There is a touch of nostalgia for those who look back on the life of a hippy. That was the life of sex, love, drugs, rock and roll in the 60s. Take off in a van, live in a hippy ghost town in Arizona, make enough money to travel on and see the world -- Mexico, Morocco, Europe. But it isn't all an adventure. At some point, even hippies have to face the real world and it isn't necessarily a pretty picture. Madlyn Harwell faced her dark night of the soul and it changed her whole life.