Wild Soul Medicine Radio w/ Jody England

I have been feeling you all so deeply these last days. Your warm hearts, your fierce spirits, your intense desire to care for your loved ones and meet the demands of the holiday season while walking a spiritual path.

I am struck by the irony of the conflict of walking a spiritual path AND celebrating the holidays.

I found myself railing against the seemingly disparate pulls of my own desire to experience sacred holiness, open hearted joy, and peaceful connection juxtaposed against the external barrage of materialism, falseness, emptiness, and rush of nearly everyone and everything around me.

How am I creating this? How do I keep getting sucked into it or feel like I have to completely withdraw to avoid it?

It can feel like swimming upstream to hold the center of our Beingness while engaging with so many competing energies.

I wondered if it served us to come together this week for Wild Soul Medicine Radio.

Is it just one more thing to add to Our to do list, will it contribute to the bustle, does it serve more to just give ourselves the spaciousness of this hour to do the things that are pressing?

And sometimes crossing things off of our list makes sense and really does serve our freedom.

And sometimes… by some Christmas Miracle we transcend the list itself and Come Together in the most potent and meaningful way to Do the thing that rights the entire system and lands us back in the center of our Soul.

THAT thing must never be relegated to a line on a list.

Without THIS, we can never do enough, process enough, or sacrifice enough to be filled.

Drop in with me this week for a brief and highly potent dose of Wild Soul Medicine Radio to tune yourself back into your own personal station of Sacred and Holy.

If you only have 15 minutes begin here:

(15:45) A Christmas Meditation

Be With your Soul as you give your Self the gift of Presence.

I invite you to find a quiet space, a cup of warm nourishment, and a cozy blanket as you settle in to listen with the deepest part of your Being.

It’s Christmas, Solstice, and Spiritual New Year right here in this moment.

Do you hear it?

Bring your holy light and sacred rememberings to The Tribe. We’re celebrating Wild Soul style.
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I’ve missed you… and I haven’t. I’m excited to be back with you today… and I’d rather do a million other things. I’m interested in what has been transpiring for you… and I don’t have an ounce of bandwidth for it.

For months I have been straddling the both/and in a really uncomfortable way. It’s like I’m fully Here AND fully There. SO. MUCH. GOOD is happening. Mysteries, downloads, sacred re-memberings, magical experiences, miracles a minute. AND epic betrayals, senseless violence, deep disappointments, and grueling interactions with obsolete structures...

The volatility between the channels is so swift and resounding it feels like being in a riptide churned round and round while being bashed against the sharpest rocks.

The New Earth is here. The codes have been activated, the up level has begun.

AND

The Old Structures are still in place. The 3D density of the World Past still stands in our midst.

It truly is a time of straddling a range unlike any we have ever been called to span before.

The highest highs and the lowest lows are all on the menu right now.

Love and Fear are being distorted. The most dark and fearful energies are hurting others in the name of “love” in the confusion over what is real and where purchase can be found. Those who struggle with control or aren’t settled deeply in them Selves will struggle to find something to grab onto.

Like desperately drowning swimmers, The Scared and The Lost are grabbing for the Life Guards. Using whatever tethers they can find to pull and fasten themselves to something Real.

It is a fascinating time to be Alive and on the forefront of consciousness.

We are being called into ever more trust of THIS moment. Detaching from knowing or seeing what came before or after. Putting plank after plank into the bridge of Here And There in order to smooth the transition and provide a solid expanse of footing. Focusing on just this next plank rather the entire bridge or the misty endpoints of its origin or termination.

As Winter Solstice approaches, we are entering the last days of the darkest of the dark.

I stand with you here as a Lighthouse to guide the way.

I cannot rescue you or swim out to save you. I can only further root and resource myself here on the shore, allowing the Truth of Who I Am to be a Beacon for your own Return.

On Wild Soul Medicine Radio this week, we convened to explore the vast range of experience that is moving through Us. As we Be With what is and fortify our core so that we might stand together as a constellation of inextinguishable light in the uncertainty of the Transfiguration that is upon us.

