The Lost & Found Podcast with Amanda Powers

The Lost & Found Podcast with Amanda Powers

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The Lost & Found Podcast with Amanda Powers episodes

  • Putting Your Dream On Hold is Sabotaging Your Identity Transformation

    Episode 121: In this solo episode, Amanda gets honest about what’s been going on behind the scenes: the creative burnout, the depressive fog, the guilt spiral of falling behind on the podcast, and the overwhelming pressure of trying to build something meaningful while still holding everything else together in real life.


    This is the messy middle in real time — that phase of the journey where you’ve already decided to walk down a new path, but the path has forests, mudslides, and days where the quicksand just keeps pulling you under. It’s not pretty. It’s not polished. And it’s 100% real.


    In this episode, Amanda talks about:

    • What creative burnout actually feels like when your passion project becomes pressure
    • The comparison spiral of watching other creators and wondering what you’re doing wrong
    • Juggling a full-time job, family caregiving, and a dream that doesn’t fit neatly into the margins of your day
    • Why she’s been absent — and why she’s not going to pretend she has it all figured out
    • A personal life update that’s bringing both terror and a whole lot of hope

     

    If you’ve ever felt like you’re failing at the very thing that’s supposed to save you — this one’s for you. Sometimes the most powerful thing you can do is show up exactly as you are.


    Chapters:

    00:00 Navigating Overwhelm: A Personal Update

    02:52 The Messy Middle: Embracing Life’s Challenges

    05:07 The Struggle of Content Creation

    07:31 Finding Balance: Work, Life, and Creativity

    09:31 The Journey of Self-Discovery

    11:25 Family Matters: Caring for Loved Ones

    13:56 The Decision to Move: A New Chapter

    16:01 Facing Change: Emotions and Expectations

    17:57 The Importance of Authenticity

    20:12 Looking Ahead: Future Aspirations


    Don’t forget to subscribe for weekly content about identity, healing, purpose, and becoming your future self. Want to share your story or question for an upcoming Wanderer Wisdom Episode? Email us at [email protected] or fill out the Contact Form.


    Connect with Amanda:

    Website: www.podcastforthelost.com

    Instagram: @podcast.for.the.lost & @amanda.k.powers

    TikTok: @podcast.for.the.lost

    YouTube: @podcastforthelost

    Substack: podcastforthelost.substack.com


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    28 min
  • How to Break Free From Generational Trauma, Societal Expectations, and Your Mistakes | Tavarus Taylor

    Episode 120: What does it mean to break a chain you were born into? In this deeply moving episode, Amanda Powers sits down with Tavarus Taylor — Nashville entrepreneur, community advocate, drag performer Vivica Steele, and radio host of The Queen's Table — for one of the most layered and honest conversations this show has ever had.


    Tavarus opens up about growing up carrying an identity he didn't yet have the language to explain, surviving a criminal justice system that took away his right to vote over a $5.44 check, getting laid off from corporate America and turning that betrayal into a thriving business, and the moment he realized his drag persona, Vivica Steele, wasn't just a performance. She was saving his life.

     

    This conversation is about what it really looks like to carry generational trauma without letting it become your whole story. It's about LGBTQ+ identity, systemic injustice, radical self-acceptance, and the quiet everyday courage it takes to build a life on your own terms — even when the world around you keeps trying to write a smaller story for you.

     

    What you'll hear in this episode:

    • How generational trauma shapes who you are before youeven understand it
    • What it actually costs to lose your constitutional rights — and what it takes to reclaim them
    • Why Tavarus walked away from corporate America and started a his own business
    • How drag became his pathway to self-love, purpose, and liberation
    • What "breaking chains" really means when you're the first in your family to do it
    • The one thing Tavarus says every lost person needs to do first — before any book, podcast, or sermon


    If you've ever felt like the story someone told about you wasn't yours to keep — this episode is for you.


