Many times in life we find ourselves longingly looking at the field of others and then thoughts like "how I wish that was me" "A's life is seems so put together compared to mine" starts to creep in that we fail to remember it's all an illusion. No one on earth has a perfect life, we all just do a great job of hiding our pain because no one wants to be perceived as a wreck. So, instead of wasting so much time with comparison, how about we water our own gardens and not fixate on the things our hands haven't quite reached.

"If I never get that house

That car

Or be a superstar

And my dreams never come true

Will I be satisfied with you ?"

These are the lyrics I ponder upon in this episode

Will I truly be satisfied with Christ if I don't get to have the big things or do I only like the concept of God's will when it has to do with Him offering me these big dreams I seek

This is the Tussle

Because this is our first life, we don't start with perfection.

Life is filled with different situations that makes us fall but it's our response to this fall that determines so much.

So this is a charge for you to stand up and overcome the mindset that the Lord will never receive you.

The blood isn't dry, it's still very much in the business of washing men clean so get out of your head, stand up and find your way back to the Father

In this episode, I talk about the need to hold ourselves accountable. As humans we can't always get it right and while it's always easier to point fingers at others blaming them for whatever situations we have to face, sometimes we just have to realize the roles even we ourselves have played that have led us to where we are. So yeah sometimes It's me, I'm the problem.

Side note : I tried to count the number of times I said "you know" in this episode and I lost count 💀😂.

Hello, YOU

Let's pretend like I never left and pick it back up where we stopped

This time I'm having an honest conversation on how I've had to go back and check my notes on some of the things I thought I'd learnt

In this episode, I talk about the need to embrace our emotions and the importance of community in our lives as humans

Sorry for the radio silence last week guysss, I was just recharging my therapist's couch.

This episode, we're unpacking the heavy stuff ; trauma and its lasting impact.

Spoiler alert: being a better person is hard but someone's gotta do it

For you shall know the truth and it shall set you free. (John 8:32)

In this episode, I explore the transformative power of seeking truth and harnessing knowledge. Fair warning, I may have used the word 'foolish' a few (dozen) times but hey, someone's got to call it like it is