Selection from Casual Conversation with Ven. Pomnyun Sunim
🔹Question: I'd always been driven by these big
ideas, passion, all these abstract thoughts, goals, dreams and things like
that. But a few months ago, I had been sick for a couple of months with COVID. I
initially thought it'd be just like any other cold, but it put me in a really
big depressive spiral. I couldn't do much, I was just home just lying down. It
was not because of physical sickness. Mentally I didn't want to do anything. Now,
I think I'm fully recovered. But I find myself not caring about any of the
things that used to drive me, like all these goals, missions, visions, and
thoughts. Even though I'm fully recovered now, I just feel super lazy about
everything and anything and I don't care about much. I've been going to work. I
have a habit of going to work. So, I still go to work, but I don't care about
work anymore.I don't care about my performance or doing well, I just do the
minimal amount that I need to put in, and I just come home. The same applies to
everything. Maybe this is the new normal, the old me will come back. But it's
been like this for a while, and it's a very new thing for me. I just feel like
I don't want to do much. So, what I wanted to check with you is, "What's
my next step here?" Do I just get up in the morning and try to do my 108
bows diligently, and call that good? Or is there something else that I need to
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