Wild Soul Medicine Radio w/ Jody England

We have officially entered Fall and it is nice to have found this next gear. Not only a new season on the calendar but a new season for humanity.

This one’s a big deal.

Last week we talked about the intensity of navigating this In Between energy as we straddle the Old and the New - waiting for and assimilating the huge upgrades of energy that are being streamed into our consciousness right now.

It has been an exhilarating, confusing, nerve frazzling, mind opening ride these last weeks and we are nearing the grand crescendo here in the next several days.

I have discovered that I tend to process cosmic and collective energies a few days in advance of when they happen. It’s what I’m built for and is part of my Tracker mechanism.

I’m learning to embrace that gift and use it to serve those who are following my lead.

Today I bring good news… The other side of this up level is SO worth it!

I feel such a sense of peace and certainty. It’s like everything (truly everything) is lining up. Things I have worked for and on for years are finding purchase.

My life is hitting on all cylinders and the possibilities for expansion seem infinite.

Underneath all of this synchronicity and growth is the sense of being fundamentally Loved and Supported by the Universe.

This is a brand new gear for me. I have struggled mightily with learning the language of support.

It is the shadow of my Great Mother. I have been much more comfortable being the SupportER versus the SupportED.

In every area of my life I have leaked energy, hit my head against the wall, and shaken my fist at God lamenting the experience of No One Helping Me.

My Soul was exhausted.

And Then… Blessed Be. This new harmonic arrives and suddenly my system not only speaks the language of support. It is FLUENT in it.

I feel like I’ve been on the front lines of the battle field for centuries and finally… FINALLY the Calvary just crested the hill behind me.

And they are Glorious.

I am present to a fundamental rewiring of my system that actually allows me to feel the support that surrounds me - both physically and ethereally.

It is a deep knowing that the entire Universe is conspiring on my behalf.

I have never felt better.

In the show, I share my journey of opening to Support and build a bridge for us to understand and receive the transmission of cosmic Support that is on its way, Sister.

Your Cosmic Support Team wants you to know that the Veil is Thin and Support is Near.

The Portals are Open.

This is the full version of our WSMR theme song. Written by the uber talented, Jess Johnson. It is a mantra, an anthem, a prayer, and a blessing for the Wild Souls of women everywhere. Rock On, Sister.

The cosmos is having its way with me this week. I don’t know that I’ve ever felt the astrological energies as potently as I have this month and I have no choice but to pay attention.

Although “paying attention” is really an understatement... In reality I feel like I’m simply along for this thrill coaster of a ride.

Whether you follow the stars or not, you’ve undoubtedly been experiencing the effects of the cosmic shifts that are occurring at this potent threshold.

For me, the outer manifestation is a purgatory of projects that are finishing and new ones that are not yet begun. It is doors opening on promising possibilities and sticky minutia of old completions hanging on.

In my system it feels like the revving of an engine just before it shifts gears or the intense jangle in the nervous system as you are waiting for new medicine to kick in.

It is intense… and uncomfortable.

I find myself pulled ever inward, cycling wildly between, “I’m ok, all is well,” and “Holy shit!! You/that/they/this is SO Annoying! What needs to be DONE about that?!”

I’m talking moment to moment here. It’s a little schizophrenic feeling and completely in alignment with what our planet is preparing for in these next couple of weeks.

So what can we do as we bide our time between letting go of the old and the welcome download of the new?

How do we discharge this build up of energetic static electricity in order to save our nervous system from blowing every fuse or our ego from blowing up those poor souls who might be standing next to us?

I have a few ideas. And I shared them on Wild Soul Medicine this week.

I talked about the In Betweenness I am standing in the midst of and held space for Us to meet each other there.

As you listen to the replay, I wish you clarity around whether there is anything to be done about it as you peer into the possibilities of what may be on the other side of All of This.

