Vent!

everything tries to destroy the glimmer of my peace

am i not deserving on immersive boredom?

the boredom that corrodes your life with peaceful smell of beauty and rest

the one that allows your soul here on earth?

saving myself will kill me, saving myself will bury me alive

this is the nectar of truth i sip from the edges of my heart

the whirlwind of chaos swelling in and through thoughts in my head, heart and mind

the imagination that puts one man against another to evoke reaction, needless

this is the peace of God, it takes like the forbidden fruit

this is the peace of God, it taste like the Garden of Eden, to unworthy to enter therein

this is the peace of God, the quench, the reliever, the sign of God

all the war in my heart is fought for the attainment of God

the prince of peace sits in my heart, look up the throne

watch the throne, let the light from your head uplifted brighten your eyes

let you legs walk to the light and be transformed by its penetrating glow

let the scales and pain laced like tissue on the heart be dissolved into brightness

biscuit of my bone, the savor in every crunch

the crust breaks, i share some crumbs with the earth

there is more to this taste, add some milk to it

the luxury of having a munch this good

i feel you in my mouth, add some milk to it

more and more after each bite, i want more and more

hobnobs left the hood before me, whew

hobnobs left the hood before me, damn

i demand honesty, brutal, the one that makes you flee

i demand transparency, the one that mirrors you

i demand raw identity, the one before the ego

i demand blood and tears, the fountain of life

i am a victim of exposing my neural paths to pornography

i am a sister to my pain and self neglect

i need to get better for myself and the guys

i cannot live like this at the detriment of my soul

i am a false leader, is daddy always right?

i have to face it all or it comes back full circle

my heart abides within like an onion clove

walk away from this the champion of your soul, the writer of your story

live in the moment like a monk, stable and sure

certainty is like the moon, half in half until the full moon

self love is the water of my soul

the flow, the "feug" effect, i am like water now

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take your eyes off the sights of heaven

i am sick of the gospel that drips the covenant of mercy

i am sick of the sermon that produces the poor in heart, the poor in pocket

God asks you to empty your pockets at the service

hardworker, where is the evidence of your suffering?

let jesus deliver you bread and water

the lord loves the story of a job

why then are we bothered with visions of the blessing ?

the most blessed of sons is my eternal joke

the light of the world is in the corner of the city shivering in cold

what is this talk of the saving grace that pata your back at the reality of suffering in hell on earth?

your prayers are rennovated beggings at a God that laughs at your sorrow

join the queue, whose blessings are to be delivered

blood, sweat, tears, turmoil and pain is expected in pain

the blood of the optimist and the positive will gush at the announcement of the sharp blade of poverty and suffering

i will leave the earth before it turns me to ash

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i try and try, i try everytime

the pain is not new to me, converting it is

there is no reward for desire, the reward is pain

the reward for desire is pain

stuck between creative and rich

wait till i get my money right

the money is the key to freedom

the money is the massage for the pain

where God is present, the money is absent

the bank is the presence of God

the curse to till the earth has caught up to me

God made money to do the things he can

money rules the world, money runs the world

money determines the winner, the victor

money is the great curse, without it there is nothing

forget the world, forget the emotion, the money is the end all, be all

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O my boys,

a long year invested in threads of connection,

this is how i feel,

sometimes i laugh, sometimes i cry

i feel i am spinning on the wheel of the universe

a thousand and one thoughts cross my mind in a minute,

fuck the world, i am a walking erection

i love my boys and all attacks fashioned against them shall not prosper

This episode with Shazzz is a wild one—straight up. We didn’t just scratch the surface; we went into the deep, dark, and ego-driven corners of being a creative.

​We kicked things off talking about split personalities and that moment you finally decide to actually know yourself. Shazzz gets incredibly real about the psychological side of things—even the chilling experience of sitting next to a literal serial killer.

​Here’s the breakdown of the chaos:

​The Alté Struggle: The honest truth about being a Northern artist and fighting through the stereotypes to find your sound.

​Superstar Aura: We defined what a real superstar is and why the fear of being a "local champion" keeps us up at night.

​The Ego Trip: Dealing with superiority complexes, the importance of having a niche, and the real reason we’re all still bothered with school.

​Global Ambitions: From learning French to manifesting rooms with Rihanna, Wizkid, and Jay-Z, plus the vibe of finally meeting Nasty C.

​The Music: Shazzz’s love for the craft, opening up to new genres, and spinning Myllow’s latest track.

​We covered everything from feminism and parents to why Kanye and the Kardashians are always in the conversation. It’s a therapy session, a vibe, and a reality check all in one.

is the rose ashamed of its thorns?

is the rose insecure of its red glow?

is the rose scared of prinking the thumb of the one who holds it?

can the rose be adored in its untainted glory?

dirty, dismayed, soiled at the bottom

mind roaming through the ceiling, still at a point of focus

rebellion is the color red, love is the same

all is one, all that i am is one

there is no condemnation for me

the thorns are in my refuge, the thorns are for my safety

this is the way of the rose in the garden

this is the way of the rose in the garden

my breath is powerful, my story is potent

all in all, sin, power, glory, fame rest in the palm of my hands

is the rose ashamed of its thorns?

will you break for shame, guilt and consequence?

for all my existence i have been perceived i am special

the special ones live in the dream of an illusion while the precious moment escapes from sight

if i would rewrite the past, i am normal

normal is good, normal can be excellent

this is the standard i hold myself to

that i am not above any man, that i am not arm in arm with any man

that all kindness i receive is a grace of compassion from a divine heart

that all pain and suffering i create is equilibrium with the soul

let me live again as human, feel the pain and savor the experience

let me live again as human, strike the iron with all grit and burden

let me ascend through my darkness, let me accept the light

with dim eyes do i welcome the bright shining, with welcoming arms do i enter the gates of being

cleanse the pedestal of my heart and mind and exalt only Christ

the mirror, the perfect emulation of mankind in reflection of his glory

let me breathe the air of the normal man, for i too am normal

let the idea of specialness vanish from my being, so i will be well