The sense of "I" is making the effort, non-ordinary (altered) states may loosen the "I", I am here as awareness, fear draws me into the "I", the desire to know the truth is the last desire, in a destructive place, serving the world, resistance: I want it my way, there is no reference point and judgment keeps duality going, the way of the seeker

Satsang happens beneath the words, Mind will never know, but still it will be known, Does the idea of you create a you?, What is the purpose of life?, the I is an addiction, Fear of death, Identification with the body makes stories seem real, Who wants to be enlightened?, Beautiful, Every moment is the same

The need to be needed, financial aid and emotional maturity, powerlessness, the hypnosis (that the world is real), I want to be taken care of