Wildcard Wallflower

Wildcard Wallflower

By Ri W.EducationSelf-Improvement
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Wildcard Wallflower episodes

  • Family Ties

    Wildcard Wallflower: Episode 5 - Family Ties....

    Episode 5's Mood Playlist  (Apple Music)

    Intro

    Radio Review: This Too Shall Pass - Yolanda Adams

    The Forecast/BUT God

    Radio Review: Blessed & Highly Favored - The Clark Sisters, BREAK MY SOUL - Beyonce, Something Has To Break - Kierra Sheard

    Ri's Ramble: Family Ties

    Radio Review: Family Ties - Baby Keem & Kendrick Lamar

    This Week's Letters to My Loved Ones - Solid Friends

    Radio Review: Family Feud - Jay-Z (ft. Beyonce)

    Prayer for Serenity

    God, grant me the serenity

    to accept the things I cannot change,
    the courage to change the things I can,
    and the wisdom to know the difference.
    Living one day at a time,
    enjoying one moment at a time;
    accepting hardship as a pathway to peace;
    taking, as Jesus did,
    this sinful world as it is,
    not as I would have it;
    trusting that You will make all things right
    if I surrender to Your will;
    so that I may be reasonably happy in this life
    and supremely happy with You forever in the next.

    Amen.


    36 min
  • In The Dark...

    Wildcard Wallflower: Episode 4 - In The Dark....

    Episode 4's Mood Playlist  (Apple Music)

    Intro

    Radio Review: Locked Up - Akon

    The Forecast - In the Dark

    Radio Review: God Did - DJ Khaled 

    BUT God 

    Radio Review: W.A.Y.S - Jhene Aiko (Kayden's Tribute) 

    Ri's Ramble: Can We Talk? (inspo by Albaner C. Eugene Jr.)

    Radio Review: People - Jonathan McReynolds

    This Week's Letters to My Loved Ones - Solid Friends

    Radio Review: Golden - Jill Scott

    37 min
  • EYE DEE KAY

    Wildcard Wallflower: Episode 2 - EYE DEE KAY.

    Episode 2's Mood Playlist (Apple Music)

    • Intro
    • Radio Review: Step by Step - Whitney Houston
    • The Forecast/BUT God: IDK, FOMO, Finding Free Good Energy
    • Radio Review: Cozy - Beyonce
    • Ri's Ramble: Reaffirming Myself/Positive Perspectives
    • Radio Review: Our Deepest Fear Poem
    • This Week's Letters to My Loved Ones 
    • Radio Review: Roses - Kanye West

      • Our Deepest Fear by Marianne Williamson

      "Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.

      Our deepest fear in that we are powerful beyond measure.
      It is our Light, not our Darkness, that most frightens us.
      We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?
      Actually, who are you not to be?

      You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the World.

      There is nothing enlightening about shrinking
      so that other people won’t feel unsure around you.
      We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.
      It is not just in some of us; it is in everyone.
      As we let our own Light shine,
      we consciously give other people permission to do the same.
      As we are liberated from our own fear,
      our presence automatically liberates others."

      28 min
    • Just Sit In It.

      Wildcard Wallflower: Episode 1 - Just Sit In It. 

      Episode 1's Mood Playlist (Apple Music)

      • Intro
      • Radio Review: Lonely - Chloe x Halle
      • The Forecast: My Recent Feelings of Loneliness and Gratefulness simultaneously.
      • Ri's Ramble: Trusting God in the Midst of Your Process
      • This Week's Letters to My Loved Ones (Forgive Me I Kept Forgetting People!)
      • Radio Review: Summer 2020 - Jhene Aiko

        • The Reconstruction by Jermisha Frazier 

        Reconstructing

        Is tearing down, and rebuilding something new.

        Getting rid of things that no longer benefit you,

        A clean slate

        A new plate

        Fresh start

        With a courageous soul and pure heart.

        It's hard.

        To admit that you've fallen short,

        Or to-

        Take a step forward and immediately be push right back

        When you’re thinking you've made progress,

        You see the distance you have to go and start feeling less and less,

        Motivated.

        Because you remember how close you were-

        How you almost made it

        And now you've watched all of your hard work get disintegrated

        Thennnnnnn.

        The negative thoughts get contemplated.

        We all know it happens, but nobody ever wants to say it.

        How you've-

        Found yourself in an empty room thinking the worse,

        I mean. I know my grandmother keeps the .38 in her purse

        And shit I can't seem to get out this hole so living feels like it's no longer even worth-

        All the shit I've been going through.

        Pessimism consumes you.

        The walls cave in and then-

        Darkness becomes your new best friend.

        We've all been through it.

        When you get in a position where you're 1.6 seconds from saying screw it,

        But something stops you and you just can't do it

        Giving up isn't in you.

        And you decide-

        At that moment the sorrow no longer can continue

        And. And-

        The room starts to get bigger.

        You breathe and begin to figure-

        Out your next move.

        What's best for YOU.

        That gives birth to your solid foundation.

        You've already been the perfect demonstration

        Of where you refuse to go back.

        Sometimes it takes life kicking you in your ass for you to see the aspects you lack

        And-

        Then starting your reconfiguration.

        Or reconstruction.

        Tearing down, and rebuilding something new.

        Getting rid of things that no longer benefit you

        Letting go of shit that was "supposed"

        And finally enduring the pain that is Growth.

        15 min

      About Wildcard Wallflower

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      A Therapeutic release I've created for myself as a way to process my life experiences and feelings. Hope some people can relate. :) Love Forever...Ri.