOK APPOINTMENT with ELIZABETH: https://bookwithsacredfreedom.as.me/schedule.php

Thank you so much for listening, and remember come as you are in your light, in your shadow, in your illicit feminine. Please subscribe to my podcast and leave a five-star review.

Elizabeth

In this episode of the Sacred Journey podcast, Elizabeth Marth Tarara delves into the significance of boundaries, self-abandonment, and personal values in relationships. Drawing from Neville Goddard's teachings, she emphasizes the importance of understanding one's personal values and effective communication as foundational elements for healthy relationships. The discussion highlights the need for women to reclaim their sovereignty through boundaries, fostering self-worth and emotional safety. Elizabeth encourages listeners to reflect on their own values and communication styles, ultimately guiding them towards a more empowered and fulfilling relational experience. 

Learn more and follow along with Elizabeth at:

Website: https://sacredfreedom.life/

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/sacredfreedomforher

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/sacredfreedomforher

BOOK APPOINTMENT with ELIZABETH: https://bookwithsacredfreedom.as.me/schedule.php

Thank you so much for listening, and remember come as you are in your light, in your shadow, in your illicit feminine. Please subscribe to my podcast and leave a five-star review.

Elizabeth

In this episode of the Sacred Journey podcast, host Elizabeth Marth Tarara introduces a new series focused on the importance of boundaries, particularly for Women. Drawing inspiration from Neville Goddard's teachings, she illuminates emotional safety and the need to cultivate and normalize regularly choosing time and personal space as foundational elements of healthy relationships with others and oneself. The discussion highlights how understanding and establishing boundaries can empower Women to honor themselves and cultivate deeper connections with others.

Learn more and follow along with Elizabeth at:

Website: https://sacredfreedom.life/

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/sacredfreedomforher

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/sacredfreedomforher

BOOK APPOINTMENT with ELIZABETH: https://bookwithsacredfreedom.as.me/schedule.php

Thank you so much for listening, and remember come as you are in your light, in your shadow, in your illicit feminine. Please subscribe to my podcast and leave a five-star review.

Elizabeth

In this episode of the Sacred Journey Podcast, Elizabeth Marth Tarara wraps up the Self-Abandonment Series by delving into the themes of codependency and the dynamics of giving away personal power. She explores the definitions of codependency, its cultural implications, and how childhood experiences shape these behaviors. Elizabeth emphasizes the importance of self-awareness and authenticity in relationships, encouraging listeners to recognize codependency patterns and set healthy boundaries through recognizing one's own needs and gifts.

 

 

BOOK RESOURCES

 

“Codependent No More: How to Stop Controlling Others and Start Caring for Yourself” 

by Melody Beattie

 

“Boundary Boss”

by Terri Cole

 

“Too Much: A Guide to Breaking the Cycle of High-Functioning Codependency”

by Terri Cole

 

“Facing Codependence: What It Is, Where It Comes From, How It Sabotages Our Lives”

by Pia Mellody

 

 

Learn more and follow along with Elizabeth at:

Website: https://sacredfreedom.life/

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/sacredfreedomforher

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/sacredfreedomforher

BOOK APPOINTMENT with ELIZABETH: https://bookwithsacredfreedom.as.me/schedule.php

Thank you so much for listening, and remember come as you are in your light, in your shadow, in your illicit feminine. Please subscribe to my podcast and leave a five-star review.

Elizabeth

In this episode of the Sacred Journey podcast, Elizabeth Marth Tarara delves into the intricate relationship between grief and self-abandonment. She reflects on her personal experiences with loss, exploring how grief manifests in various forms beyond death, including childhood experiences and emotional turmoil. Elizabeth emphasizes acknowledging and processing grief rather than avoiding it and encourages listeners to seek support during their healing journey.

 

Resources: 

“The Wild Edge of Sorrow”

 

“The Wild Edge of Sorrow: Rituals of Renewal and the Sacred Work of Grief”

Learn more and follow along with Elizabeth at:

Website: https://sacredfreedom.life/

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BOOK APPOINTMENT with ELIZABETH: https://bookwithsacredfreedom.as.me/schedule.php

Thank you so much for listening, and remember come as you are in your light, in your shadow, in your illicit feminine. Please subscribe to my podcast and leave a five-star review.

Elizabeth

In this episode, Elizabeth Marth Tarara dives deep into the often-unspoken connections between self-abandonment and our sexual experiences. Join Elizabeth as she unpacks how trauma, cultural conditioning, and negative self-talk can create a disconnect from our bodies and desires. From the impact of upbringing on sexual self-perception to the complexities of communication in intimate relationships, this episode offers a candid exploration of how we can reclaim our sexual authenticity. 

Learn more and follow along with Elizabeth at:

Website: https://sacredfreedom.life/

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/sacredfreedomforher

Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/sacredfreedomforher

BOOK APPOINTMENT with ELIZABETH: https://bookwithsacredfreedom.as.me/schedule.php

Thank you so much for listening, and remember come as you are in your light, in your shadow, in your illicit feminine. Please subscribe to my podcast and leave a five-star review.

Elizabeth