I needed a break from processing my trauma and remember how far I've come so far bc honestly it feels like I'm going backwards. Anyway, don't give up! I know there's a lot of therapists you're not going to click with but when you find them, it feels so relieving.

We're moving onto the next parent! my mother. Honestly, it's crazy how we still have a relationship today. Some days feelings come back up and I really hate her, especially when I praise her (like during this episode) she has like a 6th sense and that's when she decides to irritate me. Anywho, I hope you guys allow yourselves to be angry, sad, and upset.

My retelling of my SA experience. It was 3 years of my life from 11 to about 13 or 14 years old. TW: Child abuse and SAAlso, sorry for the loud beep. I was not sure if I wanted my sister's nickname in it.