we tried to fake it for our pretty fears

we tried to say it but the mouth is ghost

its in us

chin up

i tried to name it when i couldn't feel

i looked all over but it seemed too long

it was a tickle right behind my eyes

it took a river to un-break it all

we let the light between subliminal

escape from pages meant to dose a room

a bullet point became black and blue

until it shifted into sunset moods

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原曲：桜色の海を泳いで

this is a scratch track/demo for a split I am doing with my friend fukkan that I started this week

here is the original song:

› lyrics‹ lyricsDays  after you ‘ve left from me

my heart feels so hollow

nights every nights I remember you

before I close my eyes

beneath the sky where petals fall

thinkin your one question

“to be stronger,to be wiser

So what do you need?”

time when the cherry blossoms is blooming

I remember what you said

sometimes it makes me confused

so let me know what it means

it’s so too late, it’s so too far

it’s hard for me to understand

Can I make it a task till this winter?

I’ve tried so hard,I’ve tried so hard,

I’ve tried so hard to call your name

you will not come you will not come

guess I won’t know til this winter

I cannot grasp,I cannot grasp,

I cannot grasp the “meaning” you told

You’re just a little “mean”, aren’t you?

[訳]

君が去ってから、私の心には穴が開いちゃった

毎晩、瞳を閉じる前に君の事を思いだすよ

花びらが舞う空の下で君の質問を考えている

「強くなるには、賢くなるには、何が必要？」

桜が咲く頃に　君が行った事を思いだす

たまに私は混乱するんだ

意味を教えてよ

遅すぎた　遠すぎた

私には難しすぎた

この冬までの宿題ってことで良い？

がんばって　がんばって

がんばって君の名前を呼ぼうとした

でも君は来ない　君は来ない

この冬までのお預けってこと？

わからない　わからないよ　

わからないよ　君の言葉の”意味”が

君は少し”いじわる”だ

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Last minute track, as always. I had _no_ idea what to do. Listened to old Pokémon soundtracks and noodled a bit on the Exquis in E Dorian, and suddenly some chords popped up. Most of it actually happened in the last hour or so before the deadline. Spontaneous texting and singing over an almost finished track. I hope the mix isn't too awful, but I listened to it a few times and it seems fine?

› Lyrics‹ Lyrics

Green is the voice

Green is the sea

Green is blue

Green is me

Green is the voice

Green the sea

Green is blue

Green is me

Green is the voice

Green is the sea

Blue is green

And green is me

Green the voice

Green the sea

Green is blue

Is green, is me

Green voice

Green sea

Green blue

Green me

Green voice

Green sea

Green blue

Green me

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Written entirely on Dirtywave M8 Tracker

Light mastering in Audacity (normalizing/limiting/compressing).

A continuation of last week's track's outro, which was the previous week's outro, which was the previous week's outro, which... That's the 5th in a row!

Another week, 85 seconds of music made in an hour, finishing the track 10 minutes before the deadline, no sweat (just a little).

I guess it means that by the middle of the year, I'll come up with tracks even faster than artists in the Against the Clock YouTube series.

Thanks for listening anyway!

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Discovered head lice in one of the kid's hair on Sunday afternoon and the subsequent faff of treating and combing everyone's hair left a little less time for my usual last-minute weekly beat effort!

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this one has a whole second part i didn't arrange yet but ran out of time whoops

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Hey, I was on-call for work this week, which is not super conducive to make a finished track. You can hear the process of me trying here. This is another example of me using the Dirtywave M8 as mostly a Portastudio. Other sound sources are an armrest, a wooden pick box, two harmonicas (C and G), a jaw harp, a frog guiro/rasp, a cheap tourist wooden flute, and slide electric guitar.

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