Thoughts from the Tractor - Brenda PM

Russ had a dream & I think it was a premonition of what is to come! I know his intentions are always good for me, sometimes I need clarification! Thoughts from the Tractor

Wow!!!! I learned so much about Russ in this podcast! He has helped me grow & I didn’t even realize it. Our relationship has gone through so many twists. I realize I was doing the twists, while Russ was calmly undoing the knots I created. Say what you mean, don’t be mean. Thoughts from the Tractor.

Have you ever been told you can’t or shouldn’t? When we do that to ourselves or others we take away the reasons to live. Our quality of life depends on what are purpose & passion is. What is yours? Find the reasons to put passion & purpose in your life. Thoughts from the Tractor.

Russ & I are in a workshop with Leslie from Inner Sage. We both will be learning about ourselves & each other. Individual growth is good but not at the expense of losing each other & losing our relationship. Together we grow, together we love, together we play….. Thoughts from the Tractor.

Going through my papers & journals I have realized that I am saying & wanting the same things I wanted 16years ago. From my battle with sugar & weight to my buisness ideas & plan. When will the madness stop! Russ gives me his perspective & I am listening. Follow through one task at a time. Thoughts from the Tractor.

Happy 2024! A new year & a new season. We don’t have to wait for either to reevaluate what we want to change or the direction we want to go. We are not putting that pressure on ourselves. Rest & Reevaluate anytime…. Thoughts from the Tractor.

Today is Christmas Eve & I was journaling about my health. I quit drinking over 18years ago & replaced it with sugar, without realizing it. I push treats like I pushed fun drinks. Today Russ & I talk about how I am going to change this & not wait for the “perfect” time. Today is the “perfect” time. If you would like to follow me on this journey, go to facebook & follow “thoughts from the tractor”. The right time is NOW, Thoughts from the Tractor.

After talking with a young couple that are friends of ours, I realized even more how much Russ has been patient with the way I WANT to communicate. I have learned so much from him. Men & Women do communicate differently, one isn’t bad or good, just different. Be nice, be respectful & grow together. Thoughts from the Tractor.

Spent a couple weeks in Mexico, met some great interesting people & connected with some amazing friends. I learned a valuable lesson about giving away my time & connections for free, when it is part of my work & I am on vacation. I left out Russ to help others, instead of resting my brain & giving skills. Learning my boundaries is as important as helping people. Thoughts from the Tractor

How often do we go away & our to do lists comes with us? Mine do all the time. Russ is able to stay in his nothing box in his head, meanwhile my wires are still firing & cross circuiting! So leave your lists at the airport! Thoughts from the Tractor.