Here are a few highlights:

3:10 In Between

9:30 Why you can't seem to find a gear

12:06 Cosmic Alignment around Huge Shifts in Consciousness this month

20:13 The marriage between Creation and Destruction

30:14 Chainsaws in my nervous system!

33:33 What's a woman TO DO?

43:07 What your Soul said "Hell Yes!" to

In our irritability, our uncertainty, our yearning, and our Peace let us continue to come together to tend what is ours to tend and prepare ourselves for welcoming the expansion of Grace in all the realms.

I’m feeling internal this week. After last week’s show about emancipating myself from my birth family I cocooned myself in quiet reflection.

I responded to very few of the beautiful e-mails and texts that came in from those who love and support me. I am learning that one of the hallmarks of truly allowing love and support means that you can just let it wrap you up in softness and not actually have to DO anything in return.

I am still feeling tender and also strong. I am navigating the unmooring of the loss of what has been an essential orientation for my whole Being.

I’m taking it slow.

That is the way with evolutionaries. While we are fundamentally programmed to push the edges and leap tall buildings in a single bound, we also require Deep Rest.

Soulful pauses to exhale, recoup, and take stock.

This week is one of those times.

On Wild Soul Medicine Radio this week, we quieted our systems and opened to pause. We allowed ourselves to come to rest in the most delicious and spacious way.

Here are a few highlights:

3:30 Attentional Pausing

5:38 Stuck in a Moment

9:35 How much are you getting done?

14:20 Energy Exercise: The Call to Stillness

Amidst the turbulence of impending eclipses (of the cosmic and 3D kind), we can create a safe haven for our Selves to find respite.

And from this place the birth of whole new worlds finds space to emerge.

If you have not had a chance to listen in yet, bring your frazzled nerves, your over-filled agenda, and your adrenalized heart to this place of Rest.

I’ll be waiting for you there with open arms.

The full moon in Pisces was unrelenting in her illumination of the shadows of my shadows that she brought powerfully forward over this last weekend.

I tried to duck and hide. At times the intensity of the buzz felt so potent I wondered if I might be vibrated apart by it.

And, in a way… I was.

A synchronistic event with my daughter at school, mushroom clouded into a family system apocalypse with my extended family. Some of you may have had a window into it if you were following my Facebook page during the exchange.

It culminated in me emancipating myself from my family of origin. Parents, siblings, and in-laws… we are officially on separation by my internal and external proclamation.

What a complex journey this is!

I have navigated this increasingly tense and dissonant family constellation for the last 10 years. Tending my triggers, growing into my Essence, finding my way to love more and judge less.

I have taken my medicine over and over again.

So, how did I know that NOW was the time to take this more drastic and possibly permanent step? What clarity can be found in a decision to step out of relationship with someone you still love and care for?

On this week’s Wild Soul Medicine Radio Show I shared my story.

I told you what I’ve learned about sovereignty, attachments, fear, love and Truth with a capital T.

This one is still pretty tender, and I showed up to be witnessed in my liberation and held in my grief.

If you have time to listen in, it would feel beautiful to have you witness.

This week has been one of spaciousness and revelation for me. After our Red Tent for Mothers last week, I dropped into Being With my Self, my husband, my land, and my work.

It has been beautiful to entertain this space of vast openness and deep listening. It is a requirement for my sanity and growth.

From the sacred space of my wild sanctuary, I’ve been loving, seeing, reflecting and expanding.

So much is unfurling in my awareness.

It doesn’t all start out as love and light, though. The best inquiries often begin with a problem or complaint.

In fact, our deepest “problems” are our most potent portals for freedom.

One such inquiry for my husband and me this week was around the things that annoy us about our children.

Yep. We go there. It has to be done. All awarenesses are invited here.

As we laid out our complaints and named the things we “can’t stand” -- an opening of epic proportions occurred.

It was so profound and filled with grace, I continue to bask in the miracle of receiving it.

I told our Tribe all about it on the show this week.

