Wonderfully Broken

Wonderfully Broken

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  • Q & A Time | All Things Faith & Life

    You asked, I answered! 🤍 

    In this episode, I'm sitting down to answer your questions about faith, life, and everything in between. From the best and worst advice I've received to staying faithful during hard seasons, mentors who have impacted me, and things the Lord has been teaching me lately, we're covering a little bit of it all. 

    Grab a coffee and come hang out with me!

    39 min
  • The Weight of Waiting | Finding the Beauty in it All

    Waiting isn’t just hard; it can feel heavy, confusing, and even painful. In this episode, we’re talking about what it really looks like to wait on God. From David’s dread, to Hannah’s grief, to the Israelites’ struggle, and ultimately the beauty we see through Jesus… the Bible shows us that waiting isn’t one emotion, it’s layers.

    If you’ve ever found yourself asking “how long, God?” or wondering why things aren’t happening yet, this episode is for you. Because while waiting will challenge you, it can also bless you, and the Bible is proof that God is always working in the waiting.

    53 min
  • Stop Trying. Just Be. | Learning how To Abide in the Lord

    In today’s episode, we’re talking about what it really means to abide in the Lord. We’re walking through John 15:1–8 and shifting the focus from performing for God to simply staying connected to Him.

    I’m sharing what I’m learning in real time—definitely not perfect, but growing in what it looks like to remain in Him daily.

    I hope this encourages you as much as it has encouraged me. Love you, guys!!

    50 min
  • I don't want to Perform | The reality of Performative Christianity

    In this episode, we’re talking about something I’ve been wrestling with personally… performative Christianity.

    Showing up. Saying the right things. Doing the “Christian” habits.
    But internally? Feeling disconnected. Unmotivated. Going through the motions.

    In this episode, I open up about where I actually am right now, not the polished version. We dive into Scripture, talk about what it looks like to operate out of performance instead of intimacy, and how I’m asking the Lord to help me unlearn it… even when I don’t feel motivated to.

    If you’ve ever felt stuck in routine, distant from God, or just spiritually tired — this one is for you.

    And at the end, I share some practical ways we can begin shifting from performance to presence 🤍

    45 min
  • Going Again, After Sin | Falling back into the Same Sin we Promised The Lord We Would Never Do Again

    This episode is about something we don’t talk about enough, going back to the very thing you told God you’d never do again.

    There’s shame. There’s guilt. There’s frustration. And there’s that heavy feeling of “How did I end up here again?” But instead of hiding, spiraling, or buying into the lies that try to tell me I’ve gone too far, I’m choosing to get back up.

    We’re talking about what I’m meditating on in this season, the practical things I’m putting in place to stay the course, and the tension of loving God deeply while still battling flesh. 

    If you’ve ever felt disappointed in yourself spiritually, this one is for you.

    Falling isn’t the end. Staying down is.

    Let’s get up — together.


    53 min
  • Sit Like Mary | Learning How to Sit Well

    In this episode, I’m walking through the story of Mary and Martha and the tension we often feel between doing and being. I’m in a season where I truly believe the Lord is calling me to sit at His feet, to slow down, to listen, and to stop striving the way Martha did.

    We talk through the scriptures, what I feel the Lord has been gently revealing to me, and how serving Him isn’t wrong—but it’s not meant to come at the cost of intimacy. This is an encouragement for anyone who feels tired, distracted, or pressured to always be doing more. Maybe this is your reminder that choosing to sit with Jesus is not laziness, it’s obedience.

    29 min
  • A Beautiful Mess | Where I've Been These Last 4 Months

    5 months of silence doesn’t mean absence.

    It means I needed space to sit with God, be honest with Him, and walk through some heavy things instead of around them.

    The ending of this year hasn’t been easy, and I’m still in the fire, but I’m learning that real faith isn’t pretending everything’s okay. It’s bringing God exactly how you are and trusting Him to meet you there.

    I’m thankful to be back. Grateful for grace.

    And ready to step into 2026 with you, one honest step at a time 🤍

    46 min
  • Yap Session | Sometimes, We Just Need to Talk

    In this episode, I sit down with my best friend Gissell, who you’ve heard from before, for one of our unfiltered yap sessions. No script, no plan, just two friends talking about the real and raw parts of walking with the Lord.

    We cover it all: grief, backsliding, performance mindset, the struggle to believe God is good, His unshakable love, sin, grace, and so much more. It’s honest, sometimes heavy, sometimes light, but always rooted in our desire to keep chasing Him through it all.

    If you need a conversation that feels like sitting with friends who get it, this one’s for you.

    1 hr 2 min
  • It's a Journey - Part 2

    In Part 2 of this conversation with my dear friend and brother in Christ, Amanuel Gant, we go even deeper into what sanctification looks like in real time. We talk through the daily wrestle of the flesh and the Spirit, how God is constantly refining us, and how we can stay rooted even when we fall short. Amanuel opens up about some of the tougher seasons of his walk and how the Lord faithfully brought him through each one, not perfect, but progressing.

    Sanctification isn’t an overnight process; it’s a lifelong walk with the Lord. And we’re just grateful to walk it together.

    42 min
  • It's a Journey - A Conversation on Sanctification & Growing with Christ with Amanuel Gantt

    In this episode, Mackenzie talks with someone who’s like a brother to her, Amanuel Gantt. A trusted friend and constant encouragement in her walk with the Lord, Amanuel offers wisdom, honesty, and real-life perspective in this powerful conversation about sanctification, what it means, how it unfolds over time, and how to keep moving forward even when we fall. 

    They discuss the truth that we’re all works in progress. Amanuel shares his personal testimony and the ongoing process of being refined by God through trials, surrender, and obedience. They also have a raw and honest conversation about dating in today’s culture and what it looks like to pursue relationships in a way that honors God.

    This episode is full of truth, grace, and encouragement for anyone learning to walk faithfully in a world that often pulls us in the opposite direction.

    🎧 Listen in and remember: growth is a journey, and God is with us every step of the way.

    55 min

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Welcome to the Wonderfully Broken podcast, a deeply personal journey initiated by Mackenzie Engram. Back in 2020, in the depths of her despair, Mackenzie cried out to the Lord about how she felt so…