[verse]
we live in a world where things are dying there's no meaning in "faith"
now hated for being real and loved for being fake
codependent so alone i ain't one to replace
but honestly ironically i did needed the space
was so defeated i've been overlooked
another chapter in life my rhymes an open book
there's traumas trapped in my mind just like Hoarder should
sadden shoulder shrugs battling disorder
still ain't sober when i know i should
its Therapeutic its root in my deepest conscious
to yall its music that's booted to ported aux-stand
lord what's my option throw a lob sox fans
Hopsin how we don't sugarcult like the rock band
(yeah) optimistic yet im hollowed
even when i had no closure still i get to see tomorrow
(yeah) but still i need to feed this sorrow
with some words thats left unsaid in this Hennessy bottle
(CHORUS)
yeah i had it bad i was in a jam
i ain't never getting tied down like that again
tryna find my peace and a new beginning
talking to the man in the mirror ends
had my back against the wall when i was seeking
they just watched me drown when i was in the deep-end
smoked another L still tryna find the meaning
same some love for me now
why don't you comfort me?
instead there's misery loves company
(VERSE)
still tryna focus coping but i'm moping hopelessly
i lost so many sleeps those doses couldn't break me free
these demons creeping feening for me just like Jodeci
devoted see i wouldn't sell my soul to get some cream
these hoes tried molding me but i will never fucking let em
need seven figures and a buzz with no amount of liquor
i'm just a sinner still i'm talking to the man in mirrors
i can stay bitter i seem em hurting and just fucking let em
and nowadays i've seen lost ones like how am i sad in this Armani?
closets looking Jumanji aint drippin i'm more tsunami
experience outta body my drive like Kawasaki
my life im tryna altar Khalani ya stay behind me
(yeah) optimistic yet im hollowed
even when i had no closure still i get to see tomorrow
(yeah) but still i need to feed this sorrow
with some words thats left unsaid in this Hennessy bottle