Some moments to listen for:
(5:00) “The new earth is here. The coding is available… the dynamics are unfurling in so many beautiful places and ways.”

(10:00) Spanning the Chasm of Here and There

(18:30) My Ojai: Vision Quest

(28:00) The Red Haired Shaman - Dreaming in Real Life

(54:10) Your Permission Slip

POTENT DOSE
2 minute Medicine for your Soul: http://bit.ly/potent-dose-expanding

If you missed it live, I invite you to come as you are. Just put the plank in front of your foot to make your way Here.

We’ll continue to take one step at a time together.

We are riding the waves together in The Tribe. It's so much better with good company.

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These last weeks have been an intense experience of purification for me. In the wake of a deep betrayal by one of my closest inner circle, I have been thrust into the fires of grief, despair, depression, and rage.

I have felt the burn of eons and eons of cellular memory incinerating the most sacred altars of sacrifice and self responsibility in my system.

I’ve mourned, retraced my steps, processed, listened, triaged, missed many nights of sleep, comforted others, comforted myself, processed some more, received counsel, wrung my hands, gnashed my teeth, and surrendered over and over again.

And this week I find myself circling, cycling, swirling in the Anger.

I’m pissed. Really pissed. At her, at the world, at pretty much everything.

My dragon wants to rain fire down on the whole fucking thing.

I’ve received a lot of advice from very wise people that I should keep this to myself. I should tone it down, talk only to my inner circle about it and to those most directly affected by it.

I’ve carefully tended my triggers and tried to find my integrity by giving the most balanced assessment of what has gone down.

I’ve been the bigger person, reached for enlightenment, and attempted to allow Zen to rule the day.

But then Kali-Ma whispers into my ear as I sleep. She breathes fire into my heart. She reminds me that the one and only thing I am a stand for is Truth and Transparency.

She says, “Show them ALL of you. Do not shrink from the totality of your experience. This is not FOR them. It is for YOU.”

And I remember…. I remember Who. I. Am.

I am Truth. I am the Light in the Darkness. I am the Darkness Itself.

I do not apologize or minimize for anyone or anything. I do not allow myself to be silenced or muzzled.

I am Angry. I am Triggered. I am Messy. I am Undone.

This week, I fiercely brought ALL of Me to Wild Soul Medicine Radio, because that is all there ever is to do.
Some moments to listen for:

(10:28) We can’t heal the wounds of sisterhood if we keep looking the other way
(13:30) Burning it all down
(20:00) "Just a girl speaking her truth; A soul, Becoming.”
(31:20) “There is no reward for suffering.” - Jesus Christ
(50:20) Find what you can’t lose… and Be Free.

POTENT DOSE
2 minute Medicine for your Soul: http://bit.ly/potent-dose-angrrrrr

If you are scared of your own Wholeness, maybe sit this week out.

Otherwise, grab your mug of courage and meet me there.

Our discussion of Anger, Truth, Wholeness and all things Wild Soul continues in The Tribe. Pull up a chair… things are just getting good.

www.wildsoultribe.com

The turbulence of our world has taken center stage in recent days. The divisions among us have become stark and sharp. Fear, anger, and uncertainty are sweeping currents of unease throughout our communities, our countries, and our hearts.

When I received news of the events in Paris, I was in the middle of an exquisite cocoon of sisterhood and love. We were half way into a weekend of ceremony exploring the mysteries of the Universe, excavating our own wounded places, and bringing ourselves into harmony - inside and out.

It was a poignant reminder of just how vital our Soul Work is. The urgency for creating Wholeness and Integration in our world presses fervently at our doorstep. Pushing, pulling, beseeching us to Come Together.

In these days, we are not just called to come together to hold a candle and say some prayers. Standing for peace, posting our solidarity, and railing against the perpetrators are not enough.

We are being called into Radical Individual Togetherness.

The way to DO something about the violence and disharmony outside of us is to SEE, KNOW, and HEAL the violence and disharmony inside of us.

