reading from a post that I wrote back in September 2025 and including an update of where I am now. and what I am going through - quite the opposite in some ways.

I will say this - at least I’m still not drinking alcohol 

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this was written back on 9-19-25 and at the end I provide a brief summary of what has transgressed since.

not much other than, at least I am not drinking. it is all relative.

mostly, the contentment part is still something I long to figure out.

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 #prayfirst #believeinyourself #beingcontent

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From 9-8-25 and looking forward to getting you caught up as soon has happened since this day. This writing.

I guess blogging can help you see how far you’ve come.

Anyway - there was alcohol and addictions don’t leave you.

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entering stages of life at an older age really is hard. But I endure and I keep going thanks to the grace of God.

This episode deals with selling a business, kids moving away and also trying to handle a tough situation with my family

Girls moved out, sold my half of a business and continuing to work on my anxiety.

I’m fine. It’s fine.

It’s realizing that change is going to happen and instead of dreading it, I’m trying to find the good in it. And stop worrying about aging.

Living out the past and what it was like.

My how things have changed. Don’t even think we have x rated theaters now … that is not exactly what this is about but I did hang out in one for a while during my younger days

I often wonder why I am constantly thinking, processing, wondering and writing in my brain.

It’s who I am

And I pray to be able to do this as long as possible

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