Connect With E Here!

Self-explanatory episode.

Of note, my past life regression happened on its own, then I had a guided second one that confirmed those lives and showed even more of them. All my life, I always would have conscious memories of things I had no clue of. One day about 15 years ago, I was just doing my usual spiritual study and I asked for more knowledge on certain things and clarity on these thoughts. Well, I certainly got what I asked for. One night a few days later, I had a dream that showed me exactly who I am, all of my lives, and even a short part of my future. Then, I had one done by a spiritualist, and I had the same sequence of images with a few new ones I didn’t see before, which filled in some blanks. I even saw my mom and some other souls currently in my life that confirmed who people are on my journey and my soul contracts. Even my cat was in one. I’m secure in my knowledge because I’m open to it. If I let my Catholic schooling and being raised in church four days a week where my maternal uncle was the pastor ruin me, I wouldn’t be this person I am. Strong. It only elevated my knowledge and fueled my passion to help others. I’ve never followed anyone else’s drumbeat. I made and make my own. My sound resonates in the cosmos as it will here. As above, so below, and returned. We really need to pay attention to what’s written in the stars, like the ancients did. Do your own stargazing to find your constellation to guide you, your soul.

Support the show

Always remember, you are needed & you are loved! Bring your best & highest you to every table. Check out my book & website on how to get there, my lovelies! Also, if you like the info you're receiving, donate so I can keep coming harder... and with better sound.





Book: Bit.ly/Whogivesaf
Social Media & web: @weaverofmyweb

Connect With E Here!

The energy of money is dictated by the energy you put in it. If you’ve always had it, money can sometimes be a passing thought in how we handle it. For those who have never had it, the energy may be solely about making it and keeping it. With this, we can put the energy of lack into its flow, its current, so we may unconsciously carry out acts that are of a lacking-type nature. An example of this is being frugal, or downright cheap, and this tells the Universe that we will never have money (even when we do at that time), to keep us in the position where money is always fleeting. Making us always broke and fully not understanding why. Having things break down all the time and we must constantly put money into our homes, cars, healthcare, etc. Never really able to enjoy the money we receive and keeping us always in a working-to-get it and maintain it function. Whereas, those who’ve always had it will always get it and keep it readily available with less opportunities knocking that drains that flow. How we view money is important. It is the dictator of its flow. Where our focus flows is where our energy goes. Money is the primary goal of almost every entity. It is the root of many of our societal woes. A symptom of control. Like Nathan Rothschild said in summation, control money and you control the world and the things within it.

I recorded this episode in 2021, like most of my episodes. I mention here about those who are causing humanity the most grief will be discharged from their horrendous duty. In other words, these people from CEOs to world leaders will start being recalled. Everyone serves their purpose here in the way that was preordained. When they have served such purposes, they will start dropping like flies. We are seeing it happen today. From monarchs dying from disease or natural causes to assassinations. This will also happen at the regular Joe level. People who are a cancer on society will be eliminated. This is the fall of humanity before it can rise again in the spring. Meanwhile for the rest of us, we need to get our shit together. There is no time to sit idly by or procrastinate like life will always be here. We need to be out of our baggage in full suit in our best gear out in the world, dressed to the 9s. No more time for that lazy ‘I’ll get to it when I do’ bullshit. Get your ass up and fix your life so we don’t have to hear you complain how miserable it is anymore. And, so you no longer have to be in society in a miserable way causing us more grief than we need right now. You’re doing this for yourself and then for the collective. Think outside your litterbox and consider the rest of the world your ways of being affect. I feel like a broken record with this part. So many people say and hear it every day to get your shit together, but it’s for real now. No more games or niceties. Things are changing and so must we. It’s why I am changing my tone. Y’all really need a foot so far lodged in y’all asses that you’ll be coughing up show laces until your shit is right. 2025 is that time because beyond looks mighty bleak, in case you were under some mossy rock. Get your moldy ass up and drop the excuses. Life is real. The reality of things is not. The definition of a simulation. The enigma we’re in…may not be and doesn’t need to be. 

