NOTE: THIS TRACK HASN'T BEEN MASTERED YET, AND SO YOU'LL NEED TO TURN YOU SPEAKERS UP A BIT.
Well, those of y'all that know me know that this isn't the kind of song that you would expect me to write. Believe me....I get it. But for the last few years, all my songs have been coming to me in dreams, and this one came to me with an old school country twang in it. And so I felt like that's the way I needed to record it.
And so I thought....."hmmm, I'm not a country guitar player and while I could do something that would work, it would be better if I just got Mike in to do the main electric guitar rhythm track." I think this is the first time in my over 250 songs that I've written and recorded that I've brought someone else in to do the main guitar track.....so I had to do a little ego surrender here. But that's what the song wanted, and you always have to serve the song.
And so I talked to my good friend Mike Duncan, who is a retired Nashvile super-picker who lives down the street from me here in San Miguel de Allende, Mexico, and he suggested that he'd be glad to trade some studio time for a bottle of tequila. Sounded more than fair to me, so we did it last Saturday. He plays the electric guitar (rhythm and first solo), and I play the acoustic guitars (rhythm and second solo) as well as the bass, key percussion and drum machine programming. I sing lead vocals and Mike sings the backing vocals.
As for the lyrical content of the song, consider it my manifesto for 2026 :-)
(I Still Want) The Big Love
(© 2025 Walter Ehresman)
Is it more than I should hope for?
Is it much more than my share?
Do we each have just a finite sum
divided up by love affair?
‘cause I refuse to see things that way—
I’d like to think we all have time;
And so, despite my so-called peculiar ways,
I’m gonna lay my heart out on the line….
‘cause I still want the big love;
I wanna dive deep into her eyes;
I wanna tune my mind to her desires,
and feel her do the same right back to mine;
I want to hold hands ‘cause we want to;
Laugh in bed ‘til our guts are sore;
I want to be a team ‘til our final days—
be that safety net that let’s my partner soar.
--I know it’s been a long time lookin’;
They say it happens when you look no more;
I can’t pretend to know the answer,
but at least I know what I’m waiting for…..
‘cause I still want the big love;
I wanna dive deep into her eyes;
I wanna tune my mind to her desires,
and feel her do the same right back to mine;
I want to hold hands ‘cause we want to;
Laugh in bed ‘til our guts are sore;
I want to be a team ‘til our final days—
be that safety net that let’s my partner soar.
…and they’ll say “Damn, that man could not have loved her more.”
Walter Ehresman: lead vocals, acoustic guitar, Godin Acousticaster (solo no. 2), 5-string electric bass, key percussion, drum machine programming. Special guest--Mike Duncan: electric guitars, background vocals.
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p. 2025 Walter Ehresman. All rights reserved.