And from that place, to practice and refine our ability to be in collaboration and community with others who are doing the same.

It is complex, this dance of unity. A highly intelligent conversation of discernment, experimentation, trial and error.

Those of us on the leading edge are just beginning to explore the nuances of union.

When do we choose community over self?
What do we do when my Truth conflicts with your Truth?
How do we navigate growing at different paces?
Where are we left when you want something that I don’t?

On Wild Soul Medicine Radio this week, we explored the depth and breadth of this conversation. The violence in our world is a portal into the deeper place, where our attention may be more effectively placed.

Some moments to listen for:
(11:30) Violence against the self

(13:50) Will love be able to rule this planet?

(16:00) We can’t keep avoiding that deep part of us. We can’t stop looking at our shadows, can’t run in the opposite direction… we must go inward with a gentle gaze.

(19:00) Togetherness vs. To-Get-Her-ness

(34:03-36:35) Honor the divide

POTENT DOSE
2 minute Medicine for your Soul: http://bit.ly/potent-dose-togetherness

Let us bring our Essence to the Altar of Togetherness, sisters. Through each courageous act of seeing and being with our own darkness, we shall light a candle of Unity that serves as a beacon of hope for our Ultimate Togetherness as a humanity.

I pray for Our Return.

In January of this year, I was blessed to begin a deep personal walk with a beloved Soul who desired support in exploring Divine Union.

Each week for 9 months we convened for the deepest Soul work. We excavated the layers of disconnect, compassionately tended the wounded places, and adventured into the mystery of Becoming.

In the process, she navigated a conscious divorce, left her home of 13 years, activated her sacred gifts of seeing and healing on cosmic levels, and had the exquisite experience of really meeting Her Self as the light of a Soul she is.

As with all Divine Unions, we set out with a loose vision and continued to follow where the path led. We sat with the discomfort, embraced the hardness, and held hands at the edge of the abyss.

And somewhere along the way, we fell in love. With ourselves, with each other, and with the Divine In Us and As Us.

As it turns out, we are meant for each other.

On Wild Soul Medicine this week, I introduced you to this magikal, playful, light-filled Being who is some fundamental part of my DNA.

Our journey together is crazy wild and all kinds of Soul.

I seriously could not love this woman more than I do.

Listen in and surely you'll fall in love with her too.

(21:30) Conscious Divorce - Is it possible?

(28:30) The Secret thing you MUST know about shadow

(40:00) Lessons in a Love Note

(49:15) A Homecoming into Divine Sisterhood.

POTENT DOSE
2 Minute Medicine: https://soundcloud.com/jody-england/wild-soul-medicine-radio-union

This week’s show is a love story about Union, innocence, grace, divine sisterhood and so much more.

If you are called to experience your own personal journey into Essence or to be held in exploration of your own stuck or tender places, email [email protected] to begin a conversation with Ginny. We delight in supporting your Becoming.

XO

Greetings, Sister,

On the heels of our very potent and darkness-embracing portal of Dying last week, I’ve been deeply in it.

So have you.

I’ve witnessed your courageous shares of deep letting go, the angst-ridden inquiries of what/where/how to free yourself next, your wise awareness of the pieces and patterns that no longer serve.


I am honored to stand with you in the Becoming.

And…

I thought all this dying would feel better somehow. I wanted to be past it, to cross a finish line with it. To come THIS week and talk about something happier, more, um… ALIVE.

But the medicine continued to bring its wisdom. I can do nothing but pull up a chair and be its student.

It is curious, this “in between” feeling. In my experience it is expressing as a sort of general malaise.

An uncomfortable feeling of “not ok-ness” with an unclear origin or cause.

In the midst of it, my impulse is to duck and cover.  I don’t feel like I have anything to offer anyone. I want to be alone. 

Yes, I see how this is "just-like-the-plants-and-the-turn-of-the-wheel-and-here-comes-the-fallow-state" and all of that.

But, I hadn’t found my surrender to that yet.

Instead, I found myself cleaning out closets that didn’t really need it, eating too much Halloween candy, and staying in bed hours after I woke up.

