Rust in Peace. The word "jihad" means "struggle" or "striving" (in the way of God) or to work for a noble cause with determination; it does not mean "holy war" (war in Arabic is harb and holy is muqadassa)...“Life can only be understood in reverse but must be lived forwards...I'm losing my senses”― Dave Mustaine. DAVE MUSTAINE: His girlfriend was really bad. She was very controlling. She once made him dump a gram of heroin into the carpet. Too bad he didn’t know that if you blew up a balloon and rubbed it over the carpet, all the heroin would stick to the balloon and it would come out of the carpet, but he was pretty much an amateur junkie. Ha-ha.”― Dave Mustaine, Rust in Peace: The Inside Story of the Megadeth Masterpiece. “These guys were my friends, and despite our periodic disagreements, I trusted them. My mistake. Just one of many, as it turned out.”― Dave Mustaine, Mustaine: A Heavy Metal Memoir