I hear from people every day who are amazed that I will now take a trip alone without my sweet bride Pam who's in heaven. However, I find the experience to be exactly what I need as I continue my healing after losing my best friend and lover of the past 30+ years. In this episode I explain how when you elect to not travel you are closing the door on something that provides great comfort, relaxation and joy. So listen and learn how to find your sense of adventure.

Being patient can be challenging. Especially when we want something we think is so very, very important. However, I'm learning if we simply step back and take account of our blessings we can quickly change an anxious, impatient mindset into a thankful mindset. And trust me, it's a beautiful thing.

It was one of those days when I started thinking a little too much about my loss of Pam and how it really pisses me off that God took her instead of me. Had God have taken me first Pam would have been left with plenty of money and with her sexy body and beautiful smile she would have likely landed some guy with six pack abs. Instead, God took her first and I'm left still needing to work for a living and certainly no hot body babes looking to hang out with me. So...do you ever get angry with God? If so, you might enjoy this podcast.

We often hear about dreams that have special meaning. Recently I've been dreaming a lot. However, one dream I had affirmed my faith in God and Heaven stronger than any I've had before. It involved a former co-worker that experienced the loss of child thru a miscarriage and reminded me of one my sweet Pam experienced as well many years ago. I hope you will take time to listen to this very powerful message I received and share with others.

I'm nearing the end of what has been a two week long road trip with the past few days having been spent in the Black Hills of South Dakota. While traveling without my sweet Pam doesn't have the same kick it had in the past it has still very good to be out on the open road, seeing the sights and meeting some fascinating people. In this podcast I want to share with you three different experiences I had with two showing what true love looks like while the other displayed how couples can sadly miss out on the beauty of love.

Five days ago I decided it was time to hit the road again. I had no final destination and certainly no time frame for getting anywhere. So far, it's worked out pretty good. However, I still have my moments. One thing I have discovered is I could care less if I ever get back and would be fine wandering the country for months and maybe even years.

I find one of the best things I can do for my soul and general mental outlook is to hit the road. Of course my traveling companion Pam is in heaven these days but I still find getting away always lifts my spirits. In today's program I'm off on another trip with no agenda and no final destination in mind.

Life without Pam is certainly not as much fun, but at the same time it's days like today I know she is so much better off and in some respects I'm jealous she got to escape this earth. Want to hear more? Why not give this episode a listen!

We all carry burdens from our past. At times it can feel overwhelming and like there is no future. But, I'm learning there is hope beyond the present and past. Is it easy? No...but I do have some ideas on moving forward.

Often times we talk about waves of grief that can hit at some of the most unexpected times. However, there are also times when a wave of happiness moves over us. For me, I had one of each in the same day. Looking back, the good wave easily beat out the bad wave.