The Spiritually F*cked Podcast!

Oh and entities too... hehe.

We're all friends here! What if learning to work with the dark is part of learning how to stand more fully in your light?

In this epiiii, we’re diving into the deep end of our internal shadows, ethereal darkness, energy imbalances, entities, ghosts, and the things we might be afraid to talk about when it comes to the spiritual world. 

Taylor shares her perspective as a certified experiencer (not a certified spirit doctor) exploring how she has learned to transmute pain into poetry and darkness into light. We talk about art as an alchemical tool for working with our internal worlds, the idea that energy cannot be created or destroyed, and the question: Is darkness just light wearing a mask, here to walk us home?

We also explore shadow work, extending grace to the parts of ourselves we struggle to understand, and how becoming more familiar with our shadows can help us feel stronger in our light. We dive into the law of mirrors, duality, polarity, and the principle of “as above, so below,” exploring the relationship between our inner and outer worlds and how embracing the full spectrum of our experience can deepen our understanding of ourselves and the world around us.

This is a conversation grounded in personal experience, curiosity, and what has helped her make meaning of the things she’s encountered.

The things we fear most can become invitations to understand ourselves more deeply. <3 

We adore you family!

xx,

Poetry excerpts - https://www.sadflowerswritten.com/the-feather-archives

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The Earth is our oldest & most wise teacher and has been guiding us all along... we simply just forget.

In this epi, we’re talking about returning to the Earth, reconnecting with the natural world, and remembering that we are a part of nature, not separate from it. The Earth is our body, and the planet is constantly offering us teachers, reminders, and opportunities to heal.

Our body is the Earth, people!!! We said it!!

We are the rivers, the land, the air and the fire.

From following the seasons to learning from the cycles of growth, death, rest, and renewal, we explore how nature can support us in navigating our own lives, honoring where we are, and finding our way back to ourselves. #lit

The Earth has a way of reminding us that everything has a rhythm, that there is wisdom in every season, and that sometimes the healing we’re looking for begins with coming back to the most natural thing of all: being alive.

🌱 In this epi, we hit:

Returning to the Earth and reconnecting with the natural world

The relationship between the Earth and the body

What the planet can teach us about healing, growth, and renewal

Following the seasons and honoring the season you’re in

Working with nature to support your own healing journey

And of course... earth medicines <3

This episode is for the ones moving through pain, learning to see it through a different lens, and discovering how the things that challenge us can become our medicine. Sometimes, the very thing we’re moving through holds a lesson that brings us closer to ourselves.

A little reminder that the Earth has been here, teaching us, the whole time. All we have to do is remember how to listen. ♡

LISTEN.... WE ADORE YOU! XX

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Intuitive Guided Mentorship with me - https://www.sadflowerswritten.com/workwithme/p/basic-service-99c7l-3lnmr-tt4w3

Y’all… spiritual people do not need to avoid da club.

After an internet reel sparked a conversation, we’re diving deep into what it really means to live a "spiritual" life. Is spirituality about avoiding anything deemed “low vibration,” or is there something deeper to explore?

In this hot epi, we’re talking spiritual protection, shadow work, and the difference between living from fear and living from the heart. What happens when we start demonizing certain environments in the name of spirituality? And what if the places we’re avoiding are inviting us to look at something within ourselves? #shadowwork anyone?

What environments are you avoiding to avoid facing your own darkness?

This isn’t a crash course on spiritual protection. It’s an invitation to look a little deeper at what protection means to you, where fear might be influencing your choices, and what it looks like to trust yourself as you move through the world.

And also... not having to avoid life.

Because you can be spiritual and still go to da club. 💋

WE ADORE YOU !

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The most highly requested podcast… taught by the queen herself. 😉

Taylor and her spirit team are breaking down manifestation in three parts: the spiritual, the energetic, and the physical. Because you’re aallllwaaayss manifesting, whether you realize it or not. The real question is, are you aligned with the reality you want to create, or are you unconsciously recreating the one you’ve been living?

After 13 years immersed in spirituality, energy work, astrology, and three Joe Dispenza retreats ;), Taylor is sharing what she’s learned about abundance, scarcity programming, frequency, meditation, and the art of becoming a match for the life you actually want to live.

Because we all deserve that life. <3

From rewiring your subconscious mind to understanding how your inner world shapes your outer reality, we’re getting into the spiritual side, the energetic side, and the actually making shit happen side of manifestation.

