In 1998, I was diagnosed with Borderline Personality Disorder. 2 years later, I would begin my journey into professional wrestling. And while I have been dealing with this Disorder since I was 4 or 5, I only recently voiced that I suffer from it. This is my story.

Happy Wrestleversary to me and I get into where I see myself and question my future.

#DeMarcoReWatch is a new project I have been working on where I look at my past content and comment in short form.

This is the long form companion where I give insight into my time with NWA and my 2 time reign as NWA Texas Champion.

February 2019, I walked into AutoNation West in Austin, TX in need of repair for my Chevy Malibu and ended up taking home a 2019 Chevy Equinox.

5 years and 100,000 miles later I give my thoughts of the journey with the vehicle and more importantly with the dealership from sales people to service department to general manager.

I get into where Steve De Marco is in 2024 in relation to wrestling.

I also discuss some of the struggles in my mindset and how it has limited me.

I discuss how building a persona as a shield has worked and not worked for me.

I talk about a potential project I am working on and the future of this podcast.

As I review my attempt at going through God Of War: Ragnarok's latest update in Valhalla.

My goal was to record a review as I defeated Tyr one final time before going on to the next game in my library.

Let me know what you thought.

And I choose to review it.

Not a total in depth review, but a review.

I even give some thoughts on Mortal Kombat 1.

I discuss how my asthma decided to come back and caused me to throw my back out...twice.

I talk about some issues I have been dealing with since 2018.

I give my thoughts on how 2018 and then 2020 impacted me and my view on myself and my place in the wrestling industry.

I discuss feeling judged, my self-doubt and how outside voices have impacted me...even when they are the vocal minority.

I get into it.

It took me a few recordings to find the right words for this topic. I'm not sure if I was really able to, even after so many takes.

This is part wish list and part what if.

I discuss my wish list throughout my time with the group, where I saw the group going, where I saw the "GSL 2020" web series going and thoughts on a reunion.

I delve into the IWE experience, my faults, some of my questionable choices and how I saw the promotion going into 2010, 2011 and beyond.

I also discuss if I would run a promotion, show or training facility now.

I also discuss what I see the what if and pitches portion of these recording and what they ultimately serve as.