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Today's guest is none other than the model I've featured all month on Patreon - Sash Suicide 

Back in my radio days, I loved doing shows with guests. Speaking to another person makes me feel less self conscious, and my genuine curiousity makes focusing on them natural and easy.  (Editing shows with another voice on em feels a lot easier too!)

While some people love an audience, one main thing Sash and I have in common is our introverted nature. I may have performed on ice all over the world, but Sash has been featured in magazines, television, videos, and viewed by fans all over the planet!

So how did a quiet lil homebody become one of the most recognized Suicidegirls of all time?

Listen in to Episode 9 to learn just how Sash became an SG, why bank tellers make her nervous, and how she and I met and became friends!

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How is an ancient bacteria like an Instagram post?

This time around I'm making a connection that is a bit of a stretch... but stay with me!

I may be genuinely sick of listening to myself, but lucky for me, I have Patrons like you to support me and share inspiration for new episodes each month.

Patrons asked for more Rydell X Tita so that is what you will hear!

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The what, why, and how of who, where, and whatever. The end is here! Good, bad, or otherwise - this year is drawing to a close and many are getting geared up for another crack at this thing called life. I've never been much of a "resolution" person. It seems to me that writing things down on a piece of paper, though helpful, does little to move the needle in any particular direction. This year, instead of a personal manifesto, journal, or social media post, I'm laying it all out in podcast form. Listen, or don't. I'll keep doing. Just like I would whether that little piece of paper got lost or forgotten. Call me crazy, but we can make things happen for ourselves whenever we want to. Yes, there will be obstacles, and certainly privilege (or lack thereof) plays a part too. But at the end of the day or ahem... year we must cheer ourselves on towards what comes next. As someone who has lived through this pandemic more or less solo, all I can say is "it's worked so far!" Happy New Year everyone. You helped to make 2021 new, and exciting - and scary - but in the best possible way. 

I would like to include an ENORMOUS thank you for my coach Jill @singwithjill for believing in me (and my crazy ideas), and for providing piano accompaniment in this episode. She literally kicks the whole thing off, and I plan to kick 2022's butt with her help! 

Cheers to you. 

Cheers to us. 

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The world moves fast, and nowhere is that more apparent than the World Wide Web.

It makes sense then that as we careen towards the next iteration of the Internet things are changing all over the place. But... are they?

In this month's show I chat with my friend Rocky Delgado about how we met, why we became friends and what has NOT changed over all these years.

Go back to the future with us as we talk collectibles and clothing, NFTs & Web 3.0. (and why manners are always on trend).

Find more from my guest Rocky Delgado at www.patreon.com/inrockyvision & www.instagram.com/inrockyvision

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After a month of cosplay and costumes I thought I'd dive into another popular topic around Halloween... fear!

From scary movies to haunted houses, I polled my friends and followers on Twitter for what makes them jump, scream, or break into a sweat. I followed up that research with some reading and found that the things that go bump in the night AND the things we do by daylight have a lot in common.

Tune in for some science, scares and screams!

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This month marks the 20th anniversary of Suicidegirls dot com! In honour of this major achievement, special guest Rydell Suicide is back for another interview-style episode.

Episode 4 - The Hashtag

If you've ever used hashtags to find content, you'll be familiar with how useful they are as an organizational tool on websites.  If you've ever encountered #mature you'll also know that the Internet is a polarizing place with two main camps  - Young. and Old.

ma·ture

/məˈCHo͝or,məˈto͝or/

adjective

After visiting, making, and modelling for adult domains for over 10 years, we've seen thing or two. You may have thought "early adopter" meant new, fresh, or even young, but let me assure you, the hashtags have been telling us that we're mature for years. In this episode Rydell and I discuss the use of hashtags on suicidegirls dot com and how it feels to be called "old on the Internet".

Spoiler alert: We didn't care then and we don't care now!

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This month's topic probably ain't what you think it is...  When I said dirty I meant taboo, but when I said taboo I don't mean sex.

The pandemic brought us many things;Endless streaming, #doomscrolling, and Zoom fatigue. It also brought many of us a not-so-healthy serving of boredom and loneliness.

This month I asked my Twitter followers what they do to stave off boredom, and soothe loneliness.  I have to say, I was surprised by the level of engagement these questions brought on.

It's been clear to me from the beginning that this project is about vulnerability. There are few things that make us feel more vulnerable than talking about these topics.

The interactivity of this episode was really inspiring. Adding the input of others helped me to tackle a subject that might have felt too heavy to go alone.

Thank you to everyone who chimed in on my tweets. If you're not following me there, get in on it! www.twitter.com/cupcakedujour I'll surely be sending more podcast related tweets in the days to come.

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The what, why, and how of who, where, and... MY WEDDING!

Snippets from those who were there before, during, and after the grand affair. 

If you've ever wondered "WTF was that?!?" You're gonna find out here. 

This episode fits in nicely with my exclusive July Patreon content (never before seen photos, videos, and BTS!) dedicated to all things relating to my EXXXOTICA wedding. Join the architects of the spectacular spectacle from EXXXOTICA and celebrate my "anniversary" with me with these never before shared moments.

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SG cutie Rydell was with me every step of the way leading up to my epic wedding in Chicago - from picking out my dress, to my first meeting with my (future) ex husband!

Hear how I met Mr. Nay and why I might have known better... The "meet not cute" if you will ;) 

This bonus (mini) episode serves as a little warm up for the coming episode of WTF with CDJ. The topic you ask? Me, my EXXXOTICA wedding and that pesky ex - featuring a few special guests that were there taking notes ;)

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