Support the show

Always remember, you are needed & you are loved! Bring your best & highest you to every table. Check out my book & website on how to get there, my lovelies! Also, if you like the info you're receiving, donate so I can keep coming harder... and with better sound.





Book: Bit.ly/Whogivesaf
Social Media & web: @weaverofmyweb

Connect With E Here!

One must consider where another person’s actions come from. They come from a place of love or pain, which the former can ultimately turn into hate. Once you discern which, you can properly address the situation from there. Just reacting before understanding is never fruitful. It’s like shooting first then asking questions later. Humans operate through free will. They choose to love or be hateful in their actions or feelings. If someone chooses to do something they know will hurt you, they are using free will to proactively hurt you. Humans give all kinds of excuses to why they did something they full-on knew would hurt you, and they do it anyway. Even after reasoning if they should hurt you or think of themselves first. The difference between the ego and free will – making good choices and thinking and acting while regarding others at the same damn time.

Balance is required for harmony. We cannot have peace and harmony in the world if we are unbalanced. Nothing in this Universe can provide any fruits if there is no harmonious balance within. This is especially true for us. If we are full of hate and very little or no love, you can imagine how horrible that life will be. If one is full of love, their life will be equally beautiful. We’ve already established that love is light, so how else will we see if we are blinded by hateful dark? Our lives will be exactly how and what we see. If we only see hate around us, then we will have anger and hateful lives and experiences. If we are only full of love and in love with the world, we would only see and receive beauty, peace, happiness, and all the wonderful things that love brings us who only see love in the world. It’s not being delusional. It’s about choosing how much heaviness we want to carry every day of our lives. Some of our knees are worn the hell out for carrying such heavy loads throughout life, so we just want a break and to let it go. And, this allows love to prevail, to be light, and to give us rest.

Support the show

Always remember, you are needed & you are loved! Bring your best & highest you to every table. Check out my book & website on how to get there, my lovelies! Also, if you like the info you're receiving, donate so I can keep coming harder... and with better sound.





Book: Bit.ly/Whogivesaf
Social Media & web: @weaverofmyweb

Connect With E Here!

Hate is simply the dark side of love. Hate is derived from love. We hate someone because we either once loved them and they hurt us deeply or some thing hurt us. Just like any emotion, we can choose either side and to stay or leave that side. For us to understand one, we must have full experience in the other. We can’t have hate without love, and we can’t love properly, securely from within, and unconditionally if we have never hated to appreciate and understand either. If the world never knew hate but only the definition of love, then people would think something like murder is love and okay to do because they felt they loved themselves so the person who they didn’t like for whatever reason made them feel bad and they must be killed, since they must not love them back to elicit the dislike. Crimes of passion happen – spouse on spouse or parent on child predator, even coworkers and friend scenarios. For which the former, I, courts of law, and psychiatry fully understand this circumstance as to why there is a name for it and plenty of evidence and situations proving its existence. Who wouldn't feel some kind of way toward someone who hurts their child? Albeit, I can understand domestic homicide, also. Although I don’t condone it by far, it comes from the same hurt where love once was. Not in all cases, of course.  Anyway, notwithstanding crimes of passion, love and hate is balance and harmony in its purest form, just like these 2 strongest emotions of them all. We can have joy or happiness and dislike or disdain, but nothing is as strong as these 2 we're looking at. They rule the world. The single irony is that love will always be love and comes from itself. Hate is hate but, generally, it comes from love but can never be love. Of course, there are evil people out there who come from a different place for a different job than most humans, but for the gen pop, love will always be love and hate will come from love and always be hate. Hate may come from love but it can never be love, while love will always be, in and of itself, love in every form….including hate. Quite the conundrum and fine line.

Support the show

Always remember, you are needed & you are loved! Bring your best & highest you to every table. Check out my book & website on how to get there, my lovelies! Also, if you like the info you're receiving, donate so I can keep coming harder... and with better sound.





Book: Bit.ly/Whogivesaf
Social Media & web: @weaverofmyweb

Connect With E Here!