    CHAPTERS:

    00:00 - Introduction to Tavarus Taylor

    01:35 - Understanding Identity and Trauma

    07:54 - Overcoming Adversity and Self-Discovery

    13:24 - Navigating the Criminal Justice System

    17:43 - Empowerment and Community Advocacy

    22:15 - Transitioning from Corporate to Entrepreneurship

    25:07 - The Turning Point: From Employment to Entrepreneurship

    27:43 - Embracing Identity: The Journey of Vivica Steele

    30:15 - Navigating Life's Challenges: The Importance of Self-Love

    35:21 - Creating Safe Spaces: The Queen's Table Initiative

    42:37 - Building Meaningful Relationships: Love and Support

    44:46 - Finding Your Path: The Power of Self-Reflection


    CONNECT WITH TAVARUS:

    Business Website: tntcommercialservices615.com

    Vivica Steele Website: vivicasteele.com

    Vivica's Instagram: ⁠@vivicasteele615⁠

    The Queen's Table: acmeradiolive.com/the-queens-table

    The Queen's Table Instagram: @thequeenstable615

    Personal Instagram: ⁠@ttaylor608⁠


    CONNECT WITH AMANDA:

    Don't forget to subscribe for more content about reclaiming your identity, finding your purpose, and steps for becoming your future self.


    Want to share your story or question for an upcoming Wanderer Wisdom Episode? Send Amanda a message here: podcastforthelost.com/contact/

     

    Email: [email protected]

    Website: www.podcastforthelost.com

    Instagram: @podcast.for.the.lost & @amanda.k.powers

    TikTok: @podcast.for.the.lost

    YouTube: @podcastforthelost

    Substack: podcastforthelost.substack.com

     


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    50 min
  • How to Stop Hating Your Body and Start Fighting For What You Want | Dani Dyer

    Episode 119: What happens when you spend years being told your body isn’t good enough — and you start to believe it?


    In this episode, Amanda Powers sits down with Dani Dyer —Nashville-based personal trainer, certified fitness coach, author, and host of the Love Your Body Podcast — for one of the most honest conversations about body image, identity, and self-worth you’ll hear this year. Dani has lived it all: body shaming in middle school, disordered eating patterns in college, becoming Nashville’s Strongest Woman, going viral on TikTok, suffering aserious spinal injury, developing an autoimmune disorder from years of extreme sport, and rebuilding her health from the ground up — again. And again.

     

    What makes Dani’s story so powerful isn’t the accolades. It’s the fact that even at her leanest, her strongest, her most decorated— she still had to fight to love herself. And that’s exactly what she wants you to hear.

     

    In this episode, you’ll hear:

    • How Dani lost herself to other people’s opinions — and the moment she decided to stop listening
    • Why even “perfect” bodies can hide the deepest self-hatred
    • The difference between body positivity and actually loving your body through movement
    • How negative self-talk rewires your brain — and the sticky note habit that helps reverse it
    • What “Fight for What You Want” actually means when you don’t know what you want yet
    • Dani’s raw experience with timeline grief, letting go of due dates, and trusting the process
    • Practical advice for anyone who looks in the mirror and doesn’t recognize themselves anymore


    Whether you’re struggling with your body image, your identity, or just feeling like you’ve lost your way — this episode is a reminder that the most powerful thing you can do is start right now. You don’t have to wait until you look different, weigh less, or have it all figured out. You just have to start fighting for yourself.


    Chapters

    00:00 - Dani’s Origin Story

    04:26 - College Fitness

    07:20 - The Vermont Turning Point

    15:23 - My Most Viral Moments

    17:30 - My Identity Crisis

    23:53 - Misinformation in Fitness

    30:29 - Silencing the Inner Critic

    36:00 - Establishing a New Mindset

    41:57 - Timeline Grief and The Arrival Fallacy

    52:07 - What it really means to “Fight for What You Want”

    57:05 - What to say to yourself when you look in the mirror and don’t recognize yourself


    Connect with Dani Dyer:

    Website: www.danidfitness.com

    Book: How to Love Your Body Throughout

    Podcast: Love Your Body Podcast

    Instagram: @danidfitness1

    YouTube: @danidfitness1

    TikTok: @danidfitness1


    CONNECT WITH AMANDA:

    Don’t forget to subscribe for weekly content about identity, healing, purpose, and becoming your future self.


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    59 min
  • You’re Not Sick—You’re Inflamed (And Here’s What to Do About It)

    Episode 118: If you’ve been feeling tired but wired, foggy, inflamed, or like your body is quietly waving a white flag—this episode is your permission slip to stop blaming yourself and start listening.


