this episode is part two from episode 9 relating to my experiences with death & grief & how i lost my best friend tragically. this episode goes into our friendship story, her story, & my experiences i’ve had w her beyond life & how active she still is in my life as my guardian angel. https://www.google.com/amp/s/amp.jsonline.com/amp/2136432002

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hello angels 👼🏼👼🏼

in this episode i go into my experiences w loss & grief- how many people in my life i’ve lost to death, but instead of looking at it negatively seeing how bc of that helped built my relationship w my guardian angels today. how i started seeing angel numbers & signs & how i seek guidance from my angels to some of my first experiences realizing i was intuitive & more ! :)

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hello angels !

today we talk ab how to step into 2021... and let go of 2020 with some mantras, maybe even a letter to yourself whatever it may be. we are setting intentions that all we want to manifest & more comes to us in 2021✨

oath of manifestation:

i accept & receive unexpected good, unexpected money, unexpected love, unexpected kindness, unexpected generosity, unexpected offers, unexpected prosperity coming from unexpected ways in unexpected places in my life & the life of others. i am constantly guided & boldly empowered to receive the lavish abundance of the universe. i accept the principle that abundance & prosperity have already been given to me. my acceptance makes it real & opens the space for manifestation to rush in. i open wide the doors of my consciousness to receive & to give, it is done now! thru this oath of manifestation all things are possible. i declare, absolutely, that i live in a friendly universe that is always providing for me. i feel it powerfully happening now. i open to receive more abundance & to give more abundance than i have ever experienced before! i can afford anything, in fact, i am so prosperous i need never worry again! i am so grateful for all that i already have & grateful for all that i am ready to give! i keep myself lifted in high consciousness no matter what the appearances are! God is all there is, and so it is !

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hello angels 🤍 2020 ain’t over yet... that means more healing work to do to step into the best versions of ourselves before the new yr & make 2021 the best. :)

trigger warning: in this episode i talk ab how i spent years down grading my own experiences w sexual assault because it was w friends, how i brushed it off/made excuses for them, blamed myself to how i realized what had actually happened to me & today how i heal from it & working towards forgiveness.

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hello angels ! today’s episode we dive deep into LOA, affirmations, (even my sayings I use), & what i do to help re-wire my brain from the trauma left behind from suffering from body dysmorphia for so many years & how i’m freeing myself from that pain & no longer serving to that negative energy.

affirmations used:

i am glowing from the inside out,

i am radiantly beautiful,

i have clear, healthy skin,

i have healthy, luscious hair,

i have a bright, captivating smile,

i am complete & whole within myself

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check out aaron doughty’s channel that i talk ab in the episode 💭

https://youtube.com/channel/UC48MclMZIY_EaOQwatzCpvw

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i believe a lot of my anxiety started so young from being an empath & not learning how to control it & being so overwhelmed by all the emotions constantly around me that i was absorbing. this episode goes into what an empath is, how i found out i was one, what i do to live with & make it positive by diving deep into healing my soul & traumas thru mediation, manifesting, & how that all plays apart in keeping my vibration high to be the best version of myself & use my gifts & see them as a blessing rather than a curse✨

https://www.healthline.com/health/what-is-an-empath

https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/manifesting-success-stories-a-law-of-attraction-show/id1066349220?i=1000495546053

https://open.spotify.com/episode/3ANbcX5wNj54CmaDfxQQHr?si=ZDIsW1QoQFqYrO6Yi6sN-Q

also watch the secret on netflix rlly good documentary that goes into detail ab the law of attraction & how the greatest minds of history & how they used it

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this episode goes into my experience with my parents divorce, how that affected my views of relationships, how i work on healing my inner child from that trauma, & the journey in between to where i am today.

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trigger warning: this episode dives into my journey w anxiety, panic attacks, depression & suicidal past, and post traumatic stress- from where it started to where i am today & how i deal w/o medication & how my journey w spirituality aids in healing my soul from the traumas🤍

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trigger warning: this episode talks ab my struggles w having an eating disorder, where it started, & where i’m at today & my lifestyle change w eating during my journey w spirituality 🤍

thank you for watching angels, if u enjoyed this video pls like & subscribe ✨

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Welcome to upinntheclouds ! A podcast about life, love, healing, & mental health. In this intro episode, I share a short lil about me & this series:) enjoy !