So on this week’s show, I went in claiming my Truth. “I love you and I have just enough for me right now. I hope that’s ok with you.”

I showed up just to Be With You in the experience of our mutual “Meh.”

Nothing to fix or figure out. No relief to chase. Simply the comfort of Sisterhood as we felt the rough edges and peered into the abyss.
 
What happened in our Togetherness was poignant, freeing, and oh so Untamed.
 
Some moments to listen for:
(21:05) Softness, for myself, in this space
 
(11:10) The fundamental way it can never be right
 
(29:02) Letting ourselves off the hook

(42:37) New self: Old structure… How to make it work
 
POTENT DOSE: http://bit.ly/wsmr-meh

2 minute Medicine for your Soul:


Thank you for standing with me in the naked truth of where I was this week. As it turns out, many of you were standing there right along with me.
 
Join us in the Tribe to see what I mean. This is our most enlivening, raw, and real conversation so far and it continues to unfold.  Our freedom lies in our ability to ability to honor exactly where we are and exactly where we aren’t in any moment.
 
Lend your voice to the conversation, sister. We’re “meh-ing” it up over here and it feels SO much better with company.

I missed Being with you in our usual way last week. It was a big adventure for me to travel to LA, stretch all my comfort zones and give my first live and in person talk in about 5 years.

If you haven’t watched it yet, you can do so here. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dFrMK3X4bEM

By all accounts, it “turned out.” Actually, in my opinion, it was a full on home run.

I was happy with it. REALLY happy.

I worked my shit, showed up real, and did my thing.

I celebrated, basked in miracles, ate some amazing food, communed with friends then traveled home ready for my next Big Creation.

That’s when life happened.

Or Death.

As I re-entered the atmosphere of my regular life I was met with the distinct change of seasons that literally occurred while I was gone. Suddenly it was rainy and dark. The winds of late autumn had begun to blow.

My friend who stayed with our kids while we were away had to leave early because both of her children had gotten ill, our furnace had stopped working, there was a strange undefined smell of decay in our house, a dear friend was deep in a trial of faith and emergence, and I started my moon under the Full Moon.

I clung to my positive feelings about What I Had Just Done. I allowed these “inconveniences” to roll off my back like water. I kept moving toward trying to be as happy as I had been in California.

As my resolve wavered, I began to entertain silent conversations with my ego.
"I would still be Good if not for All of This. These people... these other energies that aren't mine. Yuck. Ick. Come ON everyone! Sheesh..."

It all culminated Monday morning when I took an herbal supplement to ease the severity of my menstrual cramps and ended up on the most intense and totally unexpected 10 hour journey into exploring Death in a most up close and personal way.

It wasn’t a physical death. In some ways that might have been easier. This was something altogether different - like nothing I’ve experienced before.

It was so dark and potent that I actually didn’t know what to make of it until Wednesday morning.

I wasn’t planning on sharing it at all. I was actually holding some shame about telling anyone about it ever.

But then… my wise advisors started holding up their gentle mirrors and I slowed enough to listen to the signs that had been presenting themselves since I got on that plane home.

I woke up. To Death.

The dark visitor that h ad been standing so persistently at my doorstep.

You won't believe what was waiting for me when I finally yielded to the knock, knock, knocking at the door.

Listen to the replay for some serious Samhain reflection on Wild Soul Medicine Radio this week. http://www.spreaker.com/user/wild_soul_medicine_radio

If you only have 5 minutes, here’s a POTENT DOSE to drop you in.

http://bit.ly/potent-dose-dying

This one’s for all of us - particularly if you’d rather run the other direction.

It’s Spiritual New Year, sisters. There is much to burn on the pyre of Becoming.

See you there.

We are standing together in our courage as we watch the fires burn. Join us there, Beloved. You don’t have to do this alone.

What a dramatic several weeks it has been! I wasn’t sure I was ever going to return to a “normal” state of operating (you know the kind where you can form complete sentences and communicate with actual language instead of just vibrations…)

I have loved every minute of it. The wild expansion, the heart pounding intensity, and the vast undoing of, well, Everything.