PREVIEW: It had to do with my son’s collection of Touchdown Dances and the medicine he’s been trying to get both my husband and I to swallow for weeks…

But, this revelation wasn’t just for me. It was for Us.

Our children, our partners, our parents… Every person we are in relationship with is a portal for freedom and awareness.

In fact, we couldn’t wake up without them. Most of us believe we are waking up in spite of them, but we couldn’t be further from the Truth.

On Wild Soul Medicine this week I talked about leaning in to those troubled relationships and looking into the mirror of self reflection presented there.

Here are a few highlights:

7:50 That's my Boy... meet Indigo Aidan

16:10 A poolside epiphany

17:30 The miracle medicine of the Touchdown Dance

21:00 My daughter's Medicine for her Gallant Dad

23:00 The best way to try on one of your own projections

29:11 Energy Exercise: Byron Katie's Judge Your Neighbor Worksheet

38:20 Quantum Physics Tip - How to Change Annoying People

42:00 Jennifer Medicine: I can't stand my homeless adult son because...

On the other side of this practice is so much forgiveness, peace, and freedom. Not only for you, but for those blessed placeholders of Return to Essence in our lives.

There is gold here for Us, Sisters.

I awoke before 6:00 am on Wednesday morning to get my children up and off to school. Both of them are attending a new building this year as they enter their trepidatious sixth and seventh grade years.

It is a mixed bag for them. They are beginning to own their freedom and are excited to make new friends and find their place in the world.
Simultaneously they are a bundle of self-consciousness, anxiety, and angst. “Will I get lost? What if no one likes me? What’s my locker combination again?”

I am confident in my children’s ability to navigate their experiences and... as a mother, I feel every ounce of their angst… plus my own.

Crossing the threshold of the start of school brings a lot forward for all of us.

On the surface, most of us handle it like old pros. We buy the clothes and supplies, pack the lunches, arrange the carpool, and drop them off at the door.

Some of us relish the transition as it opens more space for us to be with our Selves and “get some stuff done.”

You know, "a mother’s work is never done" and all that.

And yet, under the surface, there is a whole world of emotions swimming just out of sight. Most of us avoid pausing to Be With the potency of those feelings.

We easily fill the role of Tending the Others, but what about Us? Where do we get to be held and seen in Our Beingness?

When do we get to be tracked as lovingly and diligently as we hold our children?

The invitation doesn’t come round often.

That’s why this one was a Big Deal.

On Wild Soul Medicine this week, I called a Red Tent for all Mothers and Daughters.

You are being called to listen in to the replay and convene with Us in our Beingness - to sift through the myriad complex energies inhabiting our system as we hold on, let go, teach, coach, tend, and Love our children.

We were tending the Tend-ers in this week's show through an Energy Exercise to see what was present.

It was a celebration of our freedom, a deep listening to our innermost whispers, and a compassionate leaning into one another as we drop ourselves off and pick ourselves up at the feet of our Soul.

As always, we plumbed the depths of the Mystery to retrieve the truest parts of our Selves and loved each other fiercely as we sat by the fire of our Becoming.

Last week was IN-TENSE. If you listened to the radio show on Wednesday, you know that I came super triggered, coughed through much of it, and did my best to find a space of clarity within the turmoil of my energetic space.

Well… what happened after the show was Off. The. Hook.

Let me just say, it involved retrieving a past life that completed a Karmic Cycle of EPIC proportions, an angelic healing that reset my entire energy system and opened a portal for the most magically, mind-blowing sexual experience of my life... and too many other miracles to count. (I shared all about it on this show.)

I also tended and navigated more e-mail responses and Wild Soul Medicine activity than from any other previous episode.

Many, many women wrote to me appalled and incensed that someone would dare to steal my work, others reached out to soothe what they thought must be my wounded countenance - to let me know that surely I would be ok and to just trust that no one could really ever steal my work, and there were also several women who courageously and nervously reached out to make sure THEY weren’t the one I had talked about stealing my work.

