The Inside Circle Podcast with Eldra Jackson III

Robin Graham was born and raised in Brooklyn, New York, and for 25 years she has given incarcerated writers a place to tell the truth. As founder and publisher of Spotlight on Recovery Magazine, she has grown a newsletter at a treatment facility into a publication featuring more than 400 writers in prisons and mental health institutions across 34 states.

In this conversation with host Eldra Jackson III, Robin shares how her own trauma shaped the magazine, why she writes openly about her bipolar disorder diagnosis in her 50s, and what happens when people inside see their words in print for the first time. She also talks about identity, the masks we wear, and breaking free from what she calls the spin cycle of mental incarceration.

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Eileen Ruiter, founder of Inside Circle Netherlands, joins host Eldra Jackson III to share how a documentary about Inside Circle's work sparked a two-year journey to bring Circle into a Dutch prison — one met with security pushback, a strip search, and a culture where naming your own emotions is nearly taboo. She opens up about her "average" Dutch childhood, her parents' divorce, the grandmother who shaped her, and the honesty inside Circle she says she can't find anywhere else. A conversation about building something uncommon inside a system built to resist it.

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After 30 years inside William Harris is starting over in a city where he knows no one. Host Eldra Jackson III sits down with the longtime Inside Circle member, part of the group since its first Tuesday in the New Folsom chapel, to talk about the identity crisis that shaped his path to prison, the mentor who helped turn him around, and why he chose Oakland over going home to Sacramento. William opens up about masking pain with alcohol, chasing belonging through gang life, and the slow work of becoming a man he actually likes. He also shares what freedom feels like two months in, paying his first bill, riding a packed bus, learning to sit with discomfort instead of running from it.

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Keilen Crenshaw learned early that the world responded to force. Taken from his mother at 10, cycling through foster care, carrying unchecked anger that eventually led to a four-and-a-half-year federal sentence — survival was the only thing he knew.

What he didn't know was where that anger came from. Or what it had cost him.

In this episode, Keilen traces the full arc: from a school hallway in DC to the Middle Fork of the American River, where getting thrown from a raft and coming up gasping taught him something prison never could — respect. Now a recovery support counselor at Jubilee Housing in Washington D.C., he brings that hard-won wisdom directly to the men who need it most.

This is a conversation about the difference between surviving and living.

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When Aaron Burris walks into the dining room of the Inside Circle Healing Home, he feels two things at once — joy and grief. Joy because a dream that was born in prison circles, in chapel chairs, in hushed conversations about what if we built something — is now real. Grief because some of the men who dreamed it with him didn't make it out to see it.

In this conversation, Aaron sits down with Eldra Jackson III to talk about what it really takes to come home after incarceration — not just physically, but as a person. He talks about Butch, a man who knew how to navigate every system inside prison walls and couldn't survive the one outside them. About the near-misses in his own decade of freedom. About the question that has become the center of his healing work: Who am I without prison?

The Inside Circle Healing Home isn't a halfway house. It's not a program. It's a place where men coming out of incarceration can learn to iron a shirt, balance a budget, ride public transit safely, and — more importantly — figure out who they are when nobody's watching.

This is the story of how it got built, who it's built for, and what it means to plant a seed for a tree you may never sit under.

How do you find self-love after 15 years in prison? In this episode, Edwin Lee joins host Eldra Jackson III to share his raw journey from a lonely childhood in San Francisco's Chinatown to finding his humanity behind bars.

Edwin discusses the "Tiger Parenting" that fueled his early resentment, his transition from gang life to becoming a certified counselor, and the "culture shock" of leaving prison for a world that moves faster than ever. It is a powerful conversation about the pressure to succeed, the complexities of modern reentry, and why healing is a lifelong process.

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Fresh home after years of incarceration, Dariel Pena joins The Inside Circle Podcast to share a story shaped by loss, belonging, and hard-won transformation.

Raised in Paterson, New Jersey, Dariel reflects on how a lack of connection at home and the pull of belonging in the streets drew him into violence and a lengthy sentence. While inside, something shifted: through reading, taking on leadership roles, and a deepening commitment to juvenile justice reform, a new sense of purpose began to take shape.

He speaks to the stark contrast between youth facilities and adult prison, and how advocacy and community support led to an unexpected commutation and early release. Now back home, Dariel talks candidly about the challenges of reentry, the discipline of patience, and why mental health can't be an afterthought. This is a conversation about what it really takes to confront your past, reclaim your identity, and start over.

Dr. Samuel Arroyo joins the Inside Circle Podcast to share the journey from Spanish Harlem street life to a 40-year New York State sentence — and the slow, deliberate work of real transformation. After becoming involved in organized drug activity and serving nearly 15 years in prison, he began confronting what he calls his "violence problem," using education and deep self-examination to break patterns rooted in intergenerational trauma.

In this conversation, Dr. Arroyo speaks candidly about reentry pressures, nearly returning to crime, the decision to stop "throwing a brick," and how fatherhood reshaped his commitment to change. Today, he works nationally with justice-impacted communities, helping others interrupt the same cycles he once lived inside.

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In this episode, Eldra sits down with Kentric Devone McKoy for a powerful conversation about prison, emotional healing, faith, and freedom.

Kendrick shares his journey from a childhood marked by abuse and suppressed emotion, through decades in the California prison system, to life after release as a truck driver, minister, and mentor. He speaks candidly about how unresolved anger followed him wherever he went and how prison became the place where he first learned to name, understand, and feel his emotions.

In the first episode of 2026, Eldra sits down with Justin Smith for a candid conversation about negative emotion, honesty, and spiritual growth without performance. Justin shares how his childhood—marked by poverty, a status-driven community, and his father's struggle with manic depression—shaped his lifelong interest in helping people face emotional pain more honestly. Together, they explore why so many self-help and spiritual approaches fall short, and why honesty, community, and shared experience may be the most powerful tools we have. Justin also introduces This Life, an experimental app designed to help people confront negative emotion through reflection and connection—without pressure, polish, or pretending.