In this episode, Taylor shares Fragments of Remembrance - An Essay on Return, a spoken reflection on what it truly means to come home to yourself.

When Memory Becomes Meaning - she explores how healing isn’t about becoming someone new, but recognizing what’s always been here. The quiet unfolding that happens when the noise fades and truth becomes audible again.

In her post-essay reflection, Taylor speaks on the return to childlike wonder and the courage to follow your true heart’s desire. Reminding us that remembering ourselves can feel like rediscovering the curiosity in life.

A meditative podcast on Saturn return, remembrance and the soft art of returning to who you’ve always been.

Full substack article - https://substack.com/home/post/p-176757911

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Connects!

instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thespirituallyfckedpodcast/

https://www.instagram.com/taylormvlholland/

youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@TheSpirituallyFckedPodcast

tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@maylorgangordie

website: https://sadflowerswritten.com

substack - https://substack.com/@sadflowerswritten 

Intuitive Guided Mentorship with me - https://sadflowerswritten.com/blogs/news/intuitive-guided-mentorships

The Rejection Illusion - Healing the Fear of Not Being Chosen

DAD?

In this episode, we explore one of the deepest human fears - rejection. From unanswered texts to childhood wounds, we examine why being “left out” can feel like danger to the nervous system and how that fear quietly shapes the way we love, create and show up in the world.

We discuss the biological, psychological and spiritual roots of rejection, the energetic cost of seeking acceptance and how self-rejection often hides beneath perfectionism, people-pleasing or overthinking.

To sum it up - If you're rejecting yourself... People will reject you. 

You’ll learn how to:

Recognize the subtle ways rejection shows up in your life

Rebuild self-trust through awareness and repair

Reclaim your power by choosing self-acceptance over approval

Practice radical self-love as a daily energetic alignment

This conversation is an invitation to stop abandoning yourself in search of validation and to remember that love isn’t something to earn, but something to return to.

We would never abandon you... WE ADORE YOU! Thanks for being here. 

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Connects!

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https://www.instagram.com/taylormvlholland/

youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@TheSpirituallyFckedPodcast

tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@maylorgangordie

website: https://sadflowerswritten.com

substack - https://substack.com/@sadflowerswritten 

Intuitive Guided Mentorship with me - https://sadflowerswritten.com/blogs/news/intuitive-guided-mentorships

for the lineage breakers, the womb-bearers and the ones remembering their power.

In this special episode, we explore the witch wound - the ancestral fear that has been passed down for centuries. We talk about intuition, ego vs. higher self, triggers and even the fluoride anti-christ (yes, really).

We trace how the persecution of wise, intuitive women lives on in our DNA through self-doubt, people-pleasing and the fear of being seen. And how choosing to heal, listen inwardly and following your intuition isn’t just personal work - it’s lineage work. Because we love our ancestors. 

We spill the cauldron on:

This episode is a remembrance: that your inner wisdom is not dangerous - it’s an inner compass. Every time you choose to trust yourself, you heal the fear that once silenced generations before you.

We adore you, and your lineage too.

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Connects!

instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thespirituallyfckedpodcast/

https://www.instagram.com/taylormvlholland/

youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@TheSpirituallyFckedPodcast

tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@maylorgangordie

website: https://sadflowerswritten.com

substack - https://substack.com/@sadflowerswritten 

Intuitive Guided Mentorship with me - https://sadflowerswritten.com/blogs/news/intuitive-guided-mentorships

In this episode, Taylor shares what she's calling in for this next chapter - and what it truly means to embody it. From bringing more structure into creative flow, to deepening relationships (yes, even calling in love), to nourishing vitality and leading with an open heart… this conversation feels like a collective diary entry for her becoming.

We talk about:

As we enter October and the season of harvest, we’re asking together: What are you calling in? And more importantly… how are you embodying it?

Because of course, we ADORE you.

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Connects!

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https://www.instagram.com/taylormvlholland/

youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@TheSpirituallyFckedPodcast

tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@maylorgangordie

website: https://sadflowerswritten.com

substack - https://substack.com/@sadflowerswritten 

Intuitive Guided Mentorship with me - https://sadflowerswritten.com/blogs/news/intuitive-guided-mentorships

Finally! Some shifts!

This week we’re sharing a story that reminded us of something powerful: the work has been working.

After months of challenges, identity crises, self-worth struggles and wondering if anything was ever going to shift - Taylor was gifted the most magical, soul-affirming weekend at a women’s retreat in Sedona. In this episode, we walk you through how saying “yes” to that experience cracked Taylor open, reflected back her true essence and showed us that healing doesn’t happen overnight… but it does happen.

From night terrors that became teachers, to surrendering control, to the unexpected doors that opened once Taylor trusted herself – this episode is about remembering that life rewards us when we live in alignment with who we really are.

If you’ve ever wondered: “How do I know if the work I’m doing is actually working?” – this one’s for you.

Because well, we adore you.

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Connects!

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https://www.instagram.com/taylormvlholland/

youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@TheSpirituallyFckedPodcast

tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@maylorgangordie

website: https://sadflowerswritten.com

substack - https://substack.com/@sadflowerswritten 

Intuitive Guided Mentorship with me - https://sadflowerswritten.com/blogs/news/intuitive-guided-mentorships

Well it's always been... But right now your frequency matters more than ever.

We are diving DEEP into one of our favorite topics over here: your frequency. What it is, why it matters and how to keep it sparkly clean in today’s overstimulating, fear mongering world.

If you're an artist, creator, "sensitive sally" or literally anyone who consumes the outside world - this episode is a MUST.