    This week, Amanda sits down with Dr. Shivani Gupta, Ayurvedicpractitioner, PhD researcher in turmeric and curcumin, and founder of Fusionary Formulas, for a conversation that bridges ancient Eastern wisdom with modern Western health struggles. Dr. Shivani has spent over 20 years helping people understand the root cause behind so much of what makes us feel lost in our own bodies: inflammation.

     

    But this isn’t just a health episode—it’s a self-discoveryconversation. Because when your body is chronically inflamed, your ability to think clearly, trust your intuition, make aligned decisions, and feel like yourself is compromised. And for any 30-something who has “done everything right” and still feels empty? That mind-body disconnect is often the missing link.

     

    What you’ll hear in this episode:

    • What inflammation actually looks like in everyday life(spoiler: it’s not just joint pain)
    • The Ayurvedic dosha system explained—and how to figureout your unique mind-body blueprint
    • Why brain fog, low energy, and burnout are signs of“inflamaging”—not aging
    • Dr. Shivani’s concept of “mental inflammation” and howstress creates a physical feedback loop
    • The truth about turmeric and curcumin—hype vs.therapeutic reality
    • The simplest free tools to start reducing inflammationthis week
    • Why getting healthy is the fastest path back to yourintuition and your purpose

     

    If you’ve ever Googled “why do I feel so off” or “how do I getmy energy back,” this one is for you. You’re not broken. You might just be out of balance—and Dr. Shivani is here to show you the way back.


    Chapters:

    00:00 - Why Aging Isn't The Only Culprit

    02:39 - How Ayurveda Transformed My Life

    06:28 - Signs of Chronic Inflammation

    12:55 - What Your Everyday Symptoms Say About Your Level of Inflammation

    15:42 - How to Identify Your Type in Ayurveda's Dosha System

    20:38 - How to Manage a Mixed Constitution Household

    23:20 - Managing Your Sleep, Gut, Diet and Rituals

    27:59 - Mindful Habits to Support Longevity and Vibrancy

    38:54 - The Truth About Tumeric and How to Maximize It

    47:36 - What Is Mental Inflammation?

    50:48 - Key Practices to Enhance Resilience

    55:49 - Start Your Inflammation Reduction Journey

    64:32 Advice on Finding Your Purpose & Improving Your Well-being


    Connect with Dr. Gupta:

    • Website: www.shivanigupta.com   
    • Instagram: @dr.shivanigupta
    • Facebook: @theshivanigupta
    • LinkedIn: @shivaniguptafl
    • Podcast: The Inflammation Code Podcast
    • FREE 7-Day Inflammation Detox Challenge
    • FREE Anti-Inflammatory E-Cookbook
    • Fusionary Formulas Supplements (code LOST15 for 15% off)


    CONNECT WITH AMANDA:

    Don’t forget to subscribe for weekly content about identity, healing, purpose, and becoming your future self.


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    1 hr 11 min
  • You’re Allowed to Change Your Mind (Here’s How to Pivot)

    Episode 117: If you’re in a season where your life doesn’t look how you thought it would… this episode is your permission slip to finally do something about it.


    In this episode of The Lost & Found Podcast, Amanda Powers discusses the challenges faced by millennials in today's job market, reflecting on her own experiences and the emotional turmoil of career transitions. She emphasizes the importance of recognizing when a chosen path no longer serves one's happiness and the necessity of embracing change as a form of growth. Drawing inspiration from the philosophy of Alan Watts, Amanda encourages listeners to reclaim their autonomy and the power to make choices that align with their true selves, reminding them that it's okay to pivot and redefine their paths.


    KEY TAKEAWAY: We talk about the millennial career crisis, the fear of being seen as a failure, and how autonomy—your power to choose the next step—is how you get unstuck.


    CHAPTERS:

    00:00 Introduction and New Beginnings

    02:58 Navigating the Millennial Career Crisis

    08:31 The Philosophy of Change and Growth

    16:52 Embracing Autonomy and the Power of Choice

    23:25 Struggling is Normal


    CONNECT WITH AMANDA:

    Don’t forget to subscribe for weekly content about identity, healing, purpose, and becoming your future self.


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    29 min
  • The Millennial Career Crisis (And What It’s Doing to Your Identity)

    Episode 116: If you feel behind, unmotivated, or like your “old dream” stopped fitting—this episode will help you reframe the identity panic and keep showing up without pretending you’re fine.


