WTF, Its Like Dat Yo!?!

Keeping Devo's memory alive through the thick of it All, no matter what I have him in my heart, soul, mind, and tattooed on my body FOREVER my best friend, my buddy, my companion. Sharing the best and worse memories of my dog 👑 Devo

You end up dead fool!😆😶‍🌫️🤨 recap on my resent escapad with recovery and the mental health breakdown an we're where at y'all...

Chapter two of the surrounding potential manifestations and inseparable struggles of an addiction fueled by a guilt ridden obsession that became the hostility surrounding the heart whose only passion is evolving into more pain and distraught that it's lost about to parish or be engulfed with an animal turned angry eating and killing getting annoyed with this violent influence but continues to evaporate his soul daily and misses the departure of the enormous amount of love being taken away from him. He's oblivious of the passions that retreat from his body, mind, and soul.

My conundrum is going everywhere, anywhere, nowhere while lost in my reckless head. Broken 💔 by my choices and alone in a desperate decision to do the right thing without holding onto the self destructive lifestyle I've continued to indulge in and doing it with an enormous amount of pain that's resonating in my soul. And how to quit following this tremendous amount of pain that's taking me to my grave if I let all the negativity control my behavior and focus on actions that NEED to speak volumes before the weakness wins.

My attempt to catch up on the last 8 months but my most current events that have been detrimental to my mental health well-being and survival in this life from the choices I've made recently...

Almost a year ago a listener put me on blast. So now with my new found freedom and mountains beyond the mountains ahead of me. It's therapy time...

An overwhelming response to the scales of justice a personal challenge for recovery to addiction. A journey into the depths of passion, sex, love, heartache, pain, an immense evaluation of mental health issues, depression, suicidal thoughts, spiritual needs and an admiration for dogs, music, feigning for change and the only cure that is laughter through tears of joy.

I am lost an losing my mind when I think about Devo I feel so alone without him by my side. I've lost apart of my heart an soul without his company. I am Peter Pan chasing my shadow, searching an constantly imagining our greatest adventures together. Like he's always, always by my side an keeping an eye on me. Still protecting me an guilding me from harm's way. An reminding me to smile enjoy the NOW! Life's too short 😔 remembering keeping alive the memories of Devo the greatest Friend I will ever know.

Selfish, zooted, cracking everything that has a hole 🕳️ horny,an bricked up 24_7 & breaking the rules of da Game big time yo! No bueno 😕an violating all personal an Mob law's

* Was definitely fucked up when I recorded this but listening to it sober I wasn't going to publish it yet my high ass never did publish it so here y'all go.