so much has happened idek what to do in my lifee but my coping mechanism is making jokes out of sad situations so this is me doing that bc im sahdd boohoo

my impulsiveness = a commitment foh life (two lives for a matter of fact~~)

dee i was just really bored… i won’t do it next time i sweaaarrr

i suddenly remembered my first ✨cHiLdd✨ and here we are …

this is a messy idgaf moment bc i am me lol just making it sound a little positive but in truth kind of down lately so here is an entry.

everybody wants to live by themselves but are you even prepared for it? *bc i wasn't*

this literally has no structure BUT it is very informative ?? about me ??

this is an intro about the podcast and a little info about meesh :)). literally talking to other ppl gives me brain farts like i canNOT function correctly and then start saying things that don’t make sense.