I started this episode with a quick review of WWE Night Of Champions and then started stream of consciousness recording where I get into what gives me some of my biggest anxiety, my fluctuating credit score and flirting with the idea of wrestling again at 49.

I was dealing with a panic attack and decided to record an episode. Having to gather thoughts or mentally prepare to speak took the edge away from the panic. I gave an update on my Cyberpunk 2077 progress, debated if I had wrestled my final match in 2022, talked a little AEW and WWE Backlash and even disclosed some of the causes of my panic, anxiety and depression.

When I originally thought of recording this, I had an idea of where it might go. It went somewhere else, but I appreciate that I can put out stream-of-consciousness content. I discuss hindsight, playing the what if game when it comes to the industry and how looking back is shaping my mindset moving forward.

I decided to voice my appreciation for both The Last Of Us (Part 1) video game and the HBO Max series. I talk about the similarities, difference and how they compliment one another. I deep dive into both and talk a little about potential future recordings.

I decided to give game review a chance in this episode, and my first review would be "Hogwarts Legacy". I do go pretty in depth on my experience with the game, without to many spoilers. I also give my quick review of my 2 hour trial with "Marvel's Midnight Sun". My hope is to do more reviews as I complete games.

I get into events leading up to and following the lock down and my views on things in 2023.

***Warning: the subject matter is dark and raw. Listener discretion is advised. I decide to discuss my struggles with suicidal thoughts, the origin of those thoughts and how I work through them. I also cover a recent visit to the emergency room for chest pains and the process I went through. I appreciate all of those who have reached out.

Another stream of consciousness recording as I did deliveries. I spoke about how my 2022 was and some of my goals for 2023.

I discuss my induction into The Offshoots 2022 Hall Of Fame class. I give my thoughts on if I would be inducted. I talk about my fellow inductees and give my feelings on being inducted. I also give my thoughts on my future and give a little advice to talent.

I give some insight into my childhood and some of the trauma that occurred, being saved by my grandma, being reunited with my mom and gaining a step-dad. I give details about my life I rarely share publically. I also discuss how my childhood shaped my parenting style.