The Mind Stops Here

be still, physical pain, separation, prior to consciousness, non- conceptual knowing, meditation/non-meditation, no-self, contraction in base chakra, dissolution of ego, bucket list, belief, the controller, natural order, jac's experiences, fear of annihilation, Awareness, non-attachment, presence, randomness, beingness, pure consciousness, self-image, tired of everything, natural state, past lives, time, window at death, concepts create experiences, a song

nothing going on, Pure perception, Awareness, linear time, real life and awakening, understanding desire, beyond the senses, believing, judgment, sense of incompleteness, naming things, thinking mind and working mind, wanting a soul mate, character on movie screen, depression and medication, manifestation, therapy, all stories, fear of loss, familiarity, hopelessness

Even pain is to be enjoyed, out-of-body experience, labeling has to stop, watch conceptual thought, Jac's experiencing, relationships, prior to observer, existential fear is the most potent, wallowing in self-pity, what Jac's family thinks, go into depression, equanimity seems like insanity, everything is perfect underneath concepts, working too much, kinesiology, there's no free will, common sense toward the body, suspecting denial, fairness

Nothing to do, wisdom and hierarchy, pain of isolation, relationship obsession, no reference point, identification with the body, fear of rejection in relationship, healing your life, fun and breaking the rules, mirror, fear of non-existence, practical things, you cannot be what you are, about jac's shift, karma, me holding me back, fear of power being destructive, very reactive, gratitude, traumatic dreams

Desire for a relationship, deepening practice, discernment around fear, fun, sitting with problems without direction, on the fence, self-image, dysfunctional relationship, compassion for self, healing ego, knowing, everything and its opposite, Enjoyment happens

No individual, no reference point, Contraction, Attention, the habit of fear, pain and suffering, power plays, hesitancy around wanting to live, seeking stopped, self-doubt, a personal loving god, 12-step program, perfection, non-duality and experiencing, powerless, Courage, want to know who I am

Non-duality and therapy, self-image, 'non-seeking' seeker, the buzz of something new, abuse and sadness, called to do certain jobs, spiritual bank account, huge fear of letting go, resistance and control, Ownership, role of the body in awakening, desire to be well, experiencing is your teacher, ability to observe timelines, manifesting destiny

The play of consciousness, busy mind, effort, consciousness defined, honesty, jac's style of satsang, Desire, disorganized, fear of losing the “I”, great heart, attachment, depression, business outcome, conditioning, an extreme path, work, 'intellectual' awakening, compassion, free will, knowing truth, lucid dreaming, relative reality

Self-honesty, two levels of techniques, acceptance becoming self-destructive, mind thinking it's on to the game of mind, what happens when desire falls away, let the doer waste time, dropping beliefs, saying ‘not this’ to love, the desire to get back to the crack, excess energy hijacking love, seeing a pattern, investigate the familiar

Let the image fail, rejecting the ‘I’ as an ego defense, attachment to specialness, trust, surrender and identification, find ways to listen to the pull 24/7, find out what you are not, no solid reference point, pure perceiving, breaking up with separation