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  • Episode 71: Letting Go

    Nature's beauty is

    The result of letting go
    Life's beauty is too

    We hold on so tightly sometimes—trying to shape outcomes, control people, or force clarity when life just isn’t ready to give it. But nature reminds us: the leaf releases when its season is done.

    In this week’s episode of The Poet (delayed), I talk with my friend Sarah Daniels about the quiet strength of letting go—about learning to release what we can’t control, trusting the timing of life (or God, the universe, whatever name you give it), and finding peace in that surrender.

    Letting go isn’t easy. It’s uncomfortable. It’s scary. But it’s also where calm begins.

    I'd love to hear what you have to say about the episode including thoughts on the poetry and the topics that were discussed. You can email me at [email protected].

    My books of poetry are availabe for purchase at

    Amazon.com

    ["The Ghost of a Beating Heart", "My Mother Sleeps" and "Haiku Village"]()

    Special Guest: Sarah Daniels.

    46 min
  • Episode 70: What Steals Your Sleep?: The Human Condition and the Need for Connection

    In this special episode, recorded live at "Torchlight" last April, I reflect on the defining losses, trials, and awakenings of my life through the lens of poetry and personal story. Drawing on Nietzsche’s insight that “to live is to suffer, to survive is to find meaning in the suffering,” I explore how our deepest wounds can become bridges—not barriers—to human connection.

    This is an honest meditation on grief, growth, and the strange alchemy that happens when we turn toward our pain and find each other there.

    I'd love to hear what you have to say about the episode including thoughts on the poetry and the topics that were discussed. You can email me at [email protected].

    My books of poetry are availabe for purchase at

    Amazon.com

    ["The Ghost of a Beating Heart", "My Mother Sleeps" and "Haiku Village"]()

    1 hr 2 min
  • Episode 69: The Rumble We Ignore

    When Vesuvius

    Rumbled in her deep, Pompeii’s
    Blue skies were a lie.

    Sometimes our gut warns us to leave, but we stay.

    Other times, it calls us to act, but fear keeps us frozen.
    And in both moments, the mind often steps in—trying to quiet what the body already knows.

    This week on The Poet (delayed), we explore what happens when we ignore that deep inner rumble. Why we override our intuition. Why we stay when we should go. Why we hide when we’re being called to step forward. And what it might look like to finally trust the wisdom of the gut over the noise of the mind.

    I'd love to hear what you have to say about the episode including thoughts on the poetry and the topics that were discussed. You can email me at [email protected].

    My first book of poetry, My Mother Sleeps, is availabe for purchase at

    The King's English Bookshop

    and

    Amazon.com

    31 min
  • Episode 68: Go to the Limits of Your Longing

    God speaks to each of us as he makes us,

    then walks with us silently out of the night.
    These are the words we dimly hear:
    You, sent out beyond your recall,
    go to the limits of your longing.
    Embody me.
    Flare up like a flame
    and make big shadows I can move in.
    Let everything happen to you: beauty and terror.
    Just keep going. No feeling is final.
    Don’t let yourself lose me.
    Nearby is the country they call life.
    You will know it by its seriousness.
    Give me your hand.

    I was joined this episode by Chris and Elise Jones and Ali Talbot. We gathered in the warm, book-lined library at Chris and Elise Jones’ home and just talked.

    We read Rainer Maria Rilke’s poem Go to the Limits of Your Longing, and from there we let the conversation unfold naturally. We talked about suffering — not in a heavy, hopeless way, but in the way you talk when you know that pain and beauty are woven into the same thread. We explored what it means to surrender to life’s difficulties instead of resisting them. We laughed about childhood memories, tofu meatloaf, and the glory of Saturday morning cartoons. We got real about trauma, caretaking, creating from heartbreak, and what it means to show up for each other when life breaks us open.

    This episode is about sitting with what’s hard, about finding connection through vulnerability, and about how creativity — whether it’s poetry, baking, music, or just making something out of pain — can save us in quiet, powerful ways.

