In this episodes I talk about “dread” and the experiences that lie outside of the desirable in Psychedelic experiences. I discuss how experiencing the rejected and undesirable experiences and emotions in ourselves can bear the sweetest fruit

In this episode I talk about how so much suffering is the result of insufficient nurturing from the Mother, and that the Psychedelic experience offers both the capacity to re-encounter this original challenge, and ultimately to transcend it.

This episode is about the consciousness of the night. A consciousness where the ego surrenders to the darkness in oneself where hidden treasures and traumas are stored. I talk about how this descent is lost in our culture, however nothing is as renewing as marinating oneself in this darkness

I talk about the repeating patterns that structure consciousness and one’s life. That these patterns can be limited, but within these patterns and the frustrations they create, are doorways of transformation

This episode is about how the infinite consciousness that has given birth to physical reality and each of our lives, impresses itself upon our awareness through our conflicts, suffering and misunderstanding, to pressure us into the transformation of our consciousness and ourselves

Dreaming is ab experience we all have, and is in it’s own way identical to the Psychedelic experience. All we encounter in Psychedelic experience is available in our dreaming.

I talk about how both psychedelics and Astrology speak to a subjective experience that is malleable and changeable

People’s Psychedlic experiences don’t always meet their expectations. But what they get is usually more valuable than what they imagined they wanted

I recall a meeting with Cary Grant in the first years of my life, where he did magic tricks for me, and gave me magic tricks for Christmas, and how roll that may have been a Milagro.

I talk about how the reality a lot of us experience has been compressed by collectivity. A lack of Wisdom, and an inability to express the ephemeral