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The start is on this just regular face, that i drew with like a little box around it, an observer, of the interaction between the two figures that i am drawing. It's the really meek, sheepish, condensed, little organism and then there's this bold constricting but also very large figure. The only place you'll find color is in the figure on the right the color is sort of like the power. You can tell between the two figures which one just looks like it wields more power, more energy, is this larger one. It's also the only figure with color and i think that plays a huge part in it. I had these, the rest is kind of like observatory. I feel like the interaction between the much boulder, with the smaller figure, there's definitely a dynamic between them. That was like the most interesting, even though this is like a piece that i dislike. It's okay to not like stuff, i think that's just perfect. That i made this, it sucks and that's okay like that's great.

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alright so what do we have here, we have another wonderful addition to our Wonderful series. This one really turned out not exactly how i thought it would. It really took a turn right about halfway through, i was really feeling the shapes, i thought i was going to make something go on here something happen. I wanted to make something that looks like something but then i started making these lines and i got a little enchanted by it. You'll see me get away from the complete beginning template, that i had in my head. Don't pick up your pen, just don't do it. Just keep going, I ended up just scribbling and filling up a huge portion of the paper with just a single line. You can see as soon as the line overlaps with another line i go on for just a little bit longer but then i stop because i had become bored. That is pretty much all there is to this, hope you guys have a wonderful day and special things to come.

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People often talk about surreal moments in which they really felt alive. It could be skydiving, first kisses, roller-coasters, playing sports, it really varies. What moment i live for lie within the process of creating. Nothing brings me into the present quite like the world that is built around my mind. When i'm working on a project my body projects my consciousness out passed the atmosphere of my environment to a landless land. A place where i explore the unknown as much i explore myself. A place where the defeat of a monster can lead to the ground under me evaporating. Its a type of exploration that is limited by bathroom breaks, bills, and me. I truly cherish the immersion and look forward to it. what moments do you cherish? what are you looking forward to.

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Okay so here we are, i bring a lighter and i have some of these around so i set my paper on fire. I just really wanted to do something that would push me outside of the regular sphere that i usually engage in. you know sometimes, its really fun to cut a hole in the paper or soak the paper and let it dry and then draw on it. There's a lot of different things you can do to, that really forces you cause if your still going on the paper its going to change the way you interact with the medium with the surface. So it was really interesting for me to navigate around these little patches, where i burnt it. it was really interesting cause not just was i navigating around the burn marks but the entire paper was creased. It was like lifted in some places and lowered in some places so it doesn't lay flat anymore so when i was drawing the bubbles;  it was kinda fun its always fun it was kinda fun its always fun its always fun.

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In general i like to think that the content i publish is contributing positively  to the larger sphere of human thought and sentiment. Which is something i don't wish to taint because it lines up with my life's underlying theses. This makes things seem like i exist in a flower patch untouched by unfavorable circumstances. I'm obviously human and as is par for the course i experience friction. Which i mustn't complain about as an alternate friction-less world would become dystopian faster then you'd like to admit. All this sounds fluffy because the world remains in the midst of the friction it seems absurd to think that is is itself necessary. It doesn't matter how necessary the sun is when you've been walking in the heat longer then you can count, with no oasis in sight, it all feels like a joke and your the punch line. This is a perspective disconnect because no one is actually making jokes and if they were you'd be the only one capable of laughing. The friction is motiveless merely a force indifferent to your existence, as with any force with enough energy it can be overcome. This energy can be accrued from a slew of sources, you can have a million reasons why, but more important is the level of commitment to them. You can want to "make it" with all your being without commitment and consistently recommitting it wont matter. Which is dreary because the friction will be too great for the vast majority of people. I say this in part for the audience but more so for myself. Every single day i push and while i have some good underlying momentum i'm still struck with friction and feelings of absurdity. In these moments its my commitment that is the determining factor. I started with some hesitance only because the majority are uncommitted and will find this to feel like pressure and friction; but those with minds made knee deep in friction will find there oasis and i'm sure ill see you when i find it.