    It’s also about joy. Tangents. Belly laughs. Tears. Root beer ice cream sandwiches.

    Give it a listen. It’s not polished, but it’s real. And sometimes that’s exactly what we need most.

    I'd love to hear what you have to say about the episode including thoughts on the poetry and the topics that were discussed. You can email me at [email protected].

    My books of poetry, My Mother Sleeps, The Ghost of a Beating Heart and Haiku Village are availabe for purchase at

    Amazon.com

    Special Guests: Ali Talbot, Christian Jones, and Elise Jones.

    1 hr 40 min
  • Episode 67: The Sun Just Shines

    Join me and Sherrie Love as we read her poem, Descension and then have a conversation about the slow, brave work of reclaiming ourselves—of getting to know who we are again after life has scattered the pieces. We talk about the struggle, the beauty, and the quiet joy of becoming whole. And we draw wisdom from the sun—how it simply shines, without apology, without hesitation, no matter who is beneath its light. What would it mean for us to live like that?

    Descension

    Something is shifting.

    It has felt heavy and loud
    in my soul for a while.
    It twists in my stomach
    And lurches upward
    Squeezing my heart
    Tighter and tighter until
    I can’t breathe
    Then it weaves its slimy black sludge claws
    Into my mind
    And plants seeds of doubt, fear, hopelessness
    Until they bloom
    Oozing the thick tar of my descension
    What does it mean?
    Where does it come from?
    I thought I was through
    I thought I was in the clear
    Didn’t I already learn this lesson?
    And I notice the giant black infection
    Of fear
    expanding, enveloping me
    In its unrelenting grip
    What am I afraid of?
    Fear, what are you trying to show me?
    I move toward it now
    I embrace it back
    Shining every shred of light I have left
    Toward it
    Begging it to tell me what it wants
    And I see
    Tiny pricks of light
    Piercing through the thick, black darkness
    I left my light, my energy, my joy, behind
    Somewhere on the trail
    Like a lost glove
    Being blown away by the wind
    Left to dance its way through the wilderness
    Is it even still mine?
    Did someone find it?
    Did they pick up
    And turn it over, curious who it belonged to
    Did they take it home and try it on?
    Did something about my essence affect them in some way?
    I miss it
    Why do I keep doing that?
    Giving away my light?
    When all I’m trying to do
    Is shine on those I love
    On those who need a light in their own darkness
    Because I know how deeply painful and dark it is
    To wander this world in the dark
    Alone
    Maybe I overwhelm and blind with my light because I feel so desperate to connect
    Yet somehow, my light is too bright, too glaring, too intense
    Even for those who, at first, thought they liked basking in the glory
    And I remember that even the Sun, who shines unapologetically, gets too hot sometimes
    And may unintentionally burn you
    But she keeps on shining
    And we love her for it
    And we welcome the clouds and the rain and night and the winter
    And when they come, we miss the Sun
    And long for her return
    For the pink spring sunrise
    For the glowing summer sunsets
    And bright autumn mornings
    I wonder if the Sun misses me too when the night comes
    I wonder if she feels lonely and scared too
    Maybe she sees me
    As much as I see her

    I'd love to hear what you have to say about the episode including thoughts on the poetry and the topics that were discussed. You can email me at [email protected].

    My books of poetry, My Mother Sleeps and The Ghost of a Beating Heart are availabe for purchase at

    Amazon.com

    Special Guest: Sherrie Love.

    1 hr 47 min
  • Episode 66: Magical Realism: On the Road with Jason Wheatley

    Some conversations only happen on the road—miles slipping by, the hum of tires, and the kind of quiet that invites reflection. In this episode, I drove with my friend Jason Wheatley to Sun Valley, Idaho, where he was delivering paintings for an upcoming art show. As we drove, we talked about his journey into art, the impulse to create, and the ways beauty can emerge from both solitude and connection.

    It’s a meandering, thoughtful exchange—about art, life, and the things we’re still trying to understand. After dropping off his work, we made a stop at Hemingway’s grave and memorial, a silent moment that seemed to echo the themes of the trip: legacy, voice, and what we leave behind.