I was fascinated to watch it all unfold. Like a seismic wave of feminine wound rippling and rolling through our collective.

Clearly the medicine in what seemed like a momentary flare up is a Big Deal for All of Us.

It is the gift that keeps on giving.

So, in service of continuing to explore the awarenesses, shadows, and opportunities for freedom being presented here, we continued in round two of this highly potent and important conversation.

We explored boundaries, fear, selling ourselves out, losing and finding our way, gifts and teachers and so, so much more.

I continue to be surprised and enlivened by where this one is taking us.

I look forward to sitting with you as we sift through the chaff and discover the gems at the bottom of All of This.

Truth. Integrity. Righteousness. Piety.

Guiding tenants, imperative compasses, and potentially shadowy pitfalls for the walk of an Evolutionary.

I woke up on Wednesday morning deeply incensed to discover a woman who has followed my work closely was now copying it very directly in the offering of a “brand new program” that she "just now got clear on."

The vibration was clearly out of alignment with who she is. The words were the weavings from my own Essence being masqueraded as the Truth of another.

It felt shitty. My ego wasn’t happy.

My Soul doesn’t like it either. We can’t grow into our fullness while copying someone else’s.

I reached out for advice and counsel from my Trusted Sisterhood, but no one was available until later.

And so… I showed up in process to explore this Medicine with each of you on the show.

What transpired was profound. At one point, my throat completely closed down in coughing spasms and I used it as a signal to pause and tune in. What came after was a potent message for All of Us.

Truly, this issue is much bigger than one e-mail, one program, or one woman selling herself out.

It is ultimately about healing the shadow of the feminine wound, moving more deeply into the driver's seat of holding our own integrity in ever new and expanding ways.

The copying, witch hunting, stinginess, and finger pointing are just portals for us to find our way to True Freedom.

This episode is a way shower of that for Us.

- What integrity means
- When you need more or less of it
- How to know if you are in the shadow or gift of it
- Where integrity can serve you in all areas of your life - not just when you are launching a program
- And how to dance with it in a way that invites you into it rather than punishes you for not being there already
Here are a few highlights:

10:10 Integrity Defined

14:47 The problem with us holding each other's integrity

15:00 - 19:43 Listen to me struggle through the physical manifestation that keeps tugging at my throat to get my attention... I missed it for about 4 minutes... Then FINALLY stopped to TUNE In.

20:00 ENERGY EXERCISE: The Danger and Trauma of Truth

23:58 A Magikal Download

32:20 Micro Integrities

38:36 The surprising pitfall of receiving Adoration

43:41 Enough is Enough

46:04 Being a Fierce Stand for Yourself

52:00 Some guidelines for supporting our Exchange as Essence

This show is not what you think. It is filled with gentle grace, fiery calls to action, and so. much. love.

It's not about calling each other OUT but holding space to call Ourselves More Forward. I look forward to hear what's moving in you once you've had a chance to listen in.

We blew the technology again! I'm learning that Source has a way of letting me know quite clearly when a shift is needed... by closing down the regular channels of communication abruptly - and COMPLETELY.

On Tuesday night during a Skype call with my Sister, Andrea, all of the technology in the house crashed right as she was reminding me to allow my heart to have what it most desires - another beautiful year of abundance and flow. The soonest the cable company could come to repair the lines was late Wednesday evening. Which left me with no internet or phone to deliver a Wild Soul Medicine episode to you this week.

Instead, I created a short video to serve as a behind the scenes look at my life between snapshots, but… it was impossible to upload anywhere.

Hmmm…. super frustrating and my ego was NOT happy.

My heart really wanted to be with you. So, I showed up, me and my cell phone with no plan. You'll have to listen in to see what wanted to be shared when I got out of my own way.

(Hint - there's a little magik that happens when we play with energy about 20 minutes in.)