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"Like elevator doors closing and whatever was on that floor is what you're going to think of when you go down to the first floor. So as I was going to bed, I was lying in my bed, lights off, eyes closed, all of that. And this is it. And I promise you, this is it. I just said to myself, my nails are long and pretty. When I'm nervous, you know, I flick my fingers, and that's what I do now."