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Small t trauma is not “small.” In this episode, Annie breaks down how the nervous system stores threat, why insight alone does not always change your reactions, and how whole brain healing like RIM can help your body stop living like the past is still happening.In this episode, we go deeper into small t trauma vs big T trauma, and why the real question is not “Was it bad enough?” but “Did your system file it under danger?” We talk about how chronic criticism, unpredictability, shame, and self editing can wire survival responses like fawn, freeze, and hypervigilance. Then we bring in RIM (Regenerating Images in Memory), an imagery and body based process designed to help update the stored alarm so you can feel safer in your body in the present.

What you will learn:• What people mean by big T trauma and small t trauma• Why “small” does not mean “small impact”• The better filter: did your nervous system store it as threat• Why talk therapy can create insight but the body may still react• Fight, flight, freeze, fawn, and why logic does not stop survival mode• RIM explained in plain language• Who RIM helps, especially people pleasers and later in life lesbians• Practical takeaways you can use immediately

Examples we mention:• Being mocked for emotions, now your throat tightens when you speak• Needs punished, now you feel guilty for wanting anything• Conflict felt dangerous, now you fawn and over explain to breathe• Years of hiding your identity, now authenticity feels risky

Quotes to pull:• “Your nervous system does not measure pain in headlines.”• “If it still runs your reactions, it still matters.”• “The real question is not ‘Was it bad enough?’ It is ‘Did my system file it under danger?’”• “Knowing is not the same as updating the stored alarm.”• “People pleasers do not just fear conflict. They fear the body sensation conflict creates.”

Takeaways:

Stop auditioning your pain. You do not need a catastrophe to deserve care.

Track the body pattern, not just the story.

Notice what you overdo to avoid discomfort, especially fawning and over functioning.

Aim for integration, not reliving.

Small experiment: When you want to minimize, say “I am allowed to take myself seriously,” then take one action that proves it.

Listener prompt:Which part of you keeps saying “It wasn’t that bad,” and what does your body do when you say that?

Disclaimer:This episode is educational and not medical advice....

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In this episode of the Liberated Lesbian Lounge, Annie breaks down why insight is not enough when you are a later in life lesbian, a recovering people pleaser, or someone who has spent years keeping the peace. She explains what “whole brain healing” actually means and how tools like RIM and 9D breathwork work with your emotions, body and nervous system instead of only your thinking mind. You will hear why talk therapy is valuable but often incomplete for trauma and deep patterns, experience a short guided practice, and learn how to start giving your nervous system new options instead of the same old fawn and freeze responses.If talk therapy has helped you understand yourself but you still react the same way, this episode will feel like a deep exhale and a reminder that you are not too late, not too broken, and definitely not a lost cause.What you will hear in this episode:*Why you can understand your patterns and still feel stuck in the same reactions*A simple way to picture your brain as a house with different rooms*What RIM is in normal human language and why it works so quickly for many clients*How 9D breathwork helps your body release stored emotion and survival responses*The difference between “I know I should set a boundary” and “my body now feels able to set a boundary”*A short guided pause with breath and inner child support you can try in real time*Why talk therapy is not wrong, it is simply incomplete for deep nervous system patternsIf talk therapy has helped you understand yourself but your body still reacts the same way, whole brain work may be the missing piece. Inside my world we bring together RIM, breathwork, nervous system education, and honest coaching so you are not just talking about change, you are practicing it in your body.

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A clear, compassionate walkthrough of five common people pleasing habits and what to do instead. You learn the Pause Line, a simple Capacity Check visualization, three replacement scripts, and a short tap along to anchor self respect in your body. We ground the work in accurate science about habit loops, neuroplasticity, interoception, and co regulation. You finish with a one week practice and an invite to practice in community.Today: Five people-pleasing habits and replacements. Capacity Check visualization. Pause Line. Tap-along for self-respect. Why community practice accelerates change.Try this week: Use the Pause Line. “Let me check my capacity and get back to you.” Track 3 reps.Scripts: “That does not work for me. Here is what does.” • “It is already decided. I love you. I will see you soon.” • “I can care about you and keep my choice.”Join: Liberated Lesbian Membership — liberatedlesbian.com/1:1 Coaching: calendly.com/lifecoachannie/1-on-1-coachingFree starter: Break the People-Pleasing Pattern (3-day audio)Notes on the science used

Habit loops: cue–response–reward learning and basal ganglia involvement are well established in habit research.

Neuroplasticity: learning and repetition can change neural pathways across the lifespan.

Hebbian principle: neurons that fire together wire together is a standard summary of synaptic strengthening.

Interoception: awareness of internal body signals influences decision making and emotional regulation.

Co-regulation: humans regulate better in supportive social contexts than in isolation.

In this episode of The Liberated Lesbian Lounge, Annie unpacks the heavy weight of obligation and the fear of being selfish when you say no. She explains how “good girl” conditioning and later in life coming out train you to overgive, then uses quotes from Brené Brown, Audre Lorde, and Anne Lamott to reframe boundaries as an act of self love rather than selfishness. You will learn a simple four step “Obligation Check In,” a quick tapping sequence for when the “I am selfish” story shows up, and a weekly challenge to start choosing discomfort over resentment so your yes can finally feel clean, honest, and aligned.In this episode we explore

Why so many later in life lesbians live on autopilot yes and obligation

The “obligation hangover” and how it shows up as resentment and exhaustion

How good girl conditioning trained you to say yes when your whole body is a no

Why your fear of being selfish is actually a fear of being abandoned or disapproved of

A body based way to feel the difference between a yes and a no

The exact four step Obligation Check In you can use before replying to a request

A simple tapping sequence for when the “I am selfish” story gets loud

How to choose short term discomfort over long term resentment in real life

Quotes mentioned in the episode

“Daring to set boundaries is about having the courage to love ourselves, even when we risk disappointing others.”Brené Brown

“Self care is not self indulgence, it is self preservation.”Audre Lorde

“No is a complete sentence.”Anne Lamott

This week’s tool: The Obligation Check In

Use this any time you feel that familiar tug of obligation:

Pause on purposeOne slow breath in and out. Silently tell yourself, “I get to choose.” If you can, say, “Let me think about that and get back to you.”

Ask yourself four questions

If I say yes, will I feel energized or resentful afterward

If I say no, what am I afraid wil...

BONUS! Pivot Year - Day 174

Episode 2 — Holiday Boundaries: Peace Over PerformanceA gentle, practical guide for people-pleasers and later-in-life lesbians navigating family gatherings without self-abandonment. We rehearse micro-boundaries, a somatic “luminous shawl” for energy protection, and a quick EFT tap-along so your body believes you’re safe to choose peace over performance.Try this week:Pre-decide your time-box (e.g., “We’re staying 2–3.”)Use the Doorframe Breath at every doorway.Press your thumb–index anchor and say, “Sacred no. Holy yes.”Scripts to steal:“I’m not discussing that today. Tell me about your puppy.”“We can stay for an hour—looking forward to hugs and pie.”“That comment isn’t okay with me. Let’s keep today respectful.”Join us:Liberated Lesbian Membership : www.liberatedlesbian.com

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Today: Sacred No practice + mini somatic reset.Try this: Script: “That doesn’t work for me. What does work is ___.” Press Sacred No anchor.Join the Membership: www.liberatedlesbian.com

Free starter: Break the People-Pleasing Pattern (3-day audio series).

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