What “frequency” actually means and how it shapes your emotions, creativity and well-being

Stories from my own 11-year journey with energy therapy, spiritual strengthening and the so called “spiritual gym” training

Your frequency is sacred, treat it like something worth protecting - because it is! 

If you’re ready to strengthen your humanness, clear the static and align with higher vibes, this one’s for you and all your friends.

Join my live Energy Hygiene 101 class on Zoom (or grab the replay) - just $25. 

Purchase class here: https://sadflowerswritten.com/products/energetic-hygiene-101

Reel mentioned: https://www.instagram.com/reel/DOrkM2JiX4B/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link&igsh=MzRlODBiNWFlZA==

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Connects!

instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thespirituallyfckedpodcast/

https://www.instagram.com/taylormvlholland/

youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@TheSpirituallyFckedPodcast

tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@maylorgangordie

website: https://sadflowerswritten.com

Intuitive Guided Mentorship with me - https://sadflowerswritten.com/blogs/news/intuitive-guided-mentorships

A Podcast: When You Need to Let Go…

For the moments when your grip is too tight, your heart feels heavy, or the past won’t quit. Sometimes the only thing standing between you and freedom is a single, quiet move.

For when holding on feels heavier than the unknown waiting ahead, this is permission to breathe, to shift and to let by.

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Connects!

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https://www.instagram.com/taylormvlholland/

youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@TheSpirituallyFckedPodcast

tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@maylorgangordie

website: https://sadflowerswritten.com

Intuitive Guided Mentorship with me - https://sadflowerswritten.com/blogs/news/intuitive-guided-mentorships

Welcome to Spiritually F*cked Story time! Where we talk about truth, laugh at ourselves and learn from all the things.

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This week I’m catching you up on life, but more than that - I share the reflections that came with broken closets, Instagram cloning, and even a duplicated podcast!! Like WTF ? 

All those “glitches” held an intimate lesson: energy is everything and when you shift it on an energetic level, your environment shifts too.

We’ll explore:

This episode is part story time, part reflection, and part reminder that even your sh*t can become sacred.

Energy is the cheat code,

Welcome to the mess! 

~ Spiritually F*cked.

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Links:

https://matethelabel.com/ - 20% discount code: TAYLORMULHOLLAND20

Connects!

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https://www.instagram.com/taylormvlholland/

youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@TheSpirituallyFckedPodcast

tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@maylorgangordie

website: https://sadflowerswritten.com

Intuitive Guided Mentorship with me - https://sadflowerswritten.com/blogs/news/intuitive-guided-mentorships

Heeyyyy laddiieeeeess!!!

Yeah! I’m diving deep into feminine energy and a concept I call radical beauty: when you take full responsibility for how you look - you stop outsourcing your worth and start embodying your soul.

BOOM.

I’m sharing what I’ve learned from the dirty trenches (of my womb), tips from Kim Anami’s work, and of course my personal journey of shifting out of wounds and back into embodiment. 

This is for every woman (or man who wants to understand) that has felt out of alignment with herself, disconnected from her body, or stuck in cycles of self-criticism, sabotage or looking fugly.

We’ll explore:

- How to reconnect with your essence + radiance (cough cough - radical beauty)

- Wet juicy P

This isn’t about perfection or judgment, it’s about loving yourself into the woman you know you’re meant to be. Because the truth? Feminine is magnetic. Beauty is radical. And it all starts with you.

GOD MADE YOU PERFECT, EMBODY IT B*TCH

Because we adore you, and you should adore you(r coot) toooo.

Linky links:

The Well F*cked Woman Salon - https://kimanami.ontraport.com/t?orid=368403&opid=1 

Vaginal Kung Fu - https://kimanami.ontraport.com/t?orid=368403&opid=3

Coming Together for Couples - https://kimanami.ontraport.com/t?orid=368403&opid=7

Sexual Mastery for Men - https://kimanami.ontraport.com/t?orid=368403&opid=2

Sexy Mama - https://kimanami.ontraport.com/t?orid=368403&opid=15

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Connects!

instagram: https://www.instagram.com/thespirituallyfckedpodcast/

https://www.instagram.com/taylormvlholland/

youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@TheSpirituallyFckedPodcast

tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@maylorgangordie

website: https://sadflowerswritten.com

Intuitive Guided Mentorship with me - https://sadflowerswritten.com/blogs/news/intuitive-guided-mentorships

Emphasis on the light hearted ! 

No matter what is happening in the world, I’m here to remind you about radical responsibility. That CHOICE is the ultimate transmuter when it comes to shifting the frequency of your life and breaking loops of self-destruction.

No victims here!!! 

I also spill the tools I’m using to shift back into a love-based frequency.

We also hit topics on: 

You’ll hear practical, heart-centered ways to pause, ground, connect and transmute pain - without bypassing it or numbing out. If you’ve been feeling overwhelmed, lost or stuck in chaos/self destruction, this is your reminder that you’re not alone… And that heaven on earth starts with the choice you make today.

Acceptance leads to transformation. 

Transmute your pain into power… And watch the world around you shift.

The doorway to change starts with a choice.

Joy and love are always available… If we choose them.

Do it for me… Please!!! 

P.S (Because I ADORE YOU!),

I’m not here to fear-monger or tell you everything you’re doing wrong. I’m here to share the messy, human, real side of spirituality - the parts where we fall apart, catch ourselves and learn to choose love over and over again.

I believe we are all here to walk each other home,

This is my walk.

XX!

Links: 

Tuning Forks: https://biosonics.com/product/body-tuner-s-c256-and-g384/

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Connects!

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youtube: https://www.youtube.com/@TheSpirituallyFckedPodcast

tiktok: https://www.tiktok.com/@maylorgangordie

website: https://sadflowerswritten.com