In her book, Cornwell also details her challenges battling an eating disorder. While the experience itself was difficult, writing about it was not. “It was easy to write about. I wanted to write about it. It was not difficult at all and I will say the reason is that I’m not ashamed of it. The reason that I did not get help for so long is I was ashamed and embarrassed and I felt like a failure, and what I learned through therapy was that… not only was I human, but I had overcome this really challenging obstacle in my life and so I’m proud of it… We all have issues in our lives… we’ve all been through things, and I guess that I, for some reason, there is no longer a stigma for me with having an eating disorder, and I think that it’s because I realized that we all have our own demons that we have to battle, but the question is, do you really take it on the right way and learn about yourself and, sort of, let that stigma go and be ok with who you are? …I was thinking while I wrote it of all the young girls who may be where I was when I was going through it and I wrote it with the intention of, I want them to be where I am one day because everybody can get there… realize that you’re not a failure. There’s nothing wrong with you. It’s just life…”
These days, Cronwell works for PGA Tour Entertainment as an announcer and feels very fortunate to work in the peaceful, productive environment that the company promotes. “…they’re living proof that in this, sort of, male-dominated environment… you can still have fairness and equality if you have the right people running the show, and so it’s been such a wonderful experience on the heels of what I experienced at Golf Channel that was the exact opposite. There was a lot of screaming, a lot of yelling, a lot of egos, a lot of tempers, and PGA Tour Entertainment, they don’t put up with it. They would rather sacrifice the product a little bit to create a good working environment and it’s really been a blessing for me. I’m very grateful for that.”
I’m ok with that part of who I am. In a way, I’m grateful that it happened because I don’t think that I would have this understanding that life is really hard and it’s ok to have stumbling blocks had I not gone through that.”
Being free from anger is a beautiful gift, but one that we can only give to ourselves.”