Damn, I'm motivated, like, to do a whole bunch of nonsense that makes me feel good about myself. Hobbies? Check. Working harder on the podcast? Check. Getting back into a routine? Check.

No promises, but I hope this is a feeling that sticks around long enough to speak on the results.

I hate those days of feeling randomly emotionless. All my homies hate those days of feeling randomly emotionless. Don't let us catch those emotionless days in the street because then it's OVER.

A coffee talk about feeling comfortable in your own skin physically, and the determination to understand why you care so much about how you look instead of who you are.

Song: Keep the Rain - Searows

Damn, this coffee actually made my guts bubble, when they say it's strong they mean it's STRONG. Or maybe it was the condensed milk? Maybe it was the stress of my current challenges that require a certain level of adversity in order for me to get through and reach the next challenge?

I think it was the condensed milk.

I swear I worry so much it feels like my hair is going to fall off. I'm going to be bald before I'm 25. Do you think if I chilled out that it will save my hair?

Please. I don't want to be bald.

That homey, calming feeling of an apple chai with the realistic awareness that comes with espresso. Feeling satisfied by feeling unsatisfied. Understanding by being confused. Looking back in order to look forward. What would your present be if you decided to go back and alter the past?

I mean, you're pretty cool now, so at least you can say that.

The tequila was kinda hitting this episode. The discussion was still genuine, but I guess it's a little more genuine with some drink in my cup? The cups are cute btw, imported from Mexico.

What were we talking about?

Eh, I guess I'll just accept the forgetfulness and move on.

What's the deal with porpoises? Like, I thought they were dolphins, but turns out they're different? I wonder what's the purpose of a porpoise; I mean, no pressure to all my porpoise friends out there, but where do you stand in the sea mammal community?

Keep on porpoising you purposefully porpoise.

A coffee talk about borrowed personality, and the disappointment in acknowledging the lack of complete individuality.

Song: Again - Hold

Have you ever had those memories that you randomly think about and you just cringe and hate yourself and wish that never happened?

Yeah this episode isn't about those, it's about the good memories :)