Boo!
I wanted to combine the slower paced instrumental ambient stuff I've been doing with metal. That, and continue to experiment. I'm pretty happy with the dynamics of this track. The vocals were super last minute, as I was waiting for my wife to go down to the park with our dog before I got to doing the death metal vocals (Born to scream, forced to wait for alone time).
I wrote a lot of these lyrics in the movie theater watching Iron Lung, lol. Not because it was boring or anything, quite the opposite actually. The movie was super atmospheric and reminded me a lot of Event Horizon's cosmic horror mixed with the oppressive atmosphere of Alien. Highly recommend. The lyrics aren't about the movie though and are actually a personal reflection.
This weekend was super awesome. I got to see my all-time favorite band, Kayo Dot, here in Tucson. I think the last time they performed here was back around 2008 or something crazy far back. The show was stellar and massively fucking inspiring. I brought as many friends as I could to experience it with me and we had a great time. I go to speak with Toby Driver at length for a while after the show too, and then my friends and I went out to a late night dinner to get some grub. I feel like I'm on cloud nine, I just had such a memorable time and it made me happy. I need to get together with my friends more often and get things going with getting a band together so I can start performing this music.
› Lyrics‹ Lyrics
Fall!
And in the stillness we wait for the cosmos to swallow us whole
And then
silence
Retreating deep into that quiet dark
Those deafening thoughts fade and become dull
A blue phosphene orb drifts in on wisps of ether
Like a sprightly candle flame freed from the prison of its wick
Tempting focus, feigning disinterest
A glimpse of that inner light takes the shape of a rose
The semblance of self sought for so long
The uncaged heart meeting the soul
Please, don’t forget this
The illusion fades and all becomes clear
Never to be alone
Peace in sleep, immersed in void
No draught of Lethe to drown what’s found within
› Additional fun fact‹ Additional fun fact
Oh, it almost slipped my mind, but this song is actually a really old tune I wrote! Something that was never fully realized, so I guess I wanted to get a decent demo of it done, especially because the song itself was written around the time I was first getting into kayo dot. Here's a video of me playing it back in 2010.
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