After Keeping a certain level of Feelings and anger and sadness and Lust bottled up, find out how I thought been loved by someone after my change would help and my failed relationships and attempts at love.

This is just a Deep conversation with myself, where I ask myself if I still have the faith to endure after all that life has thrown at me, if I can Still Choose Religion and God as an Escape root to all my Problems?

This is The saddest part of my life, this is where I became the person you today, This anti social, You hear my pain and Experience it. This is The Incidents that Les me to believe and Even have suicidal Thoughts

This is where the Reality began to hit me, And I realized the future I had dreamed off was gone and life began to Show me what it really had installed, not just for me but my family as well. How did I Cope, why don’t you Find out?

This is where my story begins, the Highs and lows, the Beginning, The genesis of my Dilemma, The start to my fall, I explain the Biggest Trauma I faced at the Age of 13 and How I coped with it.

This manual helps guide you to what you’re about to listen, Go through it properly, to avoid Confusion down the line

It’s been a while but jay and Josh is back in a bang and we are serving u what we have been up to during the Off season.. Don’t miss it, share it and Enjoy

Tochi and I go in-depth in our absolute stupidity as we work on the pandemic Ep

Before u listen to this make sure u listen to the Introduction Podcast and it's amazing, and it's a load of more podcast below so ur In for a ride

First ever jay and josh podcast where we were still confused as to what to name the podcast but it’s still fun and trust me you would love it