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So this is definitely one that came out really good. I really enjoy looking at this one. I like this little monster that i created at the very beginning at the bottom. This jellyfish but its got teeth and there's this that pyramid thing, i don't know what to call it. I like how it builds up and it gets really tense and tight together before it expands. These dots were, man it was so wicked my wrist was feeling it. I added color but i didn't add color everywhere. I definitely enjoy that there are a lot of spaces of white and i think that sometimes too much color or too little color. There's definitely a balance, everything doesn't  have to be a certain way. This is just one piece. That i'm really happy with how it came out : a-a-a and u-umm its just really wicked that i can enjoy this forever its just really wicked that i can enjoy this forever that i can enjoy this forever f-f-forever.

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You don't exist in a vacuum, you exist in a continuum of time always between yesterday looking towards tomorrow. which is quite a way of looking at things your followed by old days and presented new ones, in which you experience and proceed to have some sort of impact before you add it to the ongoing list of choices you've made. Often people discount momentum, the list of choices have had effects that will alter future possibilities, in part because once you begin down a road. Every choice in every circumstance becomes a step and you find yourself realizing that the outcome is obvious, even if you choose to ignore it. Which can be tricky as you slowly become aware of the momentum. There often is a break in your beings wholeness. When your running down a road going somewhere you don't want to go but you don't stop running. At this junction you drastically orient your life from an active participant to one of a spectator. There is relief in so far as life only ever presents you with circumstances. You will continue on the continuum of circumstances in which you can make choices, where the opportunity to build new momentum lays. I'll concede that going from zero to one is a task too difficult for some, maybe most,maybe the momentum is too great but those who make it past the first step. Will find he second easier by a significant margin. If you build momentum by navigating the circumstance in a way that reinforces the road your want to be going down. You might like where you end up but will you wield momentum or will it wield you because if your not pushing then you're being pulled

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I like how it starts off very orderly, these lines aren't overlapping the shapes are pretty consistent. This sort of perimeter around all of the orderly shapes and on the outside there's like these long lines. You have this point of contact where all the orderly shapes and symbols meet. The little orderliness is being bombarded and there's like this contact point, there's only color in the points of contact. I kinda like that, I like the idea of being, the color is where the conflict is. The color is where everything is meeting, the color isn't just in chaos or just the order. It's like chain link fence in where the orderly and the chaos come together and cross. I like the process and that's really good for me and ill see you guys later today with more stuff (*NOISES*)

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Let me just say you will not penetrate 

i hope your doing a okay 

give me a second to explain

in my lane i'm cool in my brain 

you tried to invade in a failed raid

you should say sorry you should be afraid

i stop giving fucks when you tried to give me grades

i barely ever stayed no no persuade

didn't fall for the fucking picture you portrayed

you say i strayed 

no i call that shit a quick upgrade

let me try and split always evade 

these are not the skills that i need to obtain

in my dome you can not pervade

i'm trying to build Rome fuck the accolades

i'm a guild home in the shade that i wade

yes fulfilled super chill i throw my own parade 

yes thrilled to up my skill same i never stayed

yes i kill work ethic that i instill

forward till i am all decayed

your rolling boulder on a crusade 

wont be able to pass my mental blockade

super stable so fast never degrade

repeat whats been played 

you will not penetrate 

in my lane i'm good in my brain

cant stop me call me the rain

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As i look at this and remember the experience of drawing it, i see myself as participant of the experience of life as much as i am a viewer. I watch myself make certain decisions and its really interesting watching myself have to navigate the waters of choices. The type of bandwidth that is taken up by things that you would expect, like having to make the same type of choices because your convicted to a larger choice. I feel like this piece almost speaks to that, a sort of layeredness of you know, it may not make sense maybe its not a face its a sort of a sort of layered activity. Layered in activeness and there are certain things that end up on top of other things. That's it for today ill see you guys later today with even more stuff but (*NOISES*)