First off, I'm no expert. I'm just someone who is going through it and feeling called to share my experience knowing that it will help and validate others out there. It's a trip right? Nothing can explain it, yet everyone tries to. Especially if you are in the thick of it and searching for answers. And if you are, my heart goes out to you. It's one of the hardest things, no correction, THE hardest thing that I have ever been through. It triggers everything. And I think I have found out why. Listen to find out.