What can you do when grief overwhelms you I think I have stumbled across a life hack. Also I’m starting to learn and grow from a deeply embedded dysfunctional behaviour. So yay... No really today is a better day.

Roar, Chocolate and Valium, various-coloured-eyed girl. Shoutout to https://anchor.fm/raretodd Go listen to his station. I wouldn’t be here without him

I start with a whinge and break into song

A quick update outside the police station after making my initial report and statement.

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I’m leaving the Anchor waves and definitely sorry babes I’ll love you forever. Check out my archives on LuLu Island

I’m learning to embrace my nature as an agent of change while trying to appreciate a brief spell of stability and allowing myself to be nurtured in that way. Also I tried to explain why I couldn’t continue my long distance relationship due to emotional pain. If I ever end up having sex again you guys will be the 1st to hear about it I promise :-)

In this episode I am directly addressing John Hodgman from the judge John Hodgman podcast and I tell him why he’s wrong about birds and about the Marie Kondo tidying methodology.

Somewhat of a longer ramble since it’s been a while and things have been up and down and down and out in my life since I last posted. More of a philosophical episode than a titillating one but I hope you enjoy it anyway. Lots of love 💋

On today’s episode I muse about being a sexually submissive person in love with a self identified Dom both in and out of the bedroom. I question whether these roles are fixed and whether they have their roots in truth or learned behaviour. Sometimes I am filled with such gratitude and other times I feel like I am starving for the full sexual experience I have tasted, liked, and want more of NOW.