After coping through different mechanisms after the homicide of my brother, I am left thinking “what now?”. What happens now that all the chaos and the spiraling stops? What happens when everything has “calmed down?”

In this episode, I’m talking about what happened with my boyfriend at the time during the holidays, how I was dealing with my anxiety and taking medication, the reunion of the reality show I was in, and feeling something for the first time as I was traveling in Mexico.

In this episode I’m covering:

• Coping and wondering what happens next [00:01:03]
• Dealing with my anxiety and changes in the medication [00:06:00]
• My boyfriend, Holiday celebrations and the laundry list of events going on in my life [00:08:45]
• The Reality Show Reunion [00:23:15]
• Getting a new job and traveling to Mexico[00:44:30]
• Feeling for the first time [00:49:26]

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