Consider this your crash course in hacking the matrix. Class is officially in session. 💋

WE ADORE YOUUUU!!!

xx

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website: https://sadflowerswritten.com

podcast: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-spiritually-f-cked-podcast/id1829193477

substack - https://substack.com/@sadflowerswritten 

Intuitive Guided Mentorship with me - https://www.sadflowerswritten.com/workwithme/p/basic-service-99c7l-3lnmr-tt4w3

Hello everyone!!! We are re-introducing ourselves!!! Welcome to Spiritually F*ckedddd

No Taylor is not coming out of the closet... well, maybe, the spiritual closet...

After what feels like six different timelines in the last three months, Taylor talks about where she’s been, where she is now, and the version of herself she’s fully stepping into. *yay*

We gossip about the beauty of death & rebirth, the alchemical artist, intuition, energetic hygiene & spiritual protection, the beware of spiritual influencers, AI entities, oh and also finding happiness within the life we’re already living. 

Taylor also chats about stepping away from spiritual spaces and teachings that no longer feel aligned, trusting her own witchy little path, and letting go of the need to fit herself into a particular group, identity, or way of being. To inspire you tooo!! There's convos about channeling, psychic and oracle gifts, tarot, trusting a lineage over instagram followers, energy, and what happens when we finally stop treating our imagination like something that needs to be fixed. <----

And then there’s unconditional love.

What does it actually mean to live in unconditional love with yourself?

This episode is a long asss comedy skit about trusting ourselves enough to let life be a little mysterious again.

It’s about finding the shift in the shit.

It’s about letting ourselves change.

And it’s about realizing we don’t have to know everything, be everything, or prove anything to anyone.

We are DONE trying to please everyone, done convincing people of our worth, done following fear-based programming, and done pretending we know all the answers.

And there’s a little surprise waiting at the end for what’s coming next. ♡

WE ADORE YOU!!!!

"This is The Spiritually F*cked Podcast! and I'm you're host, Taylor Mulholland."

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Intuitive Guided Mentorship with me - https://www.sadflowerswritten.com/workwithme

Well people, we are falling madly in love with life again.

What even is a fulfilling life anymore? Like truly?

In this epi we share Taylor’s recent journey (pits of hell and all) of returning to a fulfilling life. One that feels nourishing, meaningful, and true to who you are. On your own terms!!

We explore the difference between chasing someone else's version of success/ fulfillment and returning to the practices, rhythms, and values that genuinely support your well-being.

We talk about the importance of coming back to what works for you, honoring the seasons of your life, and building daily rituals that create a deeper sense of joy, purpose, and connection. Micro moments people!

Fulfillment is cultivated through the choices we make, the relationships we nurture, and the ways we learn to trust ourselves again and again.

This convo is an invitation to redefine what a beautiful life looks like on your own terms and to remember that the path back to yourself has always been available.

“Building a life that nourishes our soul may be one of the most powerful ways to honor and heal our lineage.” - Taylor & her ancestors xoxo

THANKS FOR BEING HERE!!! You fulfill us <3 

xx,

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youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@TheSpirituallyFckedPodcast

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podcast: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-spiritually-f-cked-podcast/id1829193477

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On trauma, neuroprogramming & harmonizing the matrix.

"Yes... I'm a philosopher now." - Taylor

In this epi, we explore what we coined The Universal Law of Threads - a philosophical framework that views trauma as energetic, emotional, and neurological threads woven throughout the tapestry of our lives.

Drawing from the Reticular Activating System (RAS), neuroprogramming, nervous system patterns, and spiritual philosophy, we unpack how the mind continues to seek what is familiar and how our perception shapes the reality we experience. The stories we inherit and the meanings we assign become threads that influence what we notice, what we repeat, and what we create.

Inspired by the principle that energy is neither created nor destroyed, this convo invites us to see healing as transmutation. 

Rather than escaping the matrix… We are harmonizing it ("I’m also coining that shit" - Taylor) 

If you've ever felt like a particular wound, relationship, or memory keeps resurfacing, perhaps there is a thread inviting you into deeper remembrance, integration, and transformation.

Welcome to a philosophical musing from Taylor's corner of the universe.

We are copywriting this shit so don’t even try to steal it!

WE ADORE YOU!!

xx,

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WE'RE NOT HERE TO CALL ANYONE OUT !

We're here to call ourselves back in.

An honest conversation about what happens when we unknowingly hand our power away... and how to find our way back to ourselves.

This is an exploration of the spaces between guidance and dependency, wisdom and authority, community and conformity. And what it means to find your own way home in a world full of people telling you where to go.

In this triggering epi, we explore the cultish dynamics that can emerge anywhere - spiritual communities, religious spaces, online movements, self-help circles, government ideologies, wellness culture, and even our own minds.

