The everlasting (hidden) flame, fueling the flame. Command. 96. Direct messaging. Ritual. 7 days. Our ritual. Preparation. Beautify the deed. Details. When you wrong your fellow, you wrong Gd too. Gratitude. Living with the abundance mindset. Staying in gratitude keeps us centered. Identify with your light. See you in your priesthood. Nourish yourself. You are what you eat. What do I identify with? Who do I attach to? What is my nature? Treat the cause. Neither to the right nor to the left. Sweet spot. Order.

Our desperation to connect to HaShem. Our desperation for containment. What am I serving? The sacrificial process. First I slaughter. Then I bring for Gd. Detach to greater attach. Gd wants us to meet Him where we’re at. As you are. The life you’re in. Connecting where He is found. Delayed gratification. Cheap thrills. Urgency. I need it now. Obsession. Distraction. What message do they carry. Remember our closeness. Use your utensils. Passive income ;)).

The story of our lives. Creation. Exile. Redemption. Transformation. My sacrifice. Of myself. Beyond the checkbox. Gd Himself is calling to you. Connect to Him where He is found. When to Adam. When to Moshe. Pride. Grain offering. To know Gd. What have you sacrificed. Break walls. Bridge the gap. Bring them home. We will dance again.

Reflecting on Exile in Redemption. One is a result of the other, we need both. Cages. Awareness. Retelling. You cannot work Friday afternoon. You will not make money from this work. Some poor can. All Shabbos preparations are allowed. Even ‘task’ ones. Hairucts. Sewing clothing.

Going beyond for Gd. The 11th element. 11x11x11. Untethered for Gd. Make it for Gd. Closing exile. Entering redemption. Letting things die. Creating space for new beliefs. Grief. Love. Death. Life. Same but different. Repentance is the space where I was separate is now the space of connection. Cloud by day. Fire by night. I see Him. He is with you on all your journeys. Faith. Unity. Access. To the awareness that your life is perfect. There’s no where else you need to be. So you can really be here.

The paradox. Man is impure because of contact with dead. Dead cow’s ashes purify. Impurify the Kohen in the process. Exposure therapy. The ashes of the part of myself that had to die, now, mixed with Torah, is my purification. Is my harnessing my animal for Gd. Zooming out, black and white. Separation for greater unity. Even if you have servants, prepare something for Shabbos on your own. Sharpen your knives. Say this is in honor for Shabbos when you buy and have it in mind when you prepare. Buy on Friday, unless you need it for prep, then buy Thursday. Taste the cooked food.

Creating new structures after sinning, repenting, being forgiven. The perfection and wholeness that is in the details. His sanctuary is built in me when I learn the details of Him. The generous of heart. Giving of my heart to Gd. You cannot pour from an empty cup.The embodiment of Gd. Deed. The nourishment that is Torah. The light that we need to spread forth. The cleansing. The 3 Jews in the Aron. How I contain all of them in me.

Because you seesawed. Because you descended. You can now ascend. The perfection that is the ploop that is chet haegel in middle of the picture perfect narrative. That the whole point is to fall and get back up, that it’s literally built into the structure. Broken luchos + whole luchos are housed together, like my broken body and heart and mind house my whole and perfect soul.

Shaul doesn’t listen to Gd. (Gd has all the answers). He lets Amalek live - in king and in animal. And we suffer for it. Killing doubt. Killing shame. Gd’s name isn’t found, Moshe’s name isn’t found. The gallows that were built for my soul, are now carrying my doubt. Dangling. Laughing. Can I laugh at doubt. See it for what it is. Preparing for Shabbos is part of honoring Shabbos.

An introspective class for Parshas Tetzaveh.

Connection in commandment. The concealment that allows for greater access. The squeeze. What I get access to when I go slightly out of my comfort zone. Clothing - a reflection inward, being mindful of it. The light that comes through structures. Giving - accessing our light.