This one may be too harsh for some of you, but the caring and wise beauty of my passion for humanity to do better for themselves that you know and love in this podcast is weaved in. No one is expecting people to divulge their entire lives to random people or even strangers, but if a friend asks you how you’re doing, be mf’n honest. Your God can’t do everything for you. If every adverse event was handled by other entities, wtf will you have learned in this life? We use religion in the wrong way – to tell us everything to do step-by-step versus living our lives from and through our souls within.

Everyone grieves in their own way but if people are trying to help you not go down a path of despondency which could lead to an even darker path, hear them out. No one is telling you specifically how to grieve but simply trying to encourage you to not go down a dark road without any light. They are simply giving you light so that you know you aren’t alone, and that the people that care for you want you to come out on the bright side by trying to lead you to it for you to exercise your grieving free will. You don’t know where that dark path will lead you if you can’t even see the road beneath your feet.  There’s no short in anticipating a grieving person’s emotions, so we respect them. However, loss can push some to lose sight of reality in the living world that surrounds them. Their village is evermore important at this time.

When Uni puts us here, we have a job to do from day 1. As we age, we are taught the ways of being a human but we aren’t taught how to be proper vessels. We are supposed to be learning our soul’s purpose as we develop into smarter, better humans in the form of adults. Because religion stepped in and derailed this process, we have no clue who we are or who we’re supposed to be. Some aren’t even connected to their own souls, let alone  fully trained in their purpose. We are given clues as to who we are even as infants. Remember, we see things differently with a clean slate. When we have listened to everyone outside of us on how to live our lives, we set ourselves up for failure every time. In the current state of things, we have to start the ride over and begin from scratch. It is beyond that time for sure. Let the bullshit go people, and heal ffs! The longer you wait, the more painful life will become.

Support the show

Always remember, you are needed & you are loved! Bring your best & highest you to every table. Check out my book & website on how to get there, my lovelies! Also, if you like the info you're receiving, donate so I can keep coming harder... and with better sound.





Book: Bit.ly/Whogivesaf
Social Media & web: @weaverofmyweb

Connect With E Here!

Self-explanatory, but I always have to explain. Souls born from the uterus of a junkie, my generation used to call crackhead babies. These are the ones with the innate propensity to follow the ashy apple tree they fell from. This is a medical circumstance. This episode talks about people not of this beginning but make it their life and end if born into this surrounding. On the streets leaning or in the streets selling. One of both lifestyles only end one way if changes aren’t made. Next, those traumatized and actively chose to be this way…bitch, heal ffs. Jesus Hernando Lil Ray Ray Christ! I thought that, too, would be obvs folks. Then, again, I’m called to do this work because nothing seems to be obvious to people these days.  

With confidence, you have it or you don’t. One may have confidence in some things and not others. but confidence is a form of faith. Just like faith, you either have it or you absolutely don’t. One thing I do not accept is a person not having confidence in themselves. The only person you should be able to trust is oneself. If you can’t be confident and faithful in yourself, then wtf are you doing in life? Because that lack of confidence affects the rest of humanity – your ability to do your job here. One thing I abhor is a useless employee and that’s what you are on this earth rn if you can’t even muster up your own innate skills without some external help. I mean, what’s your purpose at this point? You’re actively being a disservice to yourself and complaining about your suck ass life. No one gets that behavior. The rest of the world is confused about how to even begin to help you while you rely on everything else outside of you, then complaining the shit isn’t working. Make the shit make plausible sense, losers. These ways of being, this shit has to end. The last two and a half minutes are the book excerpt referred to in the, "Worry-Free is Me," episode. It applies here. 

Get help folks, fr! Nobody wants to see you leaning in the middle of the street during rush hour. Get your ass on a bus to the next rehab out in the rural country, not to your dealer in the next pissy alley.

Support the show

Always remember, you are needed & you are loved! Bring your best & highest you to every table. Check out my book & website on how to get there, my lovelies! Also, if you like the info you're receiving, donate so I can keep coming harder... and with better sound.





Book: Bit.ly/Whogivesaf
Social Media & web: @weaverofmyweb

Connect With E Here!