This is not a callout of any specific person, teacher, organization, or belief system.

Rather, it's an eagle-eye view of what can happen when we stop thinking for ourselves and begin outsourcing our truth to someone else.

We talk about radical responsibility, personal sovereignty, discernment, and what it means to find your own way through an increasingly noisy world.

We also introduce the concept of Radical Happiness - the practice of creating a life that genuinely feels aligned, meaningful, and true to you, rather than following a prescribed path handed to you by someone else.

Yep... we coined that.™️

As the saying goes, "We are all just walking each other home."

But home is your home.

Not your teacher's.

You cannot die in someone else's grave.

You are here to live your own life.

This conversation is offered from a place of love, curiosity, and awareness NOT judgment. Because being human is complicated, influence is everywhere, and learning to trust ourselves may be one of the most important journeys we'll ever take.

If this episode challenges you, good.

Let's talk about it.

WE ADORE YOU HEHE.

xx,

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website: https://sadflowerswritten.com

podcast: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-spiritually-f-cked-podcast/id1829193477

substack - https://substack.com/@sadflowerswritten 

Intuitive Guided Mentorship with me - https://www.sadflowerswritten.com/workwithme/p/basic-service-99c7l-3lnmr-tt4w3

Welcome to Cancer Season babieessss 

In this epi we’re diving into the cosmic waters of the Sun, Mercury, and Jupiter all moving through Cancer - a season of feeling, remembering, creating, and coming home to ourselves while asking the question: “Do the stories I’m telling myself still feel like home?”

The Sun illuminates. Mercury communicates. Jupiter expands.

We explore intuition, the mother wound, and the sacred process of birthing creation from the depths of your inner world into the physical one. What stories are ready to be recreated? What old waters are ready to wash away and cleanse?

Yummy.

We talk about the energetic themes of this season, our inner and outer homes, the spaces we create, and the ways artistic expression becomes a portal for transformation.

I share intuitive channel reads, energetic insights, and reflections on what to look for as we move through this Cancer season.

A little astrology, a little soul excavation, a whole lot of spiritually f*cked magic.

Because we adddooorreeee yoooouuuu!!!!! 

xx,

Mentorship with Taylor: https://www.sadflowerswritten.com/workwithme/p/basic-service-99c7l-3lnmr-tt4w3

Intuitive astrology reading with Taylor: https://www.sadflowerswritten.com/workwithme/p/basic-service-99c7l-3lnmr

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website: https://sadflowerswritten.com

podcast: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-spiritually-f-cked-podcast/id1829193477

substack - https://substack.com/@sadflowerswritten 

Intuitive Guided Mentorship with me - https://www.sadflowerswritten.com/workwithme/p/basic-service-99c7l-3lnmr-tt4w3

We're back. 🤍

After months away from the podcast, this epi is a life update - a reflection on moving into a new home, turning 30, publishing my book, traveling, and the loud ass transformations that happen when you begin creating a life that actually feels like yours. *chefs kiss*

We chit chat about following those intuitive pulls, trusting the timing of your life, and recognizing the signs that appear when you start living in alignment.

Diving into self-worth, reflection patterns, the law of mirrors, and how the outer world is always revealing the inner shifts we’re meant to move.

Taylor shares the deeper story behind weight gain as an energetic reflection, and her period returning after months of disappearing. Of course arriving right after publishing her second book and stepping into a new chapter of life.

We explore what it means to feel whole, to feel resourced, to love your life as it is, and how true manifestation is about becoming someone who can receive the life they’ve been asking for.

With the beginning of Cancer season, this episode is an invitation to come home to yourself, trust your own timing, and remember that the most magical moments often happen when you’re fully present for the life you’re already living.

A reminder: you don’t have to chase the life you want. It unfolds when you finally let yourself love the one you’re in.

WE ADORE YOU ! 

xx,

Mentorship with Taylor: https://www.sadflowerswritten.com/workwithme/p/basic-service-99c7l-3lnmr-tt4w3

Intuitive astrology reading with Taylor: https://www.sadflowerswritten.com/workwithme/p/basic-service-99c7l-3lnmr

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Connects!

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youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@TheSpirituallyFckedPodcast

tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@maylorgangordie

website: https://sadflowerswritten.com

podcast: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-spiritually-f-cked-podcast/id1829193477

substack - https://substack.com/@sadflowerswritten 

Intuitive Guided Mentorship with me -

https://www.sadflowerswritten.com/workwithme/p/basic-service-99c7l-3lnmr-tt4w3