the night I danced with the devil, and the fight to detach myself from his grasp.

Please note mentions of abuse, rape, miscarriage, addiction, mental health.

The slow dance of entanglement with an abuser. 

 Please note mentions of rape, miscarriage, and abuse.

often it's easier to build a home in our pain instead of digging ourselves out. The fear of change scaring us into burying ourselves in what hurts most. But when we finally fight our way out, we can finally see clearly 

 Please note mentions of mental health,and abuse.

Sometimes people believe it's better to created a new reality instead of facing the truth that screams in our faces.

     I created a new reality to survive, my mother created her reality to hide from the truth. 

Please note discussions of mental health, self harm, and abuse.

Unmasking the truth about my mental Illness. 

  Please note mentions of self harm, religious abuse, and mental health.

I'm aftermath of experiencing sexual abuse. Believing the lies society shoves down our throats.

  Please note that I will be going into detail about the sexual trauma I experienced, mentions of self harm, and other sexual experiences.

In this episode I talk about what lead me into the path of self harm, the toxic relationship I hold with food, and the moment that shifted my life forever. 

   Please note that I will discuss my struggle with disordered eating, the different ways I used self harm to mask how I felt inside and the trauma of sexual abuse.  

Toxic shame warped my reality, i built this wall displaying who I was told to be while my true self hid behind it.