There’s a giant web of collusion. If people are eating unhealthy food, they’ll eventually fall into the healthcare arena. Then, we have to deal with more assfuckery. We already know insurance companies will deny life-saving drugs and treatments. We know that doctors will only see you if they can bill insurance, so they’ll let you die because they can’t make any money off you. Even if you pay out of pocket and have the cash to do so periodically, versus having it siphoned out of their small paychecks biweekly. So, people are left as they are unless they have a social service to lean on. Then, the stupids come out in droves saying that any person on social services is likely a minority that is draining their tax money, while sitting unemployed in their trailers eating lavishly on food stamps and getting adequate healthcare through their state’s medical aid; except, seemingly, dental and nutrition, if you’ve ever seen what these people look like. Our country has the highest obesity (and genuinely low intelligence) rate. Other countries have banned lots of things we inhale like water here in the states, while our morbidity increases. Let’s not forget that we are, also, shit when it comes to health insurance because of the costs. Once again, unequal. Only those who can afford good coverage receives good treatment, leaving lower-income folks like the differently-abled and elderly to die from poor health and care. It’s been this way for many decades. And, it’s only getting worse as the same people mentioned above enter the political arena with zero political education/experience other than watching certain news channels and a lot to f’n say against anyone else receiving what they barely  contribute to. Greed runs this country, and so do stupid people. History and said news proves this.

Love is all we need, not more 'stupid'! 

Support the show

Always remember, you are needed & you are loved! Bring your best & highest you to every table. Check out my book & website on how to get there, my lovelies! Also, if you like the info you're receiving, donate so I can keep coming harder... and with better sound.





Book: Bit.ly/Whogivesaf
Social Media & web: @weaverofmyweb

Connect With E Here!

This is an excerpt from my book, "How to Not Give a Shit, and Not Be a Dumb Ass in the Process: The Ultimate Guidebook on Being a Better Human." Check it out if you enjoyed these couple of minutes. Amazon link below in the sign-off. Try out our new text messaging feature directly above the episode descriptions if you have some experiences you'd like to share or requests for our next episodes. Soon, I will be bringing out episodes more frequently. Can the world handle that much crass? Likely not. Everyone is a nun with their asses in the air. Holier than thou except on the weekends.



Happy listening!

Support the show

Always remember, you are needed & you are loved! Bring your best & highest you to every table. Check out my book & website on how to get there, my lovelies! Also, if you like the info you're receiving, donate so I can keep coming harder... and with better sound.





Book: Bit.ly/Whogivesaf
Social Media & web: @weaverofmyweb

Connect With E Here!

While this episode was in the spirit of closing out another women's month, there was more on my heart to share. There is yin and yang to everything. Duality and balance in all. Faith is the energy of believing in the integrity of this truth. We can have faith in many external things, but they mean nothing if we don’t have faith in ourselves from within ourselves. This is a universal feminine energy of being. Understanding is another. Living in totality, not living in lack or need. When we flow through the world in our masculine energy of action, we shouldn’t have to fight through it as we go. That fight comes when our egos tell us we are missing something. Once alerted and aware, we feel we must act on it, versus waiting for the Universe to lead the way. We take it upon ourselves to change the course of preordained events; thus, running into obstacle after obstacle. We put ourselves through unnecessary trials when our path comes in-built with more than plenty. Conversely, we don’t learn through these events if we are not present in them. We must always trust that the heavenly powers-that-be have our backs. It serves no one for us to fail, so why do we continue to force ourselves down our egos’ paths, and accept it as our end? The only failure is in not seeing what’s directly in front of us. Our own self-inflicted injustices, carried on by those which society inflicts on us every minute of every day. We must have faith that what’s in store for us is real and true, within and without. If we fully put our faith in humanity, we are disappointed every time because it is often misplaced within a place already full of mistrust. Love and trust are other things, while faith can only be had when understood from within. We hear it loudly ringing all day long from the hoi polloi’s lips and fingertips, but the state of the world shows otherwise. 

