There are times of health and there are times of sickness, and then there are times of hidden sickness. When those times come, one has to do all sorts of undesirable things. Amongst them is the act of taking antibiotics, and dealing with the myriad of side effects that it does include. Fatigue and bodily aches aside, one has to deal with how this antibiotics exasperate the already fragile framework of one's motivation that is now, nothing but rubble.

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Gamification has become more and more abundant with each passing day in the current climate of the online and offline world. More apps and more software are made every year with the goal of taking an aspect of everyday living and turning it into a quantifiable objective with a number to go along with it. And when one becomes conscious of this, it's hard to ever close one's eye on it. When it hits how much of one's life has become pursuit of "higher number" rather than forming habits or growing as a person, it's hard to not notice it since.

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When one faces obstacles of immense pressure that one has beaten once before, sometimes the hubris of the previous encounters emboldens one's desire to repeat it. Sometimes, in the face of unnecessary hardships, one refuses to ask for help from proper providers, because one has gone through it once and has come victorious. When one is dealing with that, sometimes one wishes that the first go around wasn't as smooth.

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When one notices that one is having more mental lapses in day-to-day life, and the crippling anxiety is getting worse and worse in dealing with anything more strenuous than laying down, one comes to a rather sound conclusion that paradoxically one is losing whatever remains of their "mind". So, what does one do? Except gather all of those intrusive thoughts, and all of those harsh self-criticisms, and then publish them without filter for all to witness?

TGTBTI - The Halloween Video: https://youtu.be/6DQNXFCUjio

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There are some traumatic moments in everyone's life, and how one deals with it can show a lot about one's will and thought process. One of those moments is when one's personal devices are stolen. Not only being part of the legal system can have dehumanizing effects on one's psyche, the tragedy of lost memories and monetary value of the stolen property can lead to a lot of mental anguish. When one is confronted with that, how can one deal with it?

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The world of entertainment, especially one regarding motion pictures, is moving ever so slowly towards a darker and darker path. "KAOS," the comedy-drama reimagination of Greek mythology, was the latest in the long line of projects that has gotten the axe due to this shift. With more and more avenues of entering the world of movies closing by the day, it's hard to not look at it as an end of an era, and the start of something way more nefarious.

Check out my appearance on "Natey and Katy: At the Movies": https://www.buzzsprout.com/1862672/episodes/15866317

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Sometimes one sits down at one's work station, with a laundry list of tasks to do, and then one doesn't do any of them. One will sit down and stare blankly at anything, wasting the time away, losing motivation bit by bit, and then wonders where the time has gone. When one has habited oneself in a bad cycle of procrastination and then minimal work, that lifestyle will clash instantly with any amount of scheduled work, and then one will sit in the ruin of one's desires and plans, thinking there was one time enough at last.

TGTBTI - We Didn't Start the Fire, Part 2:

Special Chapter #10 - Welcome Folks, to the Ava Administration!: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/akhamseh88/episodes/Special-Chapter-10-Welcome-Folks--to-the-Ava-Administration-e2oi0jt

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In this episode, we're going back to online recordings as I sit down and talk with a friend that I met online and have been talking to for almost 2 years at this point, Ava. We found each other through content creation and then started opening up more about our personal lives as we talked and talked more. We're both fans of fantasy novels, odd movies, and writing and making stuff about our passions. So we decided to sit down and talk about some of our literary hot takes, the musical stylings of Lin-Manuel Miranda, and of course knocking down some toxic fandoms.

Check out Ava's channel: https://t.me/+czdgFl7dSLxkYTk0

TGTBTI - We Didn't Start the Fire, Part 2: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6yA_rS-lol0

When an era comes to an end, sometimes one can't help but feel nostalgic and retrospective towards that era. The era might not be good, or might be actually harmful, but when it comes to a close it feels better than it was. So, one looks at the bumpy ride as an experience worth having and then moves on to greener pastures, to look upon all that is to come, and to see all that will be apparent.

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When one's core belief about themselves is that they are unlikable, every little action can seem to confront one with that core belief. When a person fails to connect to one's desire, or when one is faced with a cruel world, the response is always to do with one's core belief of unlikability. That belief can influence thoughts, and those thoughts can influence actions, and those actions can influence further thoughts and actions, until nothing remains but that core belief, and one has to face it.

The Exhausting World of Making a Caddicarus Video - Caddicarus: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lz13cxZNTCo

Influencer Courses are Garbage: The Dark Side of Content Creation: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c3xSJuoUnN8

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