As the one-year mark of his husband’s death approaches, Wyatt Hendricks joins me to talk about what grief really looks like after a sudden, public loss. We explore awkward moments, unrealistic expectations, and what it means to carry your person through the first year—and beyond.

Some grief days look like tears and breakdowns. Others look like not getting out of bed. In this episode, I talk about my ‘black pajama days’—where the term came from, how they feel, the guilt that follows, and why they’re a valid part of grieving. If you’re in one right now, you’re not alone. 

The night before my husband died, we barely spoke—and I wore an ugly bonnet. The next morning, he kissed me goodbye and went for a walk he never came back from. In this first episode of Widowish, I share the story of the last time I saw him alive. It’s raw. It’s real. And it’s where this journey begins.