    I'd love to hear what you have to say about the episode including thoughts on the poetry and the topics that were discussed. You can email me at [email protected].

    My first book of poetry, My Mother Sleeps, is availabe for purchase at

    The King's English Bookshop

    and

    Amazon.com

    Special Guest: Jason Wheatley.

    2 hr 25 min
  • Episode 65: Remembering Through Music

    In this conversation, I talk with my friend Christian Jones—a local musician and songwriter who’ll be performing at Torchlight on June 21. We explore the tension between daily responsibilities and the need to stay connected to our creativity. Christian opens up about how songwriting and playing guitar have helped him navigate life, stay emotionally grounded, and build meaningful connections with others. We reflect on how creativity not only heals us, but also creates ripples that reach those around us. The episode ends with Christian sharing his moving original song, A Little Less Blue

    I'd love to hear what you have to say about the episode including thoughts on the poetry and the topics that were discussed. You can email me at [email protected].

    My first book of poetry, My Mother Sleeps, is availabe for purchase at

    The King's English Bookshop

    and

    Amazon.com

    Special Guest: Christian Jones.

    1 hr 18 min
  • Episode 64: Rim to Rim to Rim

    In this episode of The Poet (delayed), I sit down with my friend Chris Hales to unpack a journey that pushed him to the edge—physically, mentally, and emotionally. Chris took on the Grand Canyon rim to rim to rim, a grueling 50+ mile hike through one of the most unforgiving landscapes on earth. He spent months preparing, training his body and mind for the challenge ahead. But even with all the planning and readiness, nothing could fully prepare him for the brutal terrain, the heat, the exhaustion—and the moments of doubt that crept in along the way.

    What emerged from the struggle, though, was something far greater. Chris shares how the hardship brought him closer to the people he hiked with, including his wife, and how those shared miles—step after painful step—forged memories and connections that will last a lifetime. It’s a story of endurance, humility, and discovering the strength that comes not just from finishing, but from walking the hard road with people you love.

    I'd love to hear what you have to say about the episode including thoughts on the poetry and the topics that were discussed.

    You can email me at [email protected].

    My first book of poetry, My Mother Sleeps, is availabe for purchase at

    The King's English Bookshop

    and

    Amazon.com

    Special Guest: Chris Hales.

    1 hr 3 min
  • Episode 63: The Great Divorce by C.S. Lewis

    In this episode of The Poet (delayed), I sit down with my friend Josh Barron to talk about The Great Divorce by C.S. Lewis. We just begin to unpack this powerful and thought-provoking book, discussing its clear Christian themes while also exploring how its core ideas—about selfishness, humility, perspective, and human connection—transcend religious boundaries. Whether you’re deeply spiritual, loosely spiritual, or not religious at all, the principles in this book speak to how we can build better relationships, stronger communities, and more compassionate lives. It’s the beginning of a larger conversation, and we’ll be diving deeper in future episodes.

    I'd love to hear what you have to say about the episode including thoughts on the poetry and the topics that were discussed. You can email me at [email protected].

    My books of poetry, My Mother Sleeps, The Ghost of a Beating Heart and Haiku Village are availabe for purchase at

    Amazon.com

    Special Guest: Josh Baron.

    43 min
  • Episode 62: The Raft: An Allegory

    In this episode of The Poet (delayed), I read my allegory “The Raft,” which explores what it means to face fear and step beyond the limitations that keep us small. It is about becoming whole again—learning to sit with our younger selves, heal old wounds, and expand into who we truly are. This one’s about transformation, courage, and the quiet power of growth.

    I'd love to hear what you have to say about the episode including thoughts on the poetry and the topics that were discussed. You can email me at [email protected].

    My first book of poetry, My Mother Sleeps, is availabe for purchase at

    Amazon.com

    17 min

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Welcome to The Poet Delayed Podcast! This podcast is a space for real, honest, and meaningful conversation. I explore poetry, literature, healing, relationships, and the deep importance of…