Thank you for Being with me through it. While delightful and so welcome… it certainly hasn’t been easy.

It was beautiful medicine for my Soul to be able to share the immensity of my Self with you as a Portal into your own these last several episodes.

I am in deep gratitude for our meeting There.

And this week I was called to meet you where you are.
Mercury has gone direct and so have I.

On Wild Soul Medicine yesterday, I came with some straight talk for you.
Good old fashioned plain English (or as close as my Essence comes to that) about:

•Receiving guidance
•Needs v. desires
•The ego and the Soul
•Money and…
•Some fiery love just for good measure

(8:29) How to know if you are in contact with genuine guidance
(14:15) A Time for Undone and a Time to Come Together
(32:51) Where I blew it on last week’s show
(36:36) The enslavement of needs
(52:29) Your sign from the Universe

Our brilliance can play on many levels and bringing our wholeness to bear is what is on tap for today. 

So, Beloved, let’s DO this thing.

Come get loved up. It's what I do.

Links referenced in this episode: http://www.soulfulmoneymedicine.com

This week I find myself feeling deeply grounded, boundlessly expansive and so, so clear.

My mid-wifing culminated Monday with the single most important Soul reclamation of my journey so far. Since the show last week I have been reveling in the mystery, wrestling with missing pieces, sleuthing emerging threads, and Returning myself Home.

I hadn't even really had words for the shift since then. Just silence and Arrival.

The seed of my Soul... finally, finally Here.

At peace. In love. As love.

This, Sisters. This.

I woke early yesterday to a magical fog blanketing my sacred land. It beckoned me to come be held in its wisdom.

As I rested there, I found the perfect balance between simultaneously experiencing the vastness AND the focalization of All That I Am.

I want this for you. I want it for Us.

For each one of us to Become a beacon of light in the darkness. To find our Selves and know our Selves at the deepest levels.

To shaman our own Souls.

On Wild Soul Medicine this week, I showed up for one of the deepest Soul Conversations we’ve had yet. Everything I had planned to say ended up being thrown out the window in favor of a completely unexpected heart fire of Love from my Soul to yours.

I had planned to talk with you about the re-opening of the Soulful Money Medicine course. The episode was scheduled to be an offering of this potent conversation to those of you who haven’t yet had the opportunity to join us there.

But, as so often happens on the path of the Evolutionary, I showed up with what was present and alive in me instead and rode the wave of a decidedly unorthodox, UN-Launch of epic proportions.

You’ll have to listen in to see what went down...

Join me to play in a Soulgasm of connection with hearts yearning to find our way.

The portals are open, bridges await, and whole worlds are Coming Undone.

Let’s steady ourselves together and make our way ready for receiving the deepest medicine of our Wild Soul.

Meet me there.

P.S. The Soulful Money Medicine portal is now open. Whether you ultimately decide to join us or not is irrelevant. Receive the activation that is available simply by putting yourself in the space of the conversation. Go visit the page and listen to the stirring in your Soul. Each step on the journey is whole and complete. Take the first one now.

http://www.soulfulmoneymedicine.com

The Dawn of the New Earth is upon us. Our dance with evolution has been infused with grace.

Words are too slow and inconsequential for All we stand in the midst of.

Light abounds.

Some of us still linger at the edge of the threshold wondering what to make of all of it.

Our old ways beckon, our ego stamps its feet demanding to KNOW what this change is about.

Our Soul presses Her face against the door of our heart, yearning to embody the magic embryos of transmission fizzing and floating through our system.

An Energetic Translation is being called forth.

It is beyond words. It is an experience... an activation. An opening of the most exquisite gift of Becoming.
Cross the bridge between There and Here on Wild Soul Medicine Radio today.

All that is required is for you to make space to meet me there in your sovereignty. The language of this sacred translation is best received in reverence and spaciousness with no distraction.

I await you with Openness.

And So. Much. Love.