A Journey of Balancing Life:
Reflecting on 2023, I recall the podcasts from 2022 that delved into personal journeys. Those episodes helped me learn how to balance various aspects of my life.
One of the most memorable experiences of 2023 was when God lifted the burden of grief from my shoulders. In 2020, I lost my father, and the pain and anger towards God lingered. Despite prayers and fasting, the loss occurred, and resentment grew.
Seeking Answers and God's Response:
Throughout 2020, questions tormented me. Why did God allow it despite our prayers? Why show us signs without preventing the loss? The grief consumed me, and anger festered.
The turning point came in 2023 when God spoke to me, saying, "Blessed is he that is not offended by me." This profound statement marked a shift in my perspective.
Through this experience, I learned that our trials often lead to doubts about God's goodness. The devil attempts to convince us that God doesn't care or answer prayers. However, the lesson is clear—whatever God does is good and perfect.
Gratitude in All Circumstances:
The Biblical admonition to "give thanks in everything" (1 Thessalonians 5:18) became a guiding principle. Gratitude isn't a requirement; it's an acknowledgment that God, who knows the future, is in control.
Trusting God Despite Lack of Understanding:
Even when I don't comprehend the why, I choose to trust God. In Hebrews 10, patience is highlighted. After giving thanks, waiting patiently is part of doing the will of God.
Approaching Grief Differently:
In 2023, I approached grief differently. I surrendered it to God, recognizing that my understanding is limited. I dropped the burden at His feet, choosing to trust Him completely.
The Role of Scripture in Healing:
Studying the word of God played a vital role in addressing grief. The Bible brought clarity and comfort that I hadn't found in previous years.
Encouragement for Those Grieving:
To those grieving, my advice is simple: God loves you, understands your pain, and comprehends even the depths of your heartache. Surrender everything to Him, for He holds the future.
As we step into 2024, let's entrust our burdens to God, knowing that His plans for us are good, and He will never intentionally inflict pain. Thank you for having me, and may this podcast continue to impact lives positively.