 The yin to this yang is the masculine energy of action. While we must have faith in ourselves, what we do during this time is what spins the sphere of reciprocation. As balance and duality move through its orb, it surrounds us as it runs through us – like the ocean deep to our creeks and the life that springs in between. If we want to reach our highest level of potential, we must put the energy out that we are built and internally ready for it. We can’t say we are ready for our greatest acting like we’re at our lowest yet believing it will still lead us there. Neither will thinking we may never reach our zenith because we’ve never attained anything so great before; as if it can never happen a first time for us. That negative thought process is not the kind of balance and duality I’m speaking of. Yin and yang, masculine and feminine, are accessible and reside within all of us, energetically and physiologically. Our brains are split the same way between creative and logic. As we open up more to our inner gods and look at the people and world around us, we can easily see the one and the same beauty within each other, regardless of any earthly affiliations or affinities. The Universal messages apply to every human breathing on and in this planet. 

Are you contributing your draining, straining lack of faith to the human abyss; or, are you helping to collectively raise it with your deepest, highest convictions? Preferably

Support the show

Always remember, you are needed & you are loved! Bring your best & highest you to every table. Check out my book & website on how to get there, my lovelies! Also, if you like the info you're receiving, donate so I can keep coming harder... and with better sound.





Book: Bit.ly/Whogivesaf
Social Media & web: @weaverofmyweb

Connect With E Here!

The same stories seemingly cross many major cultures of the world, further showing us we are all made from the same inaugural thread weaved. The Ark of the Covenant is very similar to a purportedly older Egyptian technological device called, the Osiris Device, which was said to have the same function of communicating with God/the Gods. The Ark was said to be only accessible to certain people as it had a special power that only some were imbued with authority or knowledge to properly approach and handle the ‘device.’ Moses being one as well as some priests, just like its Egyptian counterpart.

Just as we have our current language and colloquialisms in every culture, tongues were even more varied in antiquity, and even in medieval times. When these ancient books were found in earlier centuries through the deciphering of those books in more recent centuries, it is obvious to any thinking person that interpretations have the highest likelihood than not of being misinterpreted. How much depends on the Catholic Church releasing the information they’ve had passed through Rome from Alexandria if you know your history (& if you listened to my podcast about these rapist MFers). Both times. Trust and believe the good shit wasn’t burned. It’s under watchful eyes. Not to give a history lesson but we have to remember that societies throughout the Mediterranean and some parts of the Middle East subscribed to paganism. Earlier before/when the catholic church was in its birth and infancy as part of the Theodosian and Constantine religious changes and solidifying church and state’s compounded powers, Rome was largely pagan. So beliefs or any practices outside of this edict was persecuted until Catholicism dominated (why were these people so damn violent?).

I say the information given in the Bible is “sketchy” because the books in the cannon were cherry-picked, alongside what was left in and further added to these books. If you really know the Bible, you know that there are lots of mentions of things but very rarely expounded. Then, over time, the specific matters that were left out, which were just as important as the remaining pieces, were then considered heresy, ‘occultish’, or flat out demonized. As we also see, hypocrisy is rampant throughout the Bible as is with alleged “Christians” in this country. The biggest examples are pagan acts and worship that are exhibited clearly in their reverence to saints, in ‘holy’ celebrations like Easter and Christmas, and using pagan symbols like the cross which are/were used in many cultures to represent different things *before the founding of Christianity and especially now with the increase of challenges to this mode of being – finally seeing the truth over and through what we’ve been brainwashed to believe for almost forever and a week.

Feed into your affinities. You never know where they will lead you or how they can help someone outside of you in the rest of the world. Additionally, time is relative. Time meant something different in antiquity. However, there’s no more time. We need to be working to be better now. We seem to be going in the wrong direction. The beauty in the dark is the light it indirectly brings forth. How else would we find and have light when we’re already in the dark, or r

Support the show

Always remember, you are needed & you are loved! Bring your best & highest you to every table. Check out my book & website on how to get there, my lovelies! Also, if you like the info you're receiving, donate so I can keep coming harder... and with better sound.





Book: Bit.ly/Whogivesaf
Social Media & web: @weaverofmyweb