    Amanda Powers shares a raw solo update on the millennial career crisis, identity loss, and what happens when the life you built stops fitting. From feeling behind (tech issues, family stress, work overload) to the reframe that changed everything: "when the path you fought so hard for becomes more of a cage than a calling, it’s not failure—it’s growth ." 


    If you’re navigating a career pivot, burnout, or a “who am I now?” season, this episode is your reminder: you don’t have to be perfect to keep going.


    CHAPTERS:

    00:00 Welcome Back and Personal Updates

    04:41 Navigating Career Crises and Identity

    09:47 The Reality of Disillusionment

    14:28 Struggles with Authenticity and Connection


    CONNECT WITH AMANDA:

    Don’t forget to subscribe for weekly content about identity, healing, purpose, and becoming your future self.


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    19 min
  • Bravery Isn’t Confidence — It’s a Skill (How to Break the Comfort Trap) | Jill Schulman

    Episode 115: If you’ve been feeling stuck, afraid to start over, or trapped in a “comfortable” life that’s quietly costing you your purpose… this episode is your wake-up call.


    Today I’m joined by Jill Schulman — U.S. Marine Corps veteran, leadership development expert, and “happiness scientist” with a Master’s in Applied Positive Psychology — to break down the real science of bravery and how to build it in everyday life.


    Jill shares her iconic “pink pumps to combat boots” origin story — including the moment someone told her on day one, “You’ll never make it,” and how she learned that bravery isn’t about heroic moments… it’s about showing up scared every day. 


    In this conversation, Jill explains why so many of us get trapped in the comfort zone (and why it actually makes us more fragile), then gives a practical blueprint to build courage through:

    • Brave Mindset (your inner dialogue + belief that you can do hard things)

    • Brave Actions (taking a step before you feel ready)

    • Brave Relationships (curating a “brave tribe” that won’t let you tap out)


    You’ll also hear Jill’s best tool for decision-making when you feel lost. If you’re in a career pivot, identity shift, breakup, burnout, or “what now?” season — this episode will help you choose courage over comfort.


    CONNECT WITH JILL:
    Jill shares her free bravery assessment + bravery blueprint at jillschulman.com and her book The Bravery Effect is available everywhere books are sold. You can follow her on Instagram, YouTube, and LinkedIn.


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    08:18 The Journey of Bravery

    16:29 Bravery as a Trainable Skill

    24:39 Choosing Your Hard

    25:53 The Illusion of Success on Social Media

    27:07 Breaking Free from the Comfort Trap

    31:34 Steps to Build Bravery and Confidence

    31:58 Personal Journey Out of the Comfort Zone

    35:46 The Impact of Taking Brave Steps

    39:34 The Bravery Effect: A Parable for Change

    45:24 Blueprint for Overcoming Fear

    47:31 Embracing Challenges for Growth



    52 min
  • Why Life After Treatment Feels So Hard (and What to Do About It) | Colin MacDonald

    Episode 114: If you—or someone you love—has gone through therapy, rehab, or wilderness treatment organizations and still feel completely lost, this episode is for you. Life after treatment can feel brutally confusing: you’re back home, at risk of falling into old patterns, and everyone expects you to be “better,” but inside you still feel stuck, ashamed, or behind.


    In this conversation, I sit down with Colin MacDonald, co-founder of NOT Therapy, to unpack why life after treatment is so hard and what you can actually do about it—whether you’re the young adult trying to rebuild or the parent trying to help without making things worse.


    As a teenager, Colin cycled through psych wards, wilderness therapy in the Utah desert, and a therapeutic boarding school he once ran away from on foot. Later, he built a successful career in sports and tech—then walked away to create the support he wishes he had as a young adult: real-world structure, daily mentorship, and a community of people who actually get it.


    We discuss how NOT Therapy helps 16–29-year-olds move from feeling stuck to in-motion—often staying out of higher levels of care, finding work or school paths that fit, and rebuilding trust at home. If you’re a parent terrified your kid is “wasting their potential,” a 20-something living at home and feeling behind, or someone who’s been through treatment and still feels lost, you’ll walk away with concrete next steps—not just inspiring quotes.


    In this episode, you’ll learn:

    • The 3 biggest gaps in traditional treatment & therapy—and why so many young people crash when they come home
    • A simple 30-day post-treatment blueprint for coming home without going backwards
    • The difference between being emotionally fluent (“I know what I feel”) and emotionally functional (“I know what to do with my feelings”)
    • The mindset shifts and conversations that help parents move from the director  of their child's life to a guide


    CONNECT WITH COLIN:

    Instagram - @coach_colinmac

    Not Therapy - @not.therapy.coaching

    Website - https://www.nottherapy.me/


    CHAPTERS:

    00:00 Introductions

    01:54 Colin's Journey: A Life Rebuilt

    05:04 The Impact of Wilderness Therapy

    07:44 I Worked for the Mariners

    10:23 Creating Not Therapy: A New Approach

    13:27 The Importance of Mentorship

    15:59 Emotional Fluency: Navigating Feelings

    18:49 Real-Life Application: Beyond Therapy

    24:05 Building Accountability and Community

    33:53 Empowerment Through Choice

    34:59 What Do Successful Clients Look Like?

    36:41 How to Transition from Treatment Center to Home

    43:10 Parenting in the Modern Age

    54:10 Finding Your Purpose Again

    01:02:33 Advice for Someone Who Feels Lost and Stuck


    CONNECT WITH AMANDA:

    Don’t forget to subscribe for weekly content about identity, healing, purpose, and becoming your future self.


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    1 hr 8 min
  • Year-End Reflection Questions to Find Your Purpose, Better Alignment, and a Fresh Start

    Episode 113: If you’re over New Year’s resolutions but still want a fresh start, this episode gives you a better way. In our final episode of 2025, Amanda walks through a psychology-informed set of year-end reflection questions designed by clinical neuropsychologist, Dr. Mawal Mustafa PhD, to help you get clarity on purpose, identity, alignment, habits, gratitude, resilience, relationships, and future intentions. You’ll leave with prompts you can journal on, talk through with a friend, or use to set intentions that actually match your real life.


    RESOURCES:

    • If you're ready to reflect on your year, start here to see the full set of questions by Dr. Mustafa.
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    CHAPTERS:

    00:00 New Years Reflections

    04:45 The Brain Coach - Dr. Nawal Mustafa

    08:27 What Moments This Year Made Me Feel Most Like Myself?

    10:49 How Do I Want to Live in a Way That Feels More Aligned With Who I Am Becoming?

    16:02 What Did I Push Myself to Try This Year That Ended Up Being Good For Me?

    19:12 Did Anything Shift in My Mindset This Year That I’m Glad About?

    22:26 Which Habits or Routines Actually Supported My Wellbeing?

    26:49 What Self-Care Did I Avoid, Delay, or Minimize?

    29:13 Who Added Lightness or Comfort to My Life in Ways I Didn’t Expect?

    32:06 What Am I Grateful For That I Might Have Taken For Granted Earlier?

    34:33 When Things Got Stressful, How Did I Cope?

    39:26 How Do I Want To Approach Challenges Differently or More Intentionally?

    41:29 What Felt Hopeful or Discouraging About Looking For Love?

    46:50 Who Did I Feel Most Like Myself Around?

    49:07 What Do I Want To Leave Behind Because It No Longer Fits Who I Am?


    CONNECT WITH AMANDA:

    Don’t forget to subscribe for weekly content about identity, healing, purpose, and becoming your future self.


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    55 min
  • Life Never Waits Until You're Ready

    Episode 112: Life won’t pause until you feel ready—because “ready” is a choice. In this solo episode, Amanda reflects on aging family, caregiving, regret, and the wake-up call that time keeps moving—so you might as well live your life with purpose.


    Amanda shares what the 2025 season has taught her about family dynamics, caregiving, aging, and the perspective shift that hits when you start thinking about the end of life. If you’ve been feeling stuck, afraid to take the leap, or waiting for the “perfect moment,” you need to hear this: life never waits until you’re ready—ready is a choice.


    You’ll hear about:

    • Why time moves forward no matter what (and what to do about it)
    • How to “spin gold” out of messy seasons
    • The reminder that you’re one decision away from a different life


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    49 min

About The Lost & Found Podcast with Amanda Powers

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Ever wake up and think, "How did I get here?" Same. I'm Amanda — a former intel analyst who left the only career I'd ever known and started over from scratch. No roadmap